Sunday, October 30, 2005

Entries Next Week

I will most probably stop bloggin temporarily...

I will blog again next week... I am very tired, too many things to take care of, and too many things on my mind...

Not in the best of mood to blog...

Lots of chores to do...

I didnt even buy the recruit papers to look for jobs, i didnt even search online... I jus cant be bothered now even though given the pressure i am under... I JUST COULDNT BOTHER!!!

Think i need some distractions... I found i hobby i like... Most probably i will do it meanwhile when i haf time besides the chores... But i need to spend some huge amt of money 1st...

See how bah...

Cya...

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Admitted My Mum To Hospital...

Jus a few mths ago, u read tt i admitted my Dad to the hospital... Now that my Dad is at his home, phoning me numerous times everyday... I jus admitted my Mum to hospital this morning...

What a horrible second half of my 2005...

I am suffering from lack of sleep, motion sickness and everything else...

No more TTSH, I admitted her to Mount Alvernia Hospital, the one i go for consultation when i am really sick... Nearer to my place as well... Its at Thomson Road...

GP no use one lah... She saw 2 GPs yest, had 2 sets of medi and injection, but so ?

I will blog about tis later... I need to catch some sleep... Didnt sleep last night...

Guess Wat A COMPUTER PROGRAMMER Named His Pets?

Cant wait till tmr to say tis...

My IT guru fren owned 2 animals...

He named them......














INTERACTIVE and INTERFACE!!!!!!!!!!

Wahahahahaah.... Damn funny... So erm... High tech!!!

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Went On A Date!

I am jus kidding... Hahahah, i promised myself, remember? I went out with my fren aka ex ex ex ex colleague lah... Be4 i tok about it, i wan to COMPLAIN!!!

VERY BAD WEATHER HOR?????????????

I CANNOT TAKE IT LIAO LEH!!!!

Every day rain n rain n rain like mad... My body cant take it... I am falling sick, everyone is falling sick... And i haf rheumatism... It kills my bones, muscles, joints and give me a terrible terrible headache!!!!

I switched on the news and everyday either BIRD FLU or NATURAL DISASTERS... How long is tis going to last?

DEATHS, DEATHS N MORE DEATH EVERY SINGLE FREAKING DAY!!!!

If these arent bad enuff, how about ppl knocking at my door every night preaching about their religion coz they claimed all the events that happened were recorded in their beloved b*!!!!

Nothing against them, jus tt if it is wat they claimed it is... Then why arent they doing anything to prevent so much deaths? If they noe, they shd haf evacuated everyone right? Instead of sitting home looking at the things happened, then match the event to their book and then come knocking at our houses telling us, "DO U NOE TT ALL THESE EVENTS ARE RECORDED IN OUR B*?"

-__________-"

Nvm...

My bones are killing me, i am tired... Very tired... It is so miserable to even go out... The rain is terrible...

My mum has fallen sick... She vomitted the whole day, seen 2 docs and got an injection... And she hasnt eaten anything at all today, coz watever she eat, she vomitted them...

Sigh...

I went out, and i came back to see my sis cooked one pot of duno wat funny soup... It was supposed to be Vege Wif Fish Soup...

But then, she hor... Duno how she cooked, luckily i noe her pattern so i took a small bowl only... Wah, i very long never taste bad food liao leh... The soup is lousy, i told her though... She put in one whole fillet of fish without even slicing it coz she said she duno how...

This is it! Tmr i'll cook...

I will wake up early early cook... My sis even chop her share of food liao, told me to get lunch ready before 11am!!! Hmph!!!

Minced Pork Porridge for lunch (Wanted to cook fish one but my sis lah, wasted one big piece of ex fish fillet)... Dinner... Eeerrrr... Hmm... We see how tmr... Now no ideas...

Alamak, entry so long liao, tok about my "date" tmr bah...

PS: Pappy has been humping on my sis's bolster every night, she is so angry now she hid her bolster on top of my clothes drawer when shes not arh... TSK TSK!!! HORNY BOY!!!

Scary Rain

I jus googled my name...

1st result i got is tis...

LINK

Wat e hell is tis? And y is her name in front of me? Bloody hell... Im sure its all about tat particular lecturer... Hes always the one... The one who look down on the floor whenever i walk pass him, PUI!

Anyways, did u guys see the scary rain today...

I was carrying an umbrella and i was still soaked to skin... I almost cancelled my trip even before i reached the mrt...

Then i thot, aiyah, since wet already might as well...

I did try to wait under a particular void deck... But the rain didnt get any smaller...

Then, me n my little umbrella braved the rain and when i was in the train,

THE RAIN STOPPED!!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh, wat to do... Me always suay wat...

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Some Updates

No job yet... Sianz... I duno do wat job liao leh... How arh?

1st thing i ate after i ended my 14day vegan experience was EGG TART!!! So funny... But not very nice... Sad! Mum cooked my fav curry chicken yest... YUMMY! But damn hot!!! My son can take spicy food liao, haha, he didnt even cough today... Wah...

I duno where my son learnt tis... I actually haf to feed him everyday... If not he wun finish his dinner... Damn spoilt... Duno which dog teach him one... Anyhow teach my dog!!! So troublesome leh, after my dinner, i still got to feed him by hands or spoon... Noti...

I actually went to the library yest, which mus be so surprising eh? No, I wasnt dragged into the library by Shuzhen... I dragged my huge ass there myself... Amazing... Well, coz i was looking for some books lah... Borrowed 2 bks, surprised my IC still can work... Hahahah...

Still tired, but i think recovering soon...

I cant believe how one night's of no sleep affected my body... Man, i mus be getting old... But then, no matter how, my bio clock still wasnt turned... Coz of my sis lor... She also night never sleep how i sleep...

