Some Goals

Update more since i got the mood. More like reminders for myself bah...
Will tok abt the sat gathering after i get my pc reformatted and upload the photos.

This week's tasks after work:

• Mon - Pack Wardrobe, Iron/Sew Shirts, Finish my drama series, Catch more sleep
• Tues - Plan Pot Luck Gathering, Reformat PC, Re-install everything
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• Wed - Go buy the toiletries at central, Transfer Files from Lap Top to PC
• Thurs - Slack & Rest
• Fri - Stay at home
• Sat - Meet SZ, Buy eldest sis bday gift, Maybe head to tamp drop toiletries/installers at Marv's place and visit him n Elfie
• Sun - Free & Easy, maybe cook

August:

• Donate Blood
• Study Hard for Driving Final Theory Test

September:

• Pass my Final Theory
• Start my practical driving lessons

October:

• New Working Wardrobe - Heels, Bottoms, Shirts, etc
• Dye Hair

November - December:

• New Wardrobe - Total Revamp - Work/Non Work

2008

• Stick to my job
• Buy a Mac Book
• Buy a Video Cam
• Buy a Gucci Wallet
• Get my driving liscense
• Pack all things, throw all unneccessary, be prepared for moving out plans
• Holiday Trip - TAIWAN
• Plan to get car (Most prob 2009)
• Do not get into any relationships

Think thats abt it for now...

August Account

Breakdown of my own August Accounts for my own reference:

After paying all the bills and transfering money here and there.
Plus the money others returned me, I'm left with $800 in my bank, and $80 bucks cash, lol...
You think alot arh? U see my list of fixed expenses for this mth!

• - $80 for this week and next week working expenses (cigs & lunch $)
• - $100 for M1 HP bill on 27 Aug + Internet Bill
• - $90 for last 2 weeks of working expenses (till i get next pay)
• - $50 for toileties (Shampoo, Conditioner, Hair Serum, Moisturizer)
• - $100 expenses for the my bday Sentosa Stay (meals and others, excluding hotel)
• - $50 for my bday gathering (pot luck - still planning though)
• - $50 for my eldest sis bday gift (8th Aug, got chalet)
• - $200 Emergency Money (I haf to do tis, if not sure die one! If nothing crops up then it will becum my savings lor!)

And so i am left with $160. Haven deduct for transportation somemore. Lol. But nvm can leave tis part out.

Ok, i've decided to be thick skin n stay at home to eat dinner for weekdays for the whole month. If not i'll jus eat bread or instant noodles.

So i have $160 to cover my whole aug weekend spending! Which will be 3 weekends, since my bday weekend i think more or less will be covered in the above listing. So i ended up having like $50 for fri-sun each weekend. Sigh.

So it means no more cab rides! Ok, shall die die stick to bus. But u noe travel from amk to tamp is soooooooooooo far n journey is sooooooo long by bus or train lo... Sigh, nvm, i'll ENDURE!!!

I shall not drink for this mth... Hmm, try lor... No ktvs this mth... Try oso lah... I shall not watch any movies... Sigh... Ke sian leh, then whole mth i nothing to do... Lol. Nvm, i'll jus watch online anime, my vcds and go visit Elfie can liao...

But then i got something i wan to do on the day i took leave when everyone is working so nobody can accompany me thus i might as well go do it and take up my whole day... Lol. Uber long sentence said in one breath.

I wan to go do my hair during my bday week, with the 50% discount it shd be like around $250. Thinking of rebonding my hair and snipping my hair off... Then 1.5 mths - 2 mths later go change my hair color. No more ulti bleaching this time. Normal 2-color dye, or i might even go single color.

So ironic i tell u... It took me so many yrs (hmm, like 8 yrs? Meanwhile on off on off trim n grow trim n grow)to finally grow so long, and almost to the length that i wan and now i feel like snipping it off. I think its the bday mood, new hair, new change. And im oso sick of maintaining my hair... My hair was bleached 3 times n rebonded 2 times across 2.5 yrs, i think.

And so am thinking of jus snipping most parts off and start anew. Grow again. Sick of taking care of the lower ends to prevent disasters.

