In ur life, there are always some guys or ex bfs whom you noe fully well, arent any gd person or worst, weird, strange, evil, violent, etc... All these things tat u found out after knowing them deeply thru a long time...
So i always shudder to think when they got attached to their new gfs... Having only known each other for a short time (e usual trend, myself included), the girl doesnt even noe anything... Of coz, the guys wouldnt let e new girls noe their unglory but real past, would they?
So most of the girls will landed up in e same mess like me n the thousands alikes out there...
Recently, i duno y but many of the above guys i described above, got attached... And its real lightning... One day, they can be complaining to me no gf, they r horny, intro girls n all tt bullshit, and weeks later, i see tt they r attached... And of coz, when they r, they ignore u like they ever noe u be4... But tis is another topic altogether...
Anyways, most of these guys are unfortunately desperates... I am not saying all guys are like these... I am only toking about those in tis category n those tt i know personally...
Many of these guys are social outcasts... They never get along wif the crowd and they are always rejected, not tt becoz they r special, but they are just not nice ppl... And they r always full of lies n deceit...
Obviously, they put up a very nice, gentle, caring front when they are wooing the girls...
Targetting news girls wif a weaker state of mind is simply despicable... Then again, i dun think guys would wan a gal wif a stronger state of mind anyways...
Like i said, i shudder to think how these girls will land up... On the shore i hope and not drowned deep in e vast ocean...
If u wanna say man change... I can only say u duno any of these ppl like i do...
I used to be naive and all and think tt ppl can change for the better... Unfortunately, wif age, u'll grow out of it... And life suddenly becum happier...
For example, one of my ex, has a ultra violent and possessive nature... Violence n possessiveness shd never ever cum together, it makes the world's most incredible scum... Anyways, after he repeatedly assaulted me, we broke up... Of coz, the breaking up n pestering n he jumping off my blk episode took about half a yr to resolve.... But i think like after 1 mth or so, he got attached... Wif a gal he jus know of coz...
He is a typical lying thru his teeth person, he made up so many stories of himself... And to think i actually believed in him or rather dun mind of lying nature... I was very young u see...
I wonder wat happened to tt girl... Perhaps they got married? Since hes quite old now... Maybe e same thing happened all over again, i duno... Maybe hes even assaulting her right now... All these things are beyond our reach...
Wat i wan to say is tis... We noe wat kind of person some of our frenz are... However, in the event if they do get attached, theres nothing u can do about it, except to hear about a familiar sad story in near future... U cant jus walk up to e girl n tell her e truth... Love is blind, nobody will listen to another, especially another female telling tales about their bf...
Girls also same thing... Like i always noe tis girl was searching for better options even when she was attached... So i noe one day, the guy's heart will be broken... Unfortunately, it took her like yrs for her "better option" to turn up... And it happened... Poor guy's heart was shattered man... But the thing is, even if u noe its going to happen... U cant be so 100% sure also... I mean it can be tt fate never let her find her option...
So u cant tell e guy early in e relationship tt his girl's jus treating him like a temporary shelter, can u? U will probably lose both in the end... And then e guy might regret not hearin u out in the end after a long journey, only to realise things will never go back to be e same anymore...
If u haf frenz who r heart breakers, u'll noe wat i mean... If u dun, then gd for u... U dun haf to feel so gut wrenching everything u hear e news like i do...
Anyways, i made a mistake about Cloud, he wasnt the one wif e scar... The one wif e scar is Squall... Hahaha... To think i even blatantly accuse him wifout knowing... I got mixed up coz in FFVII, Cloud's got the same wound, or isit blood stain, duno... So i thot he had e scar instead.... Hahah... But Cloud certainly grew up to look exactly like Squall though...
Squall is still da best!!! (In my humble opinion)
Ok, back to work...
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