Pappy also same... Now night dun wan to sleep... While im typing, hes jumping up n down up n down, scratching n pouncing on my back to play wif him...

He pissed on my sis bed tis evening, again... Shhh... But cannot tell her... We kept it a secret...

Anyways, finally i found a gal i noe of who sings so well... Very emo and strong... Zhen ying and jia3 ying both great control... She doesnt shout her song, she sings beautifully... Though i noe she anyhow sing tt time, but i can already picture if she steady steady sing, i noe its going to be awesome...

I was so bloody hell impressed when she opened her mouth... So cool... Her voice is able to touch ur soul... Now, tis is real singing man...

Blog more again...

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Zouk Opening Night

I am busy and also physically weak and tired... So i'll blog tmr or something...

Tonight is the NEW ZOUK opening night... U guys going ?

My sis went over last night and got pissed drunk... Her bf did the renovation of Zouk, and so they had a party last night... So gd arh, now he got time to accompany my sis liao... A very big project, he went to Korea to buy the greaking expensive TV, yup the rotating one...

While he went to Korea, all my sis asked of him to bring back was WASABI SEAWEED... Funny eh?

They got wasted and spent their night at the nearby hotel... She slept till evening, came back home and still sleeping... Haha...

Nvm lah, its gd tt she enjoys herself, shes having a week's OFF from work coz her exams coming...

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Very Bad News

I jus came back from the temple...

My mum mistaken, its tmr, not today... But didnt matter... We prayed anyway...

And then coz theres very few ppl... We decided to qiu qian... Duno wat u call it in el, divination lot? Something like tt...

So i shake the bamboo container and asked qns...

After the lot fall out... Then need to throw the crescent pieces to get "sheng bei", then can read the lot...

My mum got the 1st lot... I tried 3 times before i got the actual lot...

When i brought my lot to the uncle at the table... He saw and told me, its bad, very bad...

Then he gave me tt lot paper and the contents were really bad...

My mum asked me to ask about job... I didnt...

My qns was, i mentioned my life is very bad, things do not go smoothly for me. I wan to noe whether will my life get smoother... Need some guidance...

And the paper mentioned my life is very bad...

(Loosely translated)
1st line: Dreams will be very difficult to fulfill
2nd line: Illness will be very difficult to recover, lost items will be very difficult to retrieve
3rd line: Like treading a needle, i will not find my soul mate
4th line: Though there is one way out, but i have to be very careful

My gosh, i tell u arh, my face literally dropped at the temple...

It meant my career will not be smooth, bad health, i will not get back wat i lost, i will not find the right love, and even if there is road ahead, i haf to be extremely cautious...

Career, health, wishes, love, life, all bad...

My gosh...

I noe u all will say dun believe n all...

I understand... Anyways, tis is my 1st time... Jus didnt expect tis to be so bad...

My mum burnt the bad lot for me, and i drank some chinese tea for blessing...

Worried Sick

I am so worried... My son is sick... He vomitted about 7 times last night and seems to be having fever... He was also very weak... Obviously, i was worried tt he will get dehydrated... He vomitted his dinner and all his gastric juices... But i couldnt get him to drink or eat anything...

I didnt sleep the whole night... He got better like after 3am...

He started to move about and eat alittle and play... But his head and mouth still feel warm...

Hes sleeping on my bed now, but i jus cant seem to sleep...

Im not feeling well too...

I think i passed my illness to him or something...

Been having stomachache for 2 days, very bad headache and feel nauseous... Sigh...

Think i shdnt kiss him so much...

I may not be sleeping, i need to turn back my bio clock... Tts if i can tahan though...

I guess i'll take a bath, haf some breakfast, then feed my son and then go temple... My mum said today is special praying day... And she said bring me go pray... Will be extremely crowded though...

Hope me n son will feel better soon...

Really dun feel well...

Wanted to pray for my career path initially... But i think i will pray for the well being of myself and Pappy... More impt... Hope to get rid of all the bad luck...

Shi shi shun li, shen ti jian kang...

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Insect Alarm Clock

I was woken up the other day by a shocking alarm clock...

A bug was in one of my ears... And its buzzing inside... It was extremely scary... It felt jus like the bug's inside ur brain... Eating its way thru...

I didnt noe wat to do, coz if i was to try to dig it, im afraid it will go further in...

So my instinct told me to jus lay there motionless...

But its hard... Coz of the buzzing... I was so afraid of losing one of my ears... I did comtemplate on getting to the washroom to fill my ears with water to flush it out...

Luckily, after like 10 mins of mental torture, i felt the bug crawling out of my ear... Immediately, i jerked and tried to sweep it away...

I seriously haf no idea whether did the bug go away or something... All i knoe was after tt, there was no more buzzing...

Phew...

A very effective and economical alarm clock, but nonetheless, hope it never happen again...

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I gotten 5 new epis of Naruto fr her jus now... Oh, and finally returned her back her book... So relieved... I dun like to owe ppl things...

And finished watching them jus a moment ago, tis time story no climax, so wun bek cek got to wait for like another mth...

I think chasing the Naruto story is like pain in the ass... SO miserable... Coz the story goes on n on, especially when u noe where the manga leads already and yet like every 2 weeks, only 1 new epi come out or something...

I was cursing n swearing at Naruto jus now, he had one chance to find out where the turned-evil Sasuke is, n yet he screwed it up by farting!!! Damn... Stupid Naruto...

I was caught in the rain tis evening... I went to supermarket for groceries... And had to be stranded inside coz of the sudden downpour... I was left wif 2 choices... Brace the rain and walk home for 15 mins... Or brace the rain for a 5 mins walk to interchange than take a 15 mins bus ride...

I chose the latter in the end... And gotten home later than usual and wif motion sickness... Bleah... I put back the soya milk coz it was very heavy... Hmm, still not getting my protein... Damn it...

