Didnt blog yest, was very tired coz i drank. Anyway, now loggin in is frustrating coz i suspected i kena numerous spywares liao... At 1st it didnt really bother me, but now its getting out of hand... Somehow, i got really infected after visitin someone's blog... Duhz...
Now i wan to do somethin about it coz it's hindering my files n system n also, repeated pop ups kept coming, till i cant even play my neopets... Now its even hindering my bloggin... Bek Cek...
I had downloaded a few spyware removal tools but didnt seem to help coz either i need to pay for it, if not they dun seem to remove everythin and it keeps coming back... Sigh... I am troubled, do let me knoe if u noe how to deal wif it ya? Thks a million...
Now for the review... Though theres no pt now actually, coz its been showin so long liao...Anyway, jus blog my comments bah
Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events...
I love tis show, i am going to buy it... It caught me emotionally. But i can assure u one thing, if u r someone who is born wif a blessed life, u wun feel anything to the show... Not even a single emotion.
Coz the show will evoke ur depression, but if u haf nothin to feel sorrowful about ur life and family... U'll find the entire show sucky... If u can feel wif the flow, u can feel for the unfortunate, however if u cant, then u will simply jus watch the show...
Seriously, i wonder how the scriptwriter intended the show to be... Coz i felt so different to the show... Casting is great, for the 1st time, they spoke wif such clear n simple diction... And the narration is awsome... He spoke very emotionally... Tis is y i feel its targeted for e children... But it still caught my attention though. Im glad i watched it...
Ok, the spyws damn irritating, i decided not to blog le... Sibei Bekcek!!! Look, it has invaded my entries... Damn it...Its creatin links by itself...And doesnt even allow me to post it...How???
Thursday, March 10, 2005
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Not Today
Wun be bloggin usual tonight, while trying to turn back my Bio clock. I feel extremely awful today. Coz i didnt sleep last night, i am very very tired... Felt extremely stengthless, it had never happen be4... Weird...
I usually can take days of no sleep, but today's reactions r unusual for me. Hmm... Maybe i really old liao bah... Oh well...
I wan to tok about my old dog, Baby tmr also wif the movie review. Had been thinkin about him lately... Felt sad lookin at his pics.
Me going to sleep early tonight, tmr i'll be going down to town to search for gift... Hope tis time i can tune back my Bio clock successfully... We'll see...
Current Balance : 4,615,499 NP
Amt left to reach 5 Million: 384,501 NP
(Realised a mistake fr yest's amt left)
I usually can take days of no sleep, but today's reactions r unusual for me. Hmm... Maybe i really old liao bah... Oh well...
I wan to tok about my old dog, Baby tmr also wif the movie review. Had been thinkin about him lately... Felt sad lookin at his pics.
Me going to sleep early tonight, tmr i'll be going down to town to search for gift... Hope tis time i can tune back my Bio clock successfully... We'll see...
Current Balance : 4,615,499 NP
Amt left to reach 5 Million: 384,501 NP
(Realised a mistake fr yest's amt left)
Monday, March 07, 2005
I Sinned!!!
Yoz, remember i went to print some digital pics at amk central? Well, i printed instant ones, so each 4R costs $0.40. Alright lah, not too ex... I printed 28 pics altogether, so costs $11.20. But its interesting though, coz i use the fujifilm machine, so fun...
After tat, i went to watch Series of Unfortunate Events $8.50, i will tok about the show tmr. I loved the show.
Then afterwards, i went to Watsons n bought a small sample of facial cleanser for $4.50, coz i wanted to try it 1st. Then on my way back, i passed by one vcd shop LaserFair, then i saw something!!!
I saw there was a clearance sale! I went to take a peep and realised there's one tray of Jap Drama Serials going for $5 only!!! Immediately, i browsed ard to see if there's any Overtime tat i wanted. Disappointed, i saw another show i loved last time, "DA WEI WANG". I loved tat show, though i watched it on TV be4 but who cares, its so cheap!!! I wan to own it. Only left 2 boxes in the tray. I grabbed it wifout thinkin.
Then while i was entering to the shop for payment, something caught my attention. They haf 2 small TVs displayin films, on the left is an EL film, on the right was something so god-damn familiar. Guess wat?
Its INUYASHA!!!