But as much as i wan to cut short my hair, i cannot bear to cut away my long hair too. Sobz, dun laugh, this is woman for u lor... Lol

Something tells me i definately must do it for myself though. Hmmmm....

But use my credit card mah?

I just cleared my aug credit bill, but scary thing will be my credit bill for Sep. Lol. Even if i dun sign anything now till 20 Aug, this is the amount already. Lol.

• $215 - KTV (I think, forgot how much le oso)
• $504 - Sentosa Bday Overnight Stay (But of coz SZ will pay me back $250)
• $250 - Hairdo

Siao liao lah, Lol. $700+ liao lor... Hahahah. Lets take it as $750. Minus $750 and family allowance, $200 working expenses for sep, $100 for HP + Internet bills, $100 for other toiletries plus cosmetics (predict some items will run out during early sep), $200 emergency $. Left only $250 nia.

Luckily sep nobody close to me bday... Or so i remembered. Dun tell me u sep bday! Lol.

Then same thing liao, cannot ktv, drink, etc... Hahahah.

But as long as i tahan aug n sep. Oct i will not be so tight already. Lol. I wanted a bday spa trip, so ok lah... I need the break and celebration. Sacrifice abit lor... Once a year only nia. Not in the condition to go overseas oso. So jus make do lor.

Can go shopping le... Lol.

Stress sia... Kekekek... Scared i bored to death... Haha.

Too much HP

Heyo...

Ive got so many things to say.... Wanted to blog so many times last week, but jus cant find the suitable time.

I die die have to format my home pc, yes it died... But then, its jus so sian to re-install everything. BUT I HAVE TO DO IT! Sigh... Been dragging it on for like wat, weeks?

My sis asked me to share a new cpu, but no money leh.

I need to pack my wardrobe oso, dun wanna go thru the mountain packing like the previous packing time. I oso need to iron my shirts, haf been wearing LC clothes to work lately. I oso need to sew additional metals butts to my shirts... Sigh...

I shd do this, tonight after work: Pack Wardrobe, sew buttons, watch campus superstar, and concuss. Tues night: Re-format PC. Sat go buy bday gift for my big sis and some toiletries to put at Marv's place. I need to get some cosmetics oso... Sian...

Its monday again. It was so hard to wake up tis morning... I couldnt sleep last nite, it was so uncomfortable. The temperature isnt right though ive adjusted it, i jus couldnt find any suitable position to fall asleep in. And the shoulder/neck aches arent helping.

Worst, when i finally fall asleep. I had a disturbing dream. Too much Harry Potter talk over the weekend. I dreamt that Lord Voldemort was after my life on my bday -_-" Too much bday tok as well. My acquaintances from different world dimensions i made (perhaps from previous adventures) all came over trying to so called wish me happy bday -_-". But they were trying to protect me as well.

I cant tell u the exact story. Its jus u noe, getting keys and answers that link to some dimension portals to find some ppl, etc. Some ppl close to me betrayed me as usual. And of coz having the demon trying to kill me meanwhile.

Apparently, he need to cast a magic spell on me in order to kill me. And it had to be a ritual or something. He cant kill me like with a dagger or something,. God knows y. So as long as i keep escaping with my magic, i am safe. U have no idea how many spells ive casted in the process.

Short sleep, long dream. As usual, hate tt. It jus seem like eternity, i dun like tt, coz i will feel super tired the next morning.

I go eat 1st, later then continue.

HAPPIFYING 2

This sat ive arranged a gathering with SZ, Marvin and Wendy...

Wah, 1st time SZ and Marvin meet, duno how its gonna turn out... Lol... But high time to meet le lor, kns... My 2 close frenz, die die oso mus pair them up see how isit...

Will be watching movie, Alone, in the noon, then early dinner at newton, i wanna eat STINGRAY, SAMBAL KANG KONG, (damn long no eat, e last time at tamp 85 coffeeshop not counted, sucks lor) then duno wat liao... I sick of eating Lala, Cockles, Squid, dun feel like eating Tsuk Tsuk, Gong Gong... Then like nothing liao lor... Oh ya, think i will order satay (oso very long no eat), then the oyster omelette, i dun fancy chicken wings... Hmm, then like nothing liao. Lol.