I added 2 new receipes to my knowledge... I succeeded my Black Pepper Mushroom Udon very successful on my 1st try jus the other day... It is so nice, i can haf it everyday... But very spicy...

I also jus tried Cream Parmesan Mushroom Pasta... Very nice for ppl who loves cheese... Abit heavy for me, im gonna cut it down by half the next time i cook it...

Yummy... I wonder wat to cook today...

Looking forward already...

Monday, October 17, 2005

Speaking Of Jiu Liang

Speaking of jiu liang... When i was younger, i used to hang out wif a grp of 20+/30+ pai kias... And every week, we will go drinking at coffeeshops... And becoz, they are pia kias... We dun even haf to wait for seats in the crowded coffeeshop...

All they need was to show their faces, and the boss of the coffeeshop will bring us to our "exclusive table"... Haha, kinda of funny now tt i think of it...

And becoz i was underage, they couldnt haf a cup for me, so i share cup wif them... And they will order truckload of beer each time... When i say truckload, it really meant truckload...

Becoz of them, i got drunk once in my entire life... Almost wasted, but i can still walk in a straight line... Wahahah, but i puked like hell in home afterwards... I drank alot on an empty stomach, aiyo... Best piece of advise, never ever drink on an empty stomach!!! It totally ruin n damages ur body...

They told me tt to train up one's jiu liang, they had to drink till they puke and then drink again and then puke and drink and puke... I can imagine it will be such a messy scene... After u do tis several times, u become immune to drinks after tt... They said all pai kias go thru tis stage...

Haha...

To me, there are 2 kinds of gd ju liang...

1 is the genuine one, which meant thru time of heavy drinking, ur body naturally adapted to gd alcohol tolerance level... Drinking some beer or liquor every week, will never get u anywhere here... U really haf to reach ur limit and go over it, so as to break the level in ur blood alcohol tolerance...

My sis is the ultimate drinking queen... She used to be a cheongster... She will never get drunk on any occassions... So when u do see her drunk, i couldnt imagine how much she drank... Its tough on her as well, when she wans to get drunk, she would like haf to spend so much more money than others.... Hahahah...

2nd one is the fake one... Perhaps one person with normal and or slightly above average alcohol tolerance level, but with a strong state of mind... When u haf an extremely strong state of mind, u can control urself even when u r drunk n only appear tipsy...

My sis belong to the 1st, and i am 65% to the second...

When my sis is drunk, she totally go into a chaotic situation, and cannot recall a thing the next morning... When i am drunk, i am still aware of everything coz i make sure my brain doesnt go out... But of coz, keeping ur state of mind strong in a drunken situation, gives u a headache worst than any hang overs...

U haf to really go into a total wasted situation, then u can judge whether u r 1st or second... Tipsy and high moments doesnt even reveal anything...

It always amazes me how some ppl can get drunk so fast... Just a few beers can set their mind off already and its always, ALWAYS SO FUNNY to tell them tt they r drunk and they will always tell u they they not... Hahah... I always feel so tickled when tis happens, especially when its ur frenz, and u see them in a state of denial...

I can say, drunk or not, when it happpens, can be told by others, not urself... Coz sometimes, u dun see ur own actions...

For me, sadly, wine, beer, cocktails are like water... No feeling... But the impact comes when i drink hard liqour... Coz i seldom drink them...

THing about hard liqour is tt, the impact comes like an hr later... It is slower... So within e 1st few hr, u will think u r such a damn gd drinker, and down urself wif so much tt u will get it later on...

For ppl who rarely drink, one shot of volka is all it takes to get tipsy...
For normal ones, it will be 2-3... And pls hor, dun take immediately in one gulp tt kind unless u r having fun... Coz confirm gone after tt...
4-5 shots are enuff to send u on ur bed wif a mess...
6 n above are for well trained ppl... Usually the crazy ones... Hahaah...

And 6 shots are only like about only 1/5 of the big bottle... So u can imagine wat happens if u even attempt half bottle urself...

I jus realised tis not long ago, when u drink a whole bottle of red wine, ur mouth will turn red... Ok lah, i noe i sua ku... I duno mah, never kena before... So i went to my sis, my sis said its normal, hers will turn purple somemore... Ugly hor? No wonder usually ppl drink red wine in each other's homes...

At restaurants ok lah, usually u wun drink alot, so wun haf the red stain...

DO u like dry red wine?

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Some GD Reels

Got from SAC Message:

Very impressive character TD reel.

http://maks.free.fr/reel/DemoReel_Marek_Schneider_2005.mov


Cool Animation reel

http://www.turx.com/temp/goro_fujita_reel_oct05.mov

House In Smoke

My house was in smoke jus now... scary...

My blur sis lor, she was boiling herbs then she forgot about it... Until, the water dried and everything char tao, and the whole house in thick smelly smoke, then we realised...

Lucky neighbour neber call civil defense...

Now my house so smelly... Spoil the pot also...

Hmm, ok lah, my sis was in shock though... And my son was trying to keep her occupied...

I ate bread tonight, didnt feel like cookin much coz cant go supermarket becoz of the whole-day-rain... My mum cooking her black pepper pork udon, and my sis went off to meet her bf for fish head steamboat...

They ate white porridge in the noon, i ate maggie mee... Haha, today i like so ke lian lidat...

Drunk

I was drunk last night...

All it took was multiple dry shots of Volka... And when i say multiple, its meant really alot...

But i wasnt wasted... Coz i still couldnt sleep until like 6am?

So i was moving ard, listening to my mp3 player, disturbing the sleeping Pappy... Haha... Think he didnt sleep well too... Felt like puking but i didnt drink enuff to tt extend... SO its like halfway, and it was terrible, jus like motion sickness...

Ive always wanted to get wasted wif a grp or something, do silly things and tok silly things and laugh at each other and then all collapsed together... But of coz, due to my circumstances, I never had the opportunity...

