Monday, March 26, 2007

Colorgenics

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/

This is so creepy can... Right, SZ?

Actually i did twice, the 1st was damn accurate as well. But i forgot to save it. Knowing myself in depth, i have 2 sides to my personality. So i knew i had to do it 2 times, coz i haf 2 different flow of mindset...

1st time was damn negative and its right on for all my weaknesses, which ppl always refused to accept in themselves... While it is oso abit hard for me to swallow, i noe its true, jus still kinda hard for ppl to throw it at ur face. Lol.



Results ~

You work hard, seeking success. You are self-sufficient and in spite of all the trials and tribulations that have beset you in the past you carry on regardless.. You are one to be admired because you pursue your objectives single-mindedly and with initiative. You know that you can 'do it' and what is more, you will - without necessarily being dependent upon the goodwill of others.

The way things are at this time is causing you considerable stress and anxiety. Your friends and acquaintances consider you to be - to say the least - difficult and unapproachable. Now it is because of this that you need to find some sort of solution. By doing nothing and waiting for matters to right themselves will only make things worse, but don't rush into making hasty decisions - make haste slowly.

You feel very lonely and frustrated at this time but your shyness and modesty precludes you from establishing any deep form of relationship. You feel rather isolated and alone. You are egocentric and you believe that you are always right - well maybe you are - but you have a short fuse and are likely to take offence for the slightest reason.

You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.

You need to be respected as an exceptional individual. This is the only way that you can hope to achieve the status that you wish to achieve. You set yourself very high standards - and come what may - you abide by them.

Monday, March 19, 2007

Some Updates, Lol.

Sigh sigh sigh... Sucks right, i always say will blog but oso nothing de...

Wat to do, i so busy one... And when i am not busy, i am so lazy lor...

Im in the office now but this morning, strangely theres nothing much... Maybe oso coz my bosses haven come in yet.

I think i slept at 5+am yest lor... So sleepy can... I one week never really slp le, every night 2-3hrs, i wan to die liao... This weekend all thks to my handsome babe, made me sleep at like wat, 10+am... -_____-" How to slp back normal lidat?

Hopefully i can concuss tonight... Hope only ar... *cross fingers* But then if so easy i last week oso wun lidat le.

My handsome babe, buddy, he finally came back from Europe le... But then i wasnt really sure he came back, lol. Then i didnt call him... Wah, i tell u arh, he cursed me till duno like wat... He tolerated one day, and following day after my work, he called and scolded me upside down... Lol...

The moment i picked up and said "hello" only, he started tis chain of words which i cant even cut in, "U DUN MISS ME ALREADY U DUN MISS ME ALREADY, U CHANGE HEART ALREADY, U BITCH LOR, WAU LAU, I COME BACK ONE DAY ALREADY U NEVER EVEN CALL ME! TO THINK I CALLED U 1ST THING WHEN I REACHED SG, AND I EVEN HELPED U BUY ALCOHOL LOR!", etc etc.

Hahaha...

Anyways, i am glad he n his partner's back safely...

Strangely, the whole world called me on tt night as well to ask me out... I went to meet my ex colleagues for supper at 10pm (my dinner though, so hungry can!). We went to MS's Sakae Sushi supper buffet. After tt i went ktv wif my babe.

My gawd, he changed so much lor... Minusing his sudden 80s look, he suddenly becum a better drinker... Impressed man, it was e 1st time i see him drink faster, n more than me... While i suddenly resisted e idea of drinking tt night thks to the multiple nights of drinking before hand. Lol...

He exclaimed, "Wat happened to u?". "Duno leh, think ive changed while u not ard lor, suddenly like cannot take beer le..." "NVM, i MAKE SURE i bring u back!"...

Lol.

Having said tt, e person who changed my alcohol taste was saying last night, "Drink wat beer, now gd mah, drink Martell, beer like water n soda water lor." "Lidat then y u can get drunk drinking abit only leh" "Aiyah aiyah..." Haha...

Then tis person was complaining last night, "Siao liao le lah, all ur fault, now i drink half a bottle of martell oso no feel le"... "I am a gd trainer mah"...

I love this 2 bitches in my life now. Though they duno each other, and are way different from each other. But somehow, i am the middle point. Kekekek.