Then KTV. Gonna drink alot alot... I will prepare more $$$. I hope the 2 girls are prepared though, one thing is i want them to get drunk, then again im afraid of the aftermath of drunk ppl oso... Lol.

Then after that go Boon Tong Kee eat supper...

But like so dumb travel back n forth back n forth lidat... Lol, but nvm lah, 4 person cab not so ex.

Pls dun stalk me arh! U roughly can guess all my locations. Lol...

I am so excited lor, duno wat im excited for... But sian leh, 5 more days!!!

If all these dun work out, i duno wat to say man... But then got ME wat, sure work de lah...

I wan to see Marvin, SZ, 5-10... It will be so interesting...

I am so amazed at myself this mth...

1. I managed to survive under such limited moolah.
2. I did not borrow any moolah. Wanted to lor, but i am a stubborn bitch!
3. I still managed to eat my usual (sort of) and bought so many things for others
4. But coz of the above points, now i have a credit of 500 moolah to clear next mth. Lol. But still within my budget lah, didnt i already mentioned I have high expenses!

But last mth credit bill of 3K (consists of the 2.4k Puppy) was really really crazy. 600 moolah was my shopping which i by right expected it to roll over this mth, coz of the cut off date but i FORGOT i CHANGED credit card, so the cut off date was changed too.

Although i encountered tt big floop, all these still under my control lor...

It feels so gd to be in control again.

But i did suffer one setback which was tt my drinking was cut down tremendously. This is partly due to the fact that my drinking khaki oso broke, lol. So we die die oso cannot drink, for now... But not anymore, i will be back next mth. Lol.

Then again, u will say dun drink so much la, not gd to health tis n tt... U think i duno meh... U think ppl who smoke who drink duno meh.... I am alcholic, i enjoy drinking. So?

I am now super super gien so sat i will drink alot alot... I dun care wat u think of drinkers... I love to drink, much more than smoke.

But having said all tt, i still drank... It wasnt like a whole mth of no alcohol. So its still cool.

I was just about to snap coz of another mistake yest. They dun accept my type of credit card - smart chip kind, and i was forced to use up all my spare cash, lol. But all i had to sacrifice was a pack of cig, some food, and enduring a long long long bus journey of rowdy ppl and motion sickness.

But all things jus fell into place again.

If i get my petty cash (23 moolah) from Boss - he retn to office this week, i will have enuff moolah to eat lunch for the rest of the week.

My sis cashed out my shares, so i have abit of money for saturday!

Just when i was counting down to dreadful pay check clear day, everything fastwarded and i jus need to sit and wait till mid of this week...

But i do feel abit guilty though... Had not been saving for some time, coz of all the gifts and all... The shares were my pathetic saving and im touching that money for sat. But then I do not mind paying lor. This kind of thing is the companionship de mah. Money can still be earned de.

As long as enjoyable i dun mind paying de la... But if not enjoyable of coz i will grumble. Lol... Tts y i say die die ok de lah... Got me mah!

Although i dun earn alot of money, but at least still self sufficient.
I still pay for bills, i still give my family money. Isnt it all that matters? I no money or wat is my own prob wat... I buy gifts, i drink, i give treats, i happy, others oso happy mah...

I dun affect others nor owe ppl money... Isnt tt gd enuff?

I am not going for degree anymore, so i need not save up big time for it...

Aiyah, in the end...

I jus wan to say... I jus wan to give as much as i can do, while i still can.

Happifying

I donated blood just in may... Kns, their system nv update... Can only go again after 19 august.

I am happifying now... Duno y... Feel so so so happy and excited.

No monday blues (erm, coz i usually haf tuesday blues - yaya, stop laughing for those who noe).

I bought 2 movies - 300 (hope its not censored), and take the lead. Of coz i've watched them in the theatres. But i buy movies tt i like or love to keep. Coz i am the kind who can watch a movie over n over.

Wasnt expecting to buy 300, wanted to buy Dirty Dancing: Havana Night, but they dun haf.

I bought 3 pairs of shoes from Charles n Keith yest... I saw 2 pairs on the website tt i fell for, i noe i had to get them. Lol.

I am not afraid to say this but I love C&C shoes.