But i guess it would smell really bad... I couldnt even stand my ex bf's drunk... Even their breath stinks... But i guess if all drunk together, shldnt be able to tell liao bah... Haha...

Anyways, no hang overs...

I still duno wats hang over by now... I got really drunk once when i was young and i really puked like hell...I thot i was sure to haf a hangover the next day... But nothing leh, weird...

I only noe when my sis get hang over, she will get mc and see doc...

Speaking of drinking, the one thing i dun like about it is the bladder giving way... Especially for females, who already haf a smaller bladder compared to males... And when u r drunk, it gets really worst... I think u can go to the toilet like every 5 mins... Scary...

And of coz, the dehydration part... I couldnt care less last night and drank straight from my tap... Hahahah...

At least now i noe, if i was to get wasted, i need to drink triple wat i drank last night... Which is like wat? Close to a full big bottle? Arh... I am sure if i was to down the 1 litre down my throat... My liver will give way... Nobody do tt anyways... Volka leh, crazy arh, its meant to be shared among a grp...

I think i will buy some orange juice...

Screwdriver is the best...

Tired...

Im kinda tired... Im back to the old opp-day-night habit... Not gd leh, its affecting me... I wan to switch back... So i haf to sacrifice one night's sleep... But not very sure about tt coz i will bore myself...

Seriously, i was wondering is it my heart who is tired or isit the sleeping habit...

Sigh, i duno...

Guess its jus one of those nights... This feeling inside... The pain, the struggle... Giving me headaches...

Ive got to get thru it, i mus...

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Vegetarian Food Pyramid


This is useful!

Didnt Managed...

Hmm, yest didnt managed to meet Shuzhen wor...

Wanted to return her Da Vinci and also get the new epis of Naruto...

But she messaged me said she forgot... Haha, so next tues liao...

I even bath earlier and also got dressed decently...

Nvm lah, ppl very busy one, not like the lazy me... Shes very hardworking one u noe... Her last yr in NUS liao, mus bia the last 2 sems... And she work and study at the same time somemore... Very xin ku...

I cant imagine jus half a yr more, her study yrs can say finished liao... But mine still duno where yet... I wonder how it feels like to find tt u had finished ur studying curve... Hmm, nvm, i will find out hopefully before 28?

My mum had been asking me, wats going between her n me... I am so frustrated to even start explaining... I only tell her, "Aiyah, she exams lah, Aiyah, she working lah!"...

Not 1st time lidat wat... Duno y she still ask...

Doesnt matter lah... So dun ask...

14-Day Lacto Vegetarian: Day 6

I didnt wan to eat blindly... So i jus did some research... And found out i am a LACTO-VEGETARIAN... It includes dairy products but exclude eggs...

My groceries running out liao, tmr may go down to supermarket to stock up... I need to buy some food... Coz i ran through wat i ate and realised i am getting too little protein...

Besides tofu, i will get soya milk...

Being a lacto-vegetarian, u can take dairy products... Which is better for me, coz i still wan to eat bread u noe... I dun wanna trouble myself to get non-dairy bread, non-dairy beverage, non-dairy noodles, pasta, etc... Plus, i wan to drink MILK!!! And i cook wif margarine... And cheese sometimes, for pasta...

There is another category called LACTO-OVO-VEGETARIAN, the diet includes eggs... But somehow, i am happy enuff wif the inclusive of dairy products... So i can live without eggs (though i like) for 2 weeks...

Also, there is SEMI-VEGETARIAN as well...

Aiyah, summarise lah...
  1. LACTO-VEGETARIAN - Includes dairy products
  2. LACTO-OVO-VEGETARIAN - Includes dairy products and eggs
  3. SEMI-VEGETARIAN- Includes dairy products and eggs, fish and poultry, no red meat
  4. VEGAN OR TOTAL VEGETARIAN - Minus dairy products, eggs, and all meat

It is seriously very ex to be a healthy vegan... Coz u need to buy YOUR KIND of food... Like i said, bread cannot anyhow eat... Go coffeeshop cannot even buy coffee or milo... Can lah, black coffee lor... Milk cannot drink also... Cannot use butter also... So all the nutrients need substitutions... Stress arh...

Semi seems gd... Coz i luv to eat fish... Seriously, i cannot wait for day 15, coz i already thot of cooking fish soup... Hahaha, so many dishes of fishes already crossed my tiny brain... See arh, my fav curry fish head and stingray all fish leh...

I like seafood also... Not to mention my fav food is sushi, salmon sushi! Mus eat!

But of coz, i also like beef... Hmm, occasionally...

Ooo... I jus learnt how to cook black pepper udon leh... Heh, very nice u noe... But not vegetarian one lah of coz... I wan to try black pepper beef udon after im over wif this phrase... But warning hor, very spicy... Those who cant take hot food, too bad...

My sis arh, today bought bread again... I see see look look, mostly all meat one... Cannot eat, only left one choc one and one raisins one... So i took the choc one, she asked me y... I said i CHI ZAI MAH, and she exclaimed, "YAHOR! Aiyah, i even chose the usual bread u like, and i chose the choc one for myself!"... Dun care, i ate half of the choc one anyways, who ask her forget... Muahahahah...

Friday, October 14, 2005

Have U Ever?

Hmm, title reminds me of e song i used to sing leh... Haha... Now ppl cheenafied liao, hard to sing el songs at ktv eh?

Haf u ever dreamt of the same person multiple times throughout ur life? And every time in the dream, u always tell the person the same thing...

I had been dreaming about this guy who was a very gd fren of mine during pri 4... But of coz, time n distance soon drew us apart after we were streamed to our new classes... I never see him again after we graduated except to see him twice outside...

And each time in the dreams, i tell him the same things over and over again...