And my eyes moved upwards to the vanguard sheet above the TV and saw the following,
"INUYASHA NEW RELEASE 6,7,8"
Oh my god!!! I stopped at box 5 u noe...And i am about 100 episodes away!!! Oh dear, i asked myself, how? Tis is so tempting!!!
Anyways, i went to see the boxes of INUYASHA and went to molest them, hopin tat they'll cry and scream for me to take up the responsibility... Haha... But im heartless, i decided to pay my $5, took a last peep at the beautiful temptations and walked out of the shop. I told myself, nvm, can wait... Sure will haf one later...
Then i passed by another VCD shop, tis time its TS Entertainment, my fav. I went in to see if there r any INUYASHA for me to rape, but then, i only saw the old series, wif lacking seasons somemore. It was so limited.
Then i thot of something, i nearly couldnt get Box 2 n 5 last time out of 3 VCD shops. Coz it was so popular, it almost went immediately out of stock when they release new season. And then LaserFair is always the fastest to distribute the latest series. TS apparently is still fallin behind...
Then 2 stupid characters popped out and stood on my shoulders... I nearly screamed... But quickly controlled myself coz i was in the public. Soon i realised it was the angelic me havin a halo n wearin a white dress on the left and devilish me having horns, wearing a red dress n carryin a red fork. They quarreled.
Devil:Yoz, Celes, buy the vcds lah, u love the show mah!
Angel: Nono, Celes, its a want, not a need, u haf to think about it, dun make impulsive decisions...
Devil: Aiyah, think so much if next time come no more liao leh? If LaserFair out of stock then Poh Kim and TS never import liao or take half more yr then haf, wats e pt?
Angel: Oh shutup, she can decide! Life is about making priorities, watching anime is not the most impt currently, besides she already spent so much money today!!! She shd control herself, be more mature n haf more self discipline...
Devil: Dun crap, she can still afford it! Wats most impt is she's happy... Wat if she die tmr, can u show her the show in Heaven? She'll never knoe the ending of it... She'll haf regrets... Money shd be spent happily...
Angel: Oh no, u red arse! She havin very limited budget now. She tried so hard to stay at home stand her family shit, tolerate them to save up and now u wan her to waste all her efforts??? Shes umemployed, unattached, poor.......
Me: OH SHUT UP!!! I HAD ENOUGH!!!
I slapped Angel off my shoulder and headed back to LaserFair, i took the 3 boxes, signed my Visa and then left. $80 (Usual $89.70), there was a 10% disc. I was even delighted to save up 10 bucks... Wahahaha...
So now u haf it, mystery solved. I overspent, and reason for me not bloggin was coz i was watching a marathon on INUYASHA, i estimated theres still about 5-6 boxes left...Sigh...long way big money to go...
But i am totally thrilled. I loved the show soooooooooooooooooooo much... Hey, though my bank hurts, but im happy... Yeah...
Anyway, when i got back, i wondered where shd i put the pics... I wan to put them in a visible place, but i no longer haf my own study table, so i cant paste them on the walls. And then i thot of tis...
Tis is my cheapskate DIY self-nailed wardrobe, left side is my sis's, right side is mine, but the things on top not mine, its hers, coz we shifted our mattress position wif each other. See the red dragon thingy on top? Its the Harry Potter Dragon, given to her as a gift fr her BF, overseas... Nice
And then...
Tadah....
Looks abit weird right? Due to the perspective, well, its jus the inside of the left n right door.
Haha, so many pics of me... I will be shiftin the pics coz i find the arrangements too ugly... Anyways, some things r already there liao, after i moved my study table into the storeroom, some things were on the walls above my table.
Left side got my award cert, mag print of my winning clip, my graduation booth pic, 3 real Peacock feathers tat i bought fr Zoo $0.90 each, me n my dogs' pics...
Right side got my name(prawn did it for me during poly 1), genting pics of me, Shuzhen, Johnson, Zoo ticket, card fr Shuzhen, printed card, pic of the portrait i drew for her, her bday pic, and lots of my pics, Wahahahah...
After tat, i went to watch Series of Unfortunate Events $8.50, i will tok about the show tmr. I loved the show.
Then afterwards, i went to Watsons n bought a small sample of facial cleanser for $4.50, coz i wanted to try it 1st. Then on my way back, i passed by one vcd shop LaserFair, then i saw something!!!