My voice is so bad now, coz we laughed for more than an hr yest morn... Sigh, dun even ask me y... But both of us ended up losing our voice and started coughing. Haha...

Marvin's sis getting married on 1st April, sigh, duno wat to wear leh... Time for some shopping le. SZ!!!!!!

Still so tired lor... Tonight i must make sure i go sleep after i reach home straight, if not wait n wait then at night cannot slp again...

Today is mon again... Sobz... Whole week to go...

But im going Genting again, in 3 weeks time... So excited... I noe ive said i will post my 2 last genting trip pics be4... Haha, aiyah, maybe tis time i will post lor... Tts if the pics are nice lah... But shd be nice lah, tis time round got my nice camera mah...

Im going wif Wendy n SZ. Wah lau i tell u, after i booked and bought the ticks, so many ppl scolded me say i never bring them go lah, never ask them lah, tis n tt...

When i asked them in the past, everyone is like, "dun wan lah! so sian one! go there do nothing!" tis n tt... So i go myself now, they all complained, then they said tts in the past mah... Lol...

K lah, i admit its my fault oso, coz i did considered asking another 4 ppl... But the grp will be super mixed and i haf no idea how to split for rooms... Coz its like, u noe, everyone's close to me, so how to split myself into so many pieces... Lol...

K lah, i type till so sian le oso... Till the next tym.

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Some Updates

Aiyo, i so no time to blog lor.

When did i last wrote my entry. Wait let me go check 1st...

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Orh, chu 3 movie i watched Ghost Rider, not nice one... Bleah... The ghosts come out i laugh le... Then abit dumb lor, took cab go down tamp, nothing to do there, coz marvin mahjonging, oliver playing game. -__-" Then i use the com lor... So bo liao, then eat liao, same thing again, continued to wait till movie start.

Then after tt think ard 12am, take cab back. So pointless right. Duno y i go down for anyways. So extra.

Then chu 4 i forgot i do wat liao. But think i forced marvin n oliver to eat dinner wif me. Then say after 7 call me. Then no news liao... Then i called them they still slping. Marvin said they fell asleep. Damn it lor. Then Marvin ask me eat myself. So angry lor... But in the end, he woke Oliver and they met me.

But i cant remember its chu 4 or 5 leh... Maybe its chu 5 so means i rot at home on chu 4.

Anyways, we went to WARAKU to eat. I love tt place though their customer service sucks. Love e jap food there. So much better than Sushi Tei. Yucks. Am not going to Sushi Tei for a long long time. Working at SP Services and coz of Marvin made me eat there till i wan to puke le...

I tell u arh, we 2 sure kena cursed de... Some ppl nv even eat lobster and uni in their whole life, but we 2 hor, eat lobster sashimi cannot finish de somemore... 1st few time we eat, after tt we always leave alot behind. *smack myself* Did i blogged abt tis already? Nvm.

Then Oliver dropped us and we went ktv. Then after tt Oliver came to join us hor... He called Marvin but he didnt pick up, so he went to the front desk and said, "Im looking for tis 2 person, e guy always come here one, e female one, although shes a chinese but she look like a malay"...

Bloody hell, and the waiter brought him into our room lor!!!

SO BEK CEK LEH!!!

How can he say tt!!!

Then he still commended he smart... *ah bish* him ar.

Fri i rotted at home i think. Oh i headed to AMK HUB, its so much bigger than i thot. THough now only 2 basement levels opened. Didnt feel like i was in AMK. Cooked dinner and bought 2 vcds to watch.

Sat n sun i headed out as usual lor.

Then mon hor... Aiyo, think liao i oso wan to faint le. So bz can!!!

SO many many things to do, i couldnt even finish... But today all the things died down liao, i got nothing to do now. Sigh.

Tmr night i going for KTV wif Ah Bee, for drinking actually. Oso, its his bday. Bought his pressie le, goin to get SZ's late pressie tis sat.

Marvin and Oliver went to Europe le. They going France, London, Germany, Paris. I asked him get LV Wallet for me, muahahaha... And oso some alcohol at DFS. DUno he will buy or not.

2 weeks later then they come back. SObz... GOnna miss them so much.

K lah, i blog till so long oso sian. Go find some things to do.