The conversation will always start as this, "Ive been trying to tell u this for so long... xxxxx"

I noe at the bottom of my heart i haf so many things to tell him, i haf things to say, things to apologise, things to confess, things to clarify, things to ask... It has always been a knot in my heart... And always at the back of my mind...

In fact, i may even tok more about him than my ex bfs...

Actually i mentioned tis person before in my older entries... Cut things short, i did tried to find tt person n try to do it in real life... Coz i knew it was something my heart didnt wan to let go... I found him but his attitude made me gave up the idea in the end...

I gave him benefit of the doubts so as to maintain the perfect picture in my heart...

I thot i told myself to let it go...

But jus the other day, i dreamt of the same thing again...

It came back...

I am used to having repetitive dreams throughout my life, but i noe tis one is different... Coz i noe deep in me, it meant something and i noe i was wishing it to happen... So i dreamt it so as to fulfil the wish but only to wake up wif greater disappointments...

I guess my subconciousness will never get it...

Dun ask me to do it, coz all i can tell u is, in most things it take 2 hands to clap... I tried but things arent so simple... If it was meant to be, i believe it will happen one day...

Speaking of dreams, i had a funny one the other day... I duno how many of u dreamt urself writing something, but i can say its hard... I tried to write in my dreams, and the words ended up in hard-to-read scribbles... Its very funny...

I was focusing so hard on the paper and yet i couldnt write properly... I even laughed at myself in my dreams...

Oh well, dreams are so fascinating, arent they?

Their choices...

Was looking thru new photos tt my frenz put up on friendster... Wah, i got one fren, she was slim with abit fleshy cute face... But now, she is stick thin like her other close frenz... Really extremely skinny...

Im sure my fren will say her figure very gd... Coz she stick thin...

Her face totally changed somemore...

With a new body, apparently she changed her whole set of photos... She even added so much more than her usual... So it implied its the confidence thingy... Now tt shes stick thin, she flaunt her skinny "gd-figured" body...

Which makes me wonder... She was already slim so i dun understand y she did tt... Nvm lah, ppl happy can liao... If ppl need to be stick thin to feel confident and beautiful then so be it lor... To me, she is pretty no matter before or after... And best of all, shes smart too... Got the brains wor...

Which reminded me of another one...

I dun understand how some ppl can put up photos of her n bf smooching, wif tongue somemore... Its a bit revoking... Especially when u noe she dumped her bf of many yrs for the current one, who dumped his gf for her as well...

I never can accept breach of faith n trust between couples... Never will... Then again, who am i to judge... Its so common right...

Received my hp bill today, now poorer abit... Haha...

I was thinking of buying more groceries later, coz i thot of a new receipe and i needed 2 more stuffs... Maybe save money or something... Will see...

Thursday, October 13, 2005

14-Day Vegetarian: Day 4

Hmm, tonight i will be cooking corn soup with vegeroni... Wonder how it tastes like... Hahaha, i haf no idea...

I ate bread with potato salad jus now... Of coz, all home made by yours truly...

My bittergourd soup yest night very nice... I like... Haha...

I think i will need to stock up again next week... See how bah...

The thing i abit cant stand is, cannot eat garlic... Which those who noes me, noe i will put a truckload of them on my every dish... But no choice lah... Dun eat lor... I now put truckload of onions instead... Hahaha... Which scares me abit...

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

14-Day Vegetarian: Day 3

Forgot to blog about tis entry...

Last sun, i cooked dinner for my family, coz my mum wan to eat some dishes tt i cooked...

Then, after tt, i suddenly had the urge to cook my own food, since im at home anyways... But real reason was actually, coz i dun like to eat her food...

On one, her food is super unhealthy, oily and salty...
On two, she gets very frustrated cooking and will complain n complain...
On three, becoz of her temperament, her food is starting to taste different...
On four, she started to be calculative tt i eat her food, money etc...
On five, becoz of all these reasons, i had started to lose interest in food... And i feel so sick during dinner... So much so tt i feel like puking...

I am very particular when i cook... I refused to use salt, oil, msg, sugar, etc... Of coz, depend on who i cook for, if its for others, i will do it according to their preferences... But for myself, its a BIG NONO...

My food doesnt taste bland coz i noe how to create the taste without using additional chemicals... But i use alot of wine though... So the money goes over there... Haha... For the oil part, either i use the meat's natural oil, if not i will use the healthiest oil in e oil in e world, as u noe, OLIVE OIL, but ex leh... The real one... Cheap ones no gd one... So currently i still use margarine, non fat and no cholesterol... Taste better than oil and so much more healthier and doesnt make e kitchen oily...

But the only prob was, how the hell am i supposed to let her noe tt i wan to cook my own dishes from now on...

Obviously, if u noe her, she would never allow me to...

She doesnt like ppl to intrude her territory (kitchen), she will grumble n grumble n grumble... Whenever i cook, she will start toking about the gas, the oil, etc tt i use... Sigh, so i tell u its hard... Even the lights tt i on she will start complaining...

Actually, if she wans to eat my food, i dun mind cooking from now on... Jus tt, she wans her food to be oily n salty... Thus, compromising cannot be done... No pt if i cook two sets...

Anyways, i thot of trying out to embark on a 14 days vegetarian journey... No, i wun be buying vegetarian food outside... Coz i dun like... I only like my own food...

I wan to see how it turns out... Then after tt, i hope to continue to cook... Will see how it goes...

I told my sis, and she said i would sure get a ranting from her...

Anyways, i did...

She did grumble n grumble everyday... But hacked anyways...

Today is my 3rd day... I started on Mon, and i went to NTUC and bought like 4 bags of food which weighed like scary 20 kg... Costs me about $40...

I came back and she screamed, she said i am preparing for war... Haha... And of coz, complained our fridge is small, i will spoil the fridge etc... Hack hack...