Coz they have great size range and they are affordable. They now have size 41, thats size 10. Now i can hear lesser females complain already. Amazing right? Most shops stop at 39 one lor... VNC goes up to size 11 though, i think C&C is trying to compete with the M'sian brand.

Who cares if they dun last, VNC shoes dun last either... In fact, my C&C shoes last longer than my VNC shoes. Actually their shoes kinda last longer already or at least those tt i've picked. And the quality has improved tremendously, at least i dun get bloody blisters now or so for those tt i've picked. And their heels are more stable now, not as wobly as compared to when they just started. Balance is good too, my feet dun ache wearing their 4 inch heels as compared to the past.

And i love some of their designs too, though not original but who cares. I am always spoilt with choices. And i had to die die restrict myself from not more than 3 pairs each time. Though i have to admit i love VNC design collection too, but then VNC limited branches, i dun wan to go city hall jus for tt.

Best of all, to me lah... Their shoes super cheap lor... I never bother to check the prices before i buy... To me lah, 30+ per pair is cheap lor... 30+ wear at least 6 mths, ok wat...

Actually, its jus kinda recent tt i realised wat type of shoes fits me so that i dun get the blisters or spoil the shoes easily... For example, i cannot buy strappy heels though its super sexy, coz sure wear few times break one. So i dun get lor... Then i cannot buy fully covered or rather back covered heels though i love them, coz the back sure blister one. Then wear one time throw aside le so i dun buy lor... Then front covered, my nails sure spoil the shoes one then the front gets dirty n smelly more easily, so i try not to get tis type oso lor... But i sometimes still get tis type though.

I bought one red heels, one beige heels and one blue wedge... I now got 3 colors to wear go out, i like! I think tts y im happy.

Next time i will get working shoes, coz i wan to change my current batch. So many yrs le, some so worn out le. I need new batch of working clothes too... Wearing the same things for ages... Lol.
I must be patient... New wardrobe in October! See i save enuff or not 1st lah... haha...

Upload tis 1st...

I cant remember when was the last time i donated blood... Kns...

I checked online its says feb, so means i missed out one appointment in may already... But then e last i went with wendy was so long ago meh? Think i better check my card later when i reach home. Thats if i can still remember. Lol.

I think shd be bah, think quite some time already oso... And time flew by lately.

Will head down this sat for donation if im eligible.

Guess i will be headin down alone again this time, so sick of meeting up with ppl and arranging all the nonsense.

I am not refering to Wendy, she was the one who woke me up that time coz i was zz, and we were late for the appt. I wanted to give it a miss already, but she was my moltivation and i got my lazy arse off the bed. Lol.

Luckily late ar, coz when we reached, so few ppl there tt it took a breeze to go thru it. It was almost zero waiting time at all stations!

Aiya, cant blog le... Lunching.

Missing June~

I cant believe i left out the whole of june's posting. KNN~

So much happened, yet i didnt blog. I was busy but i was more tired.

After 4 mths of preparation, finally my exhibition came and left. And i didnt even take photos and note watever down.

Not only that, the new puppy, marvin's bday, the puppy, the puppy, the puppy...
Haha.

I am now officially a mother of 1 and a half son, or is it 1 and 1/3 son? Lol.

Unfortunately but as usual, life is never a sunny side up. While some things were good, its only good while it last.

Where the hell was i man?

I felt i kinda lost myself lately. Where's my celesbaby?

No idea wat the hell im doing.

I definately was kinda escaping from certain issues. I spent lesser time at home, I hacked care some of the things i shd be doing, i threw aside my priorities, and i placed some ppl on the shelve lately.

I have my final theory test tonight! And i didnt even study at all. Took a few glances at the qns samples and i haf no idea wat they r toking abt. Much had been bothering me of late, i haf no mood at all to study for some test.

I am so screwed.

Though its only 6 bucks, but its a waiting period of 2-3 mths each test.

Anyways, its too late now, gd luck for my next trial i guess.

I took half day leave tmr for my son's vet appt.

My family had agreed to split the bill, i hope its not too high. Im on a very tight budget for the whole of July.

Gd gracious for the gst money, though little but it ensured i do not haf to eat grass for this mth. Lol.

Ok, more later.