I saw there was a clearance sale! I went to take a peep and realised there's one tray of Jap Drama Serials going for $5 only!!! Immediately, i browsed ard to see if there's any Overtime tat i wanted. Disappointed, i saw another show i loved last time, "DA WEI WANG". I loved tat show, though i watched it on TV be4 but who cares, its so cheap!!! I wan to own it. Only left 2 boxes in the tray. I grabbed it wifout thinkin.
Then while i was entering to the shop for payment, something caught my attention. They haf 2 small TVs displayin films, on the left is an EL film, on the right was something so god-damn familiar. Guess wat?
Its INUYASHA!!!
And my eyes moved upwards to the vanguard sheet above the TV and saw the following,
"INUYASHA NEW RELEASE 6,7,8"
Oh my god!!! I stopped at box 5 u noe...And i am about 100 episodes away!!! Oh dear, i asked myself, how? Tis is so tempting!!!
Anyways, i went to see the boxes of INUYASHA and went to molest them, hopin tat they'll cry and scream for me to take up the responsibility... Haha... But im heartless, i decided to pay my $5, took a last peep at the beautiful temptations and walked out of the shop. I told myself, nvm, can wait... Sure will haf one later...
Then i passed by another VCD shop, tis time its TS Entertainment, my fav. I went in to see if there r any INUYASHA for me to rape, but then, i only saw the old series, wif lacking seasons somemore. It was so limited.
Then i thot of something, i nearly couldnt get Box 2 n 5 last time out of 3 VCD shops. Coz it was so popular, it almost went immediately out of stock when they release new season. And then LaserFair is always the fastest to distribute the latest series. TS apparently is still fallin behind...
Then 2 stupid characters popped out and stood on my shoulders... I nearly screamed... But quickly controlled myself coz i was in the public. Soon i realised it was the angelic me havin a halo n wearin a white dress on the left and devilish me having horns, wearing a red dress n carryin a red fork. They quarreled.
Devil:Yoz, Celes, buy the vcds lah, u love the show mah!
Angel: Nono, Celes, its a want, not a need, u haf to think about it, dun make impulsive decisions...
Devil: Aiyah, think so much if next time come no more liao leh? If LaserFair out of stock then Poh Kim and TS never import liao or take half more yr then haf, wats e pt?
Angel: Oh shutup, she can decide! Life is about making priorities, watching anime is not the most impt currently, besides she already spent so much money today!!! She shd control herself, be more mature n haf more self discipline...
Devil: Dun crap, she can still afford it! Wats most impt is she's happy... Wat if she die tmr, can u show her the show in Heaven? She'll never knoe the ending of it... She'll haf regrets... Money shd be spent happily...
Angel: Oh no, u red arse! She havin very limited budget now. She tried so hard to stay at home stand her family shit, tolerate them to save up and now u wan her to waste all her efforts??? Shes umemployed, unattached, poor.......
Me: OH SHUT UP!!! I HAD ENOUGH!!!
I slapped Angel off my shoulder and headed back to LaserFair, i took the 3 boxes, signed my Visa and then left. $80 (Usual $89.70), there was a 10% disc. I was even delighted to save up 10 bucks... Wahahaha...
So now u haf it, mystery solved. I overspent, and reason for me not bloggin was coz i was watching a marathon on INUYASHA, i estimated theres still about 5-6 boxes left...Sigh...long way big money to go...
But i am totally thrilled. I loved the show soooooooooooooooooooo much... Hey, though my bank hurts, but im happy... Yeah...
Anyway, when i got back, i wondered where shd i put the pics... I wan to put them in a visible place, but i no longer haf my own study table, so i cant paste them on the walls. And then i thot of tis...
Tis is my cheapskate DIY self-nailed wardrobe, left side is my sis's, right side is mine, but the things on top not mine, its hers, coz we shifted our mattress position wif each other. See the red dragon thingy on top? Its the Harry Potter Dragon, given to her as a gift fr her BF, overseas... Nice
And then...
Tadah....
Looks abit weird right? Due to the perspective, well, its jus the inside of the left n right door.
Haha, so many pics of me... I will be shiftin the pics coz i find the arrangements too ugly... Anyways, some things r already there liao, after i moved my study table into the storeroom, some things were on the walls above my table.