I cooked luo song soup aka ABC soup on the 1st day... Oh, i didnt eat lunch coz i forgot... Haha... The soup is so nice... Even my family agreed... Wahahaha...

2nd day lunch i ate bread, then dinner i cooked mushroom vege pasta... Very nice...

Tonight i will be cooking bittergourd soup... Sure damn nice one... Whaahahah... Looking forward to it...

My 1st night, i also got fry a plate of shrooms n veges... Then my mum was saying "So Siang" in the living room... Which meant smells nice... Then i said, my food always smell nice one mah, hahaha... Then she asked how come her vege dun smell nice... I said, coz i didnt use oil...

Tis part i duno how to explain, if got chance u see me cook then u will noe y mine smells good...

Im surprised im not tempted by meat... Only felt funny when i realised i cannot eat so many things.... Like my mum bought one bag of o-tah... I looked at them and wanted to ask can i eat one, only to realise the next moment o-tah is fish, stupid... Haha...

THen i saw my fav nasi lemak, then i was thinking if i was to eat... Then i need to take out e fish, e egg, the ikan bilis... Means only left peanuts n chili, hahaha...

Then my sis bought bread and kept commenting about one heart shaped curry chicken bread... Then i said i cannot eat... She asked y then i said "Wo Chi Zai!"... I think i duno say this phrase how times a day...

My mum said later her bf buy rojak... I even had to think can eat or not... Then concluded can... But while im writing this, i realised the sauce is prawn paste mah... SO cannot, i jus shouted to her tt i cant eat... Hahhaaha... She said eat abit nvm, but i said cannot, later not counted...

Actually i eat Zai got reason one, it has something to do wif my ill luck lately... But dun think i will elaborate...

Anyways, will most prob document this 14 day thingy, though ive missed out the 1st 2 days... Nvm lah... Hahah...

Ok, i go see wat to eat for my lunch...

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Pics Pics!!!

Alright... Pics pics ahead...

I bought Qi Ling Wang aka Qi Hun figurines... Saw many times le... Tis time then buy... Tis set costs $7.50 but then i took the display set coz no more le... The guy asked me ok or not... I thot for a moment and said ok lor, then he kept apologising...

Got another set is this 4 characters standing then cost $6.90 but i prefer tis one... More interaction n got the chess table somemore...


This is Akira & Hikaru... Akira's hair green color one, i like... Muahahahah... But this pictures very dark so think u all cannot see properly... But nvm lah... Hor?




Tis is tong jing n tt one i forgot his name... Thot it was San Gu, but seems like another character coz of e fan... Hmm...


Duno their jap names, coz the later boxes only in mandarin... I wan the DVD!!! Duno when then buy...


Arh, this is the ghost lor, Sai or Zuo Wei in mandarin... Love him so much but he die leh in the end... So sad... I cried n cried... Yalah, i noe he ghost means dead... I meant he disappeared forever tt kind...



Wa, the classic moment... See liao very sad... But like Sai though disappear liao will still watch over Hikaru like tis forever...


I wan to buy the DVD leh... Full set only $90, very cheap... Hmm... Then in Jap somemore... Sigh... DUno when i can get leh... Now no job somemore...

Anyways, i bought something else...

Quite ex leh... $10!

U guess...











Eh? Wats tis?



Wats tis?



Can guess or not?



Still duno arh?



Wan to cry liao...



*Yawns* Tired of waiting...



Dozing off...



Head heavy...


"BOOM"... zzZZZZzzzzZZzzzzzzzZZZZZZ

Hehe, for those who noe... Yup, its Naruto's sleeping hat!!!! Muahahahah... So cute right... I thot its kids size one, didnt noe i can wear somemore, especially when i got a big head...

It got magical powers somemore, i dozed off after wearing it for 3 mins... No wonder Naruto always carry it with him even when hes on mission... Its a magical sleeping hat...

I noe its bo liao lah, and not worth the money but i like leh...

I even had to lie to my mum that my fren gave it to me... Coz she was scolding me... She jumped when she open the box, coz black black she thot its a wig... Haha... My sister was so shocked when she saw me posing to camera wif tt hat, she asked me wat is tt disgusting black thingy... Then i told her my fren gave me one but cost $10...

She then screamed $10!!!! Crazy arh!!!

Aiyah, they never watch e anime mah... I like leh, cannot arh???

Ok lah, it came with something else too...


One Konoha Sweet...



Stingy hor? One only...



Tt black black thing is my Pappy lor, he come KPO when the camera click... Then got him inside... But cute leh, i like... He thot i was eating so he also wan to eat... He very self service one...



Mmmm... Not bad leh, i like the sweet...



This is everything i bought at the treasure hunting shop...


My hat very sad leh... Mus be he dun like Pappy coz both same colors one...

Ragnarok

Im done wif Ragnarok le... But like wat Shuzhen said, the later episodes picked up...

Later part of the show actually not bad, can watch... But i watched them miserably... Coz most got errors one... SO i had to view them tediously...

Becoz the later part, this is a main story line... Not one episode kill demons in a quest... So its more watchable...

But got one part very funny leh...

Got one handsome chap he injured badly... Then e girl who liked him and travelled wif him, took off all her clothes and said i wan to do something for you, be of help to you for once... Then of coz black out no more liao...

I thot she transferred her life to him or something...

Then, after tt, the remaining episodes they weird weird one, i cannot understand...

One episode the guy said to her, Your life is burning in me, so i wun die yet... Something like tt... So i thot she really transfered her life to him and tt she was going to die soon...

Coz he every now n then, tell her tt hes sorry tt he got her into tis stage...

Then of coz, tis chap died heroically coz he wanted to save his best fren who had fallen to the dark side... So the villain (his best fren) and him died together...

Then u noe wat?

End credits showed the gal pregnant wor!!! And gave birth to a baby boy who looked exactly like e chap... Be4 tt, after he died, the gal said she now wan to protect the Iruga in her... I didnt noe shes refering to their baby...

In fact, i didnt even noe, tt night meant tt they had SEX!!!!

Unbelievable... Sooo weird... Makes no sense... He injured so badly like in coma wan to die tt kind still can haf sex... Somemore haf sex liao allow him to live longer... So crappy...

Which meant one thing, hes sorry tt he chose his best fren instead of her n their baby... Which is like even more sad right...

Ragnarok hor, alot of ppl die... I dun like... Ending left only 4 characters, the rest be it good or evil or died along their way...

To me, the show nailed it on 2 episodes... Episodes 19 and 20... I cried n cried on epi 20... Very sad... And their acting and flow is excellent... The way the story writer depicted how the character's reaction to e horrible thing she did was simply brilliant...

He didnt jus make her break down n cry...

She was in shock after she saw the truth... It took her a long time for the reality to sink in and she totally lost it...

She wanted to give in to her enemy, and said Enuff Already... She asked, if she died will she be able to be with Alice... So sad, like e story in Naruto... The haku story... Isit Haku? Cannot remember lah, the 1st mission of Naruto...

(Oh my god, my mum jus told me i had been using the same rice bowl as her bf... Wa lao... So disgusting, now she then tell me... Nvm, she bought another bowl for me liao... Eeeee... )

Imagine in a world of demons n humans, u befriended a monster (who disguised as a human), and soon became very close very close wif her... Both of u became best frenz, coz both of u haf no families...

Everyone said monsters n human will never become frenz... Ppl laugh at u, cursed u... But u never once falter... Coz u noe the frenship u've wif her was genuine n strong...

Upon travelling quests to earn money in trading, all u can think of is her hiding in ur hometown everyday... One day, your journey turned back to ur hometown and u went to look for her... U asked her to travel wif u and she agreed... Both always together...

U made a pact wif her to meet her the next morning in their usual meeting place, which is a park on top of a hill...

But night before, the evil villain casted a spell on her... She mutated...

Next morning, the city was in detruction, coz the monster, gigantic and super ugly had destroyed the place...

U waited at the park and wonder y is she late... U started to hum both ur fav tune...

The monster heard it, and headed to the park...

The monster stood before u... U then saw smoke n fire in ur hometown... U cursed n yelled at the monster, for destroying the home town of urs n ur best fren...

U started to hack n slash at the monster, all the while, the monster never fought back... U cursed and slashed, cursed and slashed... U called the monster evil, u called the monster UGLY!!! Almost enjoying the process of killing such a huge demon... U were drenched, totallly drenched with the monster's blood... U threw the monster off the hill...

U started to think of ur best fren... Where is she? Y is she late? U started to hum...

The monster who was half conscious, heard the song, and climbed back up the hill... The monster crawled, desperately crawling behind u... The monster tried to reach for u but couldnt... The monster died, and laid motionless...

U knew u heard ur best fren behind u... U shouted her name and turned...

U saw the monster, lying there... Half of the mutated monster's face was ur best fren...

U stood there...

Wat haf u done?

How could u not tell?

The ever 1st great monster u killed, was?

Monday, October 10, 2005

Awkard...

I am lazy to job hunt leh... No gd right... I noe I noe...

I headed over to central tt night... I went treasure hunting in tt particular shop and again, i spent money wor...

I met one DMD guy, duno his name, he also duno mine... Forgot liao lah... Haha, coz we duno each other one...

He: Eh, u look familiar leh, from where one arh?

Me: NYP...

Haha, even when i was in dmd, i also duno him... We knew each other, coz we always bumped into each other in sch(when alone)...

It went from total strangers jus crossing paths, to exchanging quick smiles to acknowledge tt we noe we keep seeing each other and finally during yr 3, he broke the ice and kicked up a conversation... I remembered we were alone in the lift of BLK L... Then we walked over to the atrium area, where i headed home and he went to the canteen...

And then, from smiling, we moved on to simple greetings every time we saw each other... Then, finally one fine day, he said, "I see u so many times, still duno ur name!", we exchanged names, but i seriously couldnt catch his name...

It was a chinese name i think... Wei something i think, i am very bad in remembering chinese names...

He bought himself a huge remote controlled helicopter wor, cost $80+... I told him i was thinking whether or not to buy some figurines... Then he said, "Money earned is to spend one, buy lah." I replied, "Cannot think like tt, money earned mus save also!"... We then started laughing, but it became awkard after tt, coz we ran out of small toks... So we separated in the small shop...

He was wif his frenz... SO i left him with them...

Anways, i bought them lah in the end... Haha, will post up pictures... I also bought something that is funny but not worth e money but i like leh... Haha... I will post the pics in tmr entry or something...

I also wanted to buy drama series... And the one tt i mentioned hor, is really trying to cheat money one... Coz its latest mah... THen u noe how much it vost or not?

$29!!!!!

Not for whole series leh, only Part 1 with 7 episodes... Altogether got 3 Boxes... Crazy leh... Chinese drama series where got this price one... Cheat money, i dun allow them to cheat my money... So ive decided to REN and watch TV instead... Hahaha...

I spent $17.50... Not alot i noe... But then, on toys like abit stupid right... Dun care lah, i like can liao...

Da Vinci Code

I am almost done with the Da Vinci Code book, left about less than 1/4... So Shuzhen, can return u very soon liao... I realised i am a genius... I can break the codes even before they explain... Muahahahaha...

No lah, actually, truth is I read all other 3 books... And the thing about Dan Brown is that his books style, the twist, the code breaking are all the same... Even the story flow and endings are similiar... Thus, i can easily spot through the plot and meanings...