Left side got my award cert, mag print of my winning clip, my graduation booth pic, 3 real Peacock feathers tat i bought fr Zoo $0.90 each, me n my dogs' pics...
Right side got my name(prawn did it for me during poly 1), genting pics of me, Shuzhen, Johnson, Zoo ticket, card fr Shuzhen, printed card, pic of the portrait i drew for her, her bday pic, and lots of my pics, Wahahahah...
Sunday, March 06, 2005
Doggie Swim
I went to see my doggie, Bondie, swim yest morning. I slept early (ard 2am) and woke up extremely early, too (ard 5.30am). Coz i was awaken by a terrible terrible stomachache. And the pain didnt go off till noon, i nearly died. Think it was due to the curry fish head. Sigh...
Anyways, i took my shower and blew my hair, and awaited the trip inpatiently. My Granny n Mum woke up one after another. Told them about my aches and mum told me tat if i not feelin well then dun go lor. I screamed, "Cannot dun go ah! I wan to see dogs!".
For breakfast, i made a glass of honey(i love it, i make one, damn nice), and forced myself eat 2 biscuits then off we went. My step sis n bro in law pickin us up at 940am. Then saw my doggie in the car, so cute, he recognized me.
Then saw my doggie kept shivering. We wondered y...My sis kept sayin no reason. Mum n Granny said coz of cold air con, but my sis said he(my dog) not scared of cold one. Then i thot of it lor, mus be coz he knoe we bringin him go swimmin, he dun like so shiver coz he scared to go... Haha...
Then after we reached there, seriously dun ask me where... Im road blind n i dun ask, i assumed its somewhere near pasir ris oolu oolu place.
Reached liao, then we released him in the run about area, where they secure wif double gates. My doggie still young, about less than 1 yr old, so he very scared of big dogs... Actually, hes not sociable. Thus they try to bring him out to communicate wif other dogs weekly so tat he will not grow up being autistic.
Hes very timid... Sigh... Duno y, small puppies he also scared then will run away, but extremely notorious at home. Hes got spoilt brat attitude. Very spoilt.
Meanwhile, i went to see puppies for sale, and i fell in love wif one, $1388, but i haf forgotten the breed coz i was too busy lookin at it. Coz its not the usual breed i like.
Anyways, i went back to the run about area, where many many dogs, often big ones will pound on me in a grp, abit scary i thot. I didnt take pics, coz i was afraid they will knock my cam to the grd.
Then, got tis big golden retriever tried to bite my dog, then we quickly carry him. Cant really tell whether is it play play or serious bite, then the big dog started to chase after the smallest dog. The small dog is the breed tat starred in Starhub mobile ad, the one tat swallowed the owner's hp and went ard the world. Haha, rather funny tat tv ad.
Then the big one bit him like mad... Very scary... We dun even noe who's the owner of the golden retriever, coz no one came to pull tat dog away. My sis was rather angry. Then a stranger came to save the small dog, and the golden retriever even tried to knock the woman down. Scary...
Then we brought him to the pool area after so much commotion. Haha, then as i expected, he dun like it... Damn funny, the moment we throw him inside, he tried to climb out of it while the other dogs kept jumpin in to splash all the water to the ppl ard... See, i was right about the shiver. But anyway, poor Bondie was forced to swim to exercise.
I then took some pics which i will show after tis blog.
Then something happened again, 2 big golden retrievers got into a fight after one of them had their leash unleased by 2 small girl owners. These 2 r diff dogs fr the last incident. They fought in the pool, and then the golden brown one bit the light brown one near his eye.
Wa, then the injured cried like mad... So poor thing. Then lots of blood gushed out fr his wound... Initially i was feelin sorry for tat injured dog, till my sis came over and told me, the dog bit her frenz shit tzu tat time, her one chunk of hair came off. Then i realised its retribution, but i still feel sad...
Then brought my doggie to bath, then did some shoppin, bought him tiger boots to wear, so cute but so ex, $40. Even more ex than mine. Then he never wear shoes be4, we tested the size on him, he slipped... Haha.
Then after tat, we went for lunch, mixed vege rice, food is damn nice, and the owner is super friendly too. And they dropped me off at amk central, coz i wanted to print some digi pics.
Overall i find the experience abit scary... But my sis said usually not like tis one, duno we suay or wat. Haha, mus be me lah, i 1st time go... Oh well...
...to be continued
Anyways, i took my shower and blew my hair, and awaited the trip inpatiently. My Granny n Mum woke up one after another. Told them about my aches and mum told me tat if i not feelin well then dun go lor. I screamed, "Cannot dun go ah! I wan to see dogs!".
For breakfast, i made a glass of honey(i love it, i make one, damn nice), and forced myself eat 2 biscuits then off we went. My step sis n bro in law pickin us up at 940am. Then saw my doggie in the car, so cute, he recognized me.
Then saw my doggie kept shivering. We wondered y...My sis kept sayin no reason. Mum n Granny said coz of cold air con, but my sis said he(my dog) not scared of cold one. Then i thot of it lor, mus be coz he knoe we bringin him go swimmin, he dun like so shiver coz he scared to go... Haha...
Then after we reached there, seriously dun ask me where... Im road blind n i dun ask, i assumed its somewhere near pasir ris oolu oolu place.
Reached liao, then we released him in the run about area, where they secure wif double gates. My doggie still young, about less than 1 yr old, so he very scared of big dogs... Actually, hes not sociable. Thus they try to bring him out to communicate wif other dogs weekly so tat he will not grow up being autistic.
Hes very timid... Sigh... Duno y, small puppies he also scared then will run away, but extremely notorious at home. Hes got spoilt brat attitude. Very spoilt.
Meanwhile, i went to see puppies for sale, and i fell in love wif one, $1388, but i haf forgotten the breed coz i was too busy lookin at it. Coz its not the usual breed i like.
Anyways, i went back to the run about area, where many many dogs, often big ones will pound on me in a grp, abit scary i thot. I didnt take pics, coz i was afraid they will knock my cam to the grd.
Then, got tis big golden retriever tried to bite my dog, then we quickly carry him. Cant really tell whether is it play play or serious bite, then the big dog started to chase after the smallest dog. The small dog is the breed tat starred in Starhub mobile ad, the one tat swallowed the owner's hp and went ard the world. Haha, rather funny tat tv ad.
Then the big one bit him like mad... Very scary... We dun even noe who's the owner of the golden retriever, coz no one came to pull tat dog away. My sis was rather angry. Then a stranger came to save the small dog, and the golden retriever even tried to knock the woman down. Scary...
Then we brought him to the pool area after so much commotion. Haha, then as i expected, he dun like it... Damn funny, the moment we throw him inside, he tried to climb out of it while the other dogs kept jumpin in to splash all the water to the ppl ard... See, i was right about the shiver. But anyway, poor Bondie was forced to swim to exercise.
I then took some pics which i will show after tis blog.
Then something happened again, 2 big golden retrievers got into a fight after one of them had their leash unleased by 2 small girl owners. These 2 r diff dogs fr the last incident. They fought in the pool, and then the golden brown one bit the light brown one near his eye.
Wa, then the injured cried like mad... So poor thing. Then lots of blood gushed out fr his wound... Initially i was feelin sorry for tat injured dog, till my sis came over and told me, the dog bit her frenz shit tzu tat time, her one chunk of hair came off. Then i realised its retribution, but i still feel sad...
Then brought my doggie to bath, then did some shoppin, bought him tiger boots to wear, so cute but so ex, $40. Even more ex than mine. Then he never wear shoes be4, we tested the size on him, he slipped... Haha.
Then after tat, we went for lunch, mixed vege rice, food is damn nice, and the owner is super friendly too. And they dropped me off at amk central, coz i wanted to print some digi pics.
Overall i find the experience abit scary... But my sis said usually not like tis one, duno we suay or wat. Haha, mus be me lah, i 1st time go... Oh well...
...to be continued
Current Balance : 4,607,354 NP
Amt left to reach 5 Million: 392,646 NP
Saturday, March 05, 2005
No Usual Bloggin
Aiyo, paiseh, i will show the pics as promised, tmr... Coz i haf something very impt to do tonight... Haha.. Will go into details tmr.
In fact i haf alot of things to blog, lots of pics to show also... Haha, so jus wait bah... I took some pics of my dog swimming as well... All to be shown over the next few days...
Jus wanted to add something to my prev entry. Yest, be4 we started eating hor, damn funny, coz my plate's rice too much for me. My mum and granny scooped some of their rice to my Bro-in-law's plate. Then i did the same.
Then he suddenly looked and me and asked me,
Bro-in-law: Wat u doing???
Me: Too much rice.
Bro-in-law: Eh? But u r not allowed to do tis! Only ppl over age of 40 got tis special privillage...
Haha, so funny, i knoe u will feel WTF??? But then, u got to be there to feel ticklish, for someone serious to say something lidat suddenly is damn funny. But i didnt laugh, haha, i controlled, coz my family not the kind tat laugh over dinner.
Current Balance : 4,603,409 NP
Amt left to reach 5 Million: 396,591 NP
In fact i haf alot of things to blog, lots of pics to show also... Haha, so jus wait bah... I took some pics of my dog swimming as well... All to be shown over the next few days...
Jus wanted to add something to my prev entry. Yest, be4 we started eating hor, damn funny, coz my plate's rice too much for me. My mum and granny scooped some of their rice to my Bro-in-law's plate. Then i did the same.
Then he suddenly looked and me and asked me,
Bro-in-law: Wat u doing???
Me: Too much rice.
Bro-in-law: Eh? But u r not allowed to do tis! Only ppl over age of 40 got tis special privillage...
Haha, so funny, i knoe u will feel WTF??? But then, u got to be there to feel ticklish, for someone serious to say something lidat suddenly is damn funny. But i didnt laugh, haha, i controlled, coz my family not the kind tat laugh over dinner.
Current Balance : 4,603,409 NP
Amt left to reach 5 Million: 396,591 NP
Friday, March 04, 2005
Tired...
Ahhhhhhhh, my Bio clock is totally screwed, now i duno when to sleep. But i'll try to get over it. Even when i was workin last time fr 9.30am-10pm, i slept at 4+am, coz i couldnt get my Bio clock adjusted. Im going to sleep after tis...
Today, I slept at 9am and woke up at 3pm. Woken up by a call fr my ex-colleague. As usual, he was supposed to call another Celestine in the office. But then, ended up callin the wrong one. It happened alot of times liao, but its still nice, i managed to catch up abit wif him and found out hows the company doing.
After i left the company, a new Celestine turned up, but they told me, its still different. Haha, maybe i still nicer lah(My own imaginative self-consoling assumption)... Heh... Seems like most of them r sick and extremely tired. Im lucky tat i had left the situation. Hah. In fact he told me i shd be doing better, coz at least i sounded more awake than he is(though i jus woke up, but i didnt tell him).
Anyway, after tat, i searched for jobs online and then my step sis n her hubby came to pick us up for dinner. I suffered terrible motion sickness jus now on an empty stomach. It was so miserable. Then we had a sumptous dinner, inclusive of my fav, Curry Fish Head. Yummy! We all ate till we nearly puke. Theres so much food. I couldnt even finish my half bowl of rice.
Then we went Carrefour walk awhile be4 they sent us home. Tmr, they'll come pick us up at 930am to bring us go see my dog, Bondie, swim and exercise... So cute, i'll bring my cam and show u guys the pics tmr.
My granny came out sg fr m'sia tis morning, coz shes going on a Taiwan trip, leaving on Tues, Changi Airport. One week trip for about $700. She jus came back from a Korea trip not long ago. So envious of her. But gd lah, she quite old liao 70+, shd enjoy herself. I will haf my chance one day, unless i die early. Haha. Well, no one is sure...
Alrightz, i go sleep le. Tmr i got many things to do. Go see my doggie exercise, then go print some digital photos(instant), then think of ideas for Kenneth's 21st Bday gift...
Will blog more tmr, wif pics. I wanted to show some pics, but guess i'll do it over the next few days.
Current Balance : 4,597,866 NP
Amt left to reach 5 Million: 402,134 NP
Today, I slept at 9am and woke up at 3pm. Woken up by a call fr my ex-colleague. As usual, he was supposed to call another Celestine in the office. But then, ended up callin the wrong one. It happened alot of times liao, but its still nice, i managed to catch up abit wif him and found out hows the company doing.
After i left the company, a new Celestine turned up, but they told me, its still different. Haha, maybe i still nicer lah(My own imaginative self-consoling assumption)... Heh... Seems like most of them r sick and extremely tired. Im lucky tat i had left the situation. Hah. In fact he told me i shd be doing better, coz at least i sounded more awake than he is(though i jus woke up, but i didnt tell him).
Anyway, after tat, i searched for jobs online and then my step sis n her hubby came to pick us up for dinner. I suffered terrible motion sickness jus now on an empty stomach. It was so miserable. Then we had a sumptous dinner, inclusive of my fav, Curry Fish Head. Yummy! We all ate till we nearly puke. Theres so much food. I couldnt even finish my half bowl of rice.
Then we went Carrefour walk awhile be4 they sent us home. Tmr, they'll come pick us up at 930am to bring us go see my dog, Bondie, swim and exercise... So cute, i'll bring my cam and show u guys the pics tmr.
My granny came out sg fr m'sia tis morning, coz shes going on a Taiwan trip, leaving on Tues, Changi Airport. One week trip for about $700. She jus came back from a Korea trip not long ago. So envious of her. But gd lah, she quite old liao 70+, shd enjoy herself. I will haf my chance one day, unless i die early. Haha. Well, no one is sure...
Alrightz, i go sleep le. Tmr i got many things to do. Go see my doggie exercise, then go print some digital photos(instant), then think of ideas for Kenneth's 21st Bday gift...
Will blog more tmr, wif pics. I wanted to show some pics, but guess i'll do it over the next few days.
Current Balance : 4,597,866 NP
Amt left to reach 5 Million: 402,134 NP
Thursday, March 03, 2005
Pasta Day!!!
Finally, sorry for the delay. Yeah, well as u can see, i did managed to cook it. But i was so drained cooking it, so i didnt blog yest. Here goes the long awaited (tokin about myself, coz i cant wait to share it)...
I slept at 9am yest, sigh... It was terrible.
I wanted to go sleepless for one night so tt i can turn back my Bio clock. But then, at 8+am, i was very tired, and further more, theres was nothin to do to keep me awake. So i went to my bed to rest awhile and had fallen asleep.
I woke up at 2pm!!! Then after wasting some time, I headed to Northpt's Cold Storage. I reached there about 3.30pm. i spent gd 15 mins searching for my items. I had my shoppin list wif me, i did it be4 i fall asleep, in case i missed out certain things.
I took the chance to browse ard as well, and i got gifts(food) for my family, too. Im so nice... Heh. Anyway, i got my sis, her tub of honey($4+), and i bought my mum packaged Dim Sum($3+). I bought myself something, too. Almond Tofu Dessert($0.75).
I got all my items wifout fail, and went to the cashier counter. As she entered a smashin price of $43.90, i suffered heart attack in my bank acc. Gosh, im going to be broke. Ok, for those who r going to tell me, "Only $40 bucks wat!!!". Mind u, im poor n broke, but i still wan to whip up a nice dinner for them. So tat my mum can rest for one dinner... Aww... So sweet... Hahaha.
Anyway, i took out my $10 voucher, and handed to her. She gave me a blank look and left. Oh, and btw, the whole freakin Cold Storage got about 9 counters but only 2 is available, one is express for less than 6 items in cash, one is normal. Lookin at my damn heavy basket, i went for the normal of coz.
She tok to her colleagues for 2 mins, and had no ans. Then they ask her to call up management, she tok on the phone for 5 mins. Then meanwhile, i can feel all the stares fr the ppl tat built up the long Q behind me. I literally felt tat i was being cursed by many as the Q got longer. I didnt dare to look at them.
Then, i saw the supervisor or manager comin into the supermarket. He was carryin 1 packet of watermelon juice and a pack of food. He's quite far away but i can still see him clearly. He sort of slow motioned awhile, lookin at the long Q. Naively, i thot hes going to come over and ask wat happened. But, on the contrary, he suddenly picked up his motion, and hurrid in the supermarket, sneekily. Oh man, i was so god damn naive to even think tat ppl r actually responsible at work!!!
Then, the cashier put down her phone, but fr her face, i knew there was no ans. She then ran inside the supermarket. I assumed she went to find tat "Manager". Hello??? Mine is a voucher endorsed by ur company, not somethin drawn by me wif color pencil. I always loved Cold Storage compared to NTUC for their varieties of food. But tis clearly displayed inefficiency under my nose.
Finally, after whole 10 mins of me being cursed, she came back and