Also, i watched the documentary on Da Vinci Code liao, so the contents werent shocking or wat anymore... I noe wat to expect, also i haf quite a good history on Christianity and i can tell u, the book isnt half as revoking as wat i noe... But i wun touch on tt nonetheless... Will kena sue one u noe? I dun wanna go jail for a mth or a day...

The only part i find interesting is tt they touched on Walt Disney and the hidden agenda that Snow White, Sleeping Beauty, Cinderalla contained... Hmm, duno real or not leh...

I am so into the codes tt, i can tell u one of the books, the codes write wrongly leh!!! I even showed Shuzhen on the train, and of coz, she gave me the look tt says im crazy to go match all of them... Hahaha...

This book however, has the least spelling and grammer mistakes wor, compared to other 3... I think it meant tt the Author really love this book... Otherwise, it would have ended up like the other 3... I think it is unwise to read this book last... Coz its n0t as intriguing as it shd be... But bo bian ma... I got this book last...

Actually i got things to say one... But ive decided to keep it to myself... Hahah...

In short...

I think u need to differentiate between wats fact and wats not... A novel is still a novel... It does not haf enuff grounds for u to pass judgement on certain issues, especially tok about major ones... Some things have been going on all the time, and certain things have been written all these times as well...

The best to understand a subject is to devote ur time into researching n history...

If u dun, dun be too hasty to feel enlightened or pass judgement, seriously, it only makes u superficial...

Like wat Dan Brown said in this book, "History is one-sided", and likewise novel is even more one sided and its not even theoretically accurate...

Take it as an interesting n fresh perspective... Not as a ground for intense judgement...

Saturday, October 08, 2005

Sat liao, Hunting starts~

I knoe today Sat le, i bought the sat papers, going to look thru tonight... Got to start hunting... Sigh, sianz... Not in the bestest mind to hunt but no choice lah...

I feel quite bored... Feel like going to central to buy some drama series to watch leh... But its impulsive... Got one show i got watch abit... Can buy... But im not sure whether will i love it coz i didnt really watch...

Hmm... Shall i or shall i not?

I am lazy to go there... But then, if i really wan to buy i will go over one... I duno... Naruto got 2 new episodes liao, but Shuzhen not free to pass me, got to wait...

Horror Nightmare~ Scary~

Nightmare~ That left my heart pom pom tiao when i woke up... Aiyah, coz of Jul lah, i think we tok too much about death last night before i sleep...

Btw, u got see the trailer of "Wig" or not? So scary... Eeeee... I think its becoz of the trailer too, coz i saw it before i slept as well...

I dreamt that one of my poly mates died... I think i better dun mention who she is, in case she get offended... But seriously, i didnt choose her...

I was in my house (my house when i was sec 1), discussing my new job with a recruitment agent and filling up some forms... Then i received a call from a man, asking me whether i noe where is his daughter... I said i dun, but he dun believe... He said her best fren thot shes home already only to realise she's not... The best fren also in poly and in real life also her best fren...

I told the father that i am busy and will call him back... He said hes coming over to my place... I thot he will take some time, so i said ok... After like jus after 3 mins of discussion with the agent, a man just walked into my kitchen...

He told me my house door wasnt locked so he came in...

He kept asking me for his daughter, but i told him i seriously duno... I even told him to check my house if he wans to...

Then just this moment, someone knocked on my door...

I opened the door and was shocked to see his daughter, who was my fren anyways, standing there... But she looked weird, like she had been thru some sort of truama...

Her Dad screamed and said he knew he would find her here...

I rested her in my living room...

After some time, we still couldnt figure out what happened... I think she said she was lost or something... Then she remembered my place and came over...

Her Dad then proceeded to wan to bring her home... But she backed away, grabbed my hand, and said, she cant...

I looked at her and said, "Wat u mean u cant?" "U cant stay here!"

She replied, "I haf to stay here! Only u can help me!"

All of a sudden, my TV turned on all by itself...

It was showing a special news report... A girl had been crashed and mashed when a big statue fell on top of her... And she wasnt discovered until a few days later... It was very near to the pedestrian walkway somemore, but no one discovered...

It was one of the most horrible gory scenes ive ever seen, and it is real in my dreams... Then they showed the deceased photo...

IT WAS HER~

I turn and look at my fren, who had turned all bloody n scary...

It was this moment, when we all realised she had died... My agent ran out of my house... Leaving me, her and her Dad...

She said her soul cant rest coz she died with vengance... When she was crashed, she tried to ask for help but no word came out of her mouth, coz her throat was crash... She tried to stretch her arms to the pedestrains, but no one bothered to look...

She was angry... Thus, she couldnt rest...

She threatened that i must help her... If not she'll haunt me for the rest of my life until i join her...

Her Dad was too shock to even say anything...

I knew i had to do something... So i headed over to some temple to look for some high powered monks... All along, with her beside me, bloody, scary... I cant forget the scene man... Ur fren bloody and all...

The monk told me in order to exorcise her soul, i mus re-enact the scene...

And so we did... We went back to the place, lifted the statue up and re-enacted the whole scene... I saw how the whole accident happened... It was grueling and heart wrenching to see ur fren killed again with your own naked eyes...

I saw her under the statue struggling... But everyone that walked pass, only bothered to rush to the bus stop to board their buses home... Nobody bothered to look...

I stood there and wept...

The monks then did the exorcism...

We then went back... On the bus, i was extremely saddened... I couldnt even think properly...

When i reached home... I immediately went to my kitchen... I splashed my face with water and look up to the mirror...

Then...

I saw her, pointing at me...

I didnt managed to help her... And this time, she is really angry... With me...

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My dream ended... Scary leh... If u see wat i dreamt u'll noe y its so scary...

And its someone i noe of...

I hope she is fine... In real life...

My son woke me up actually... I took a look ard my house when i opened my eyes... Though it was a different house, but it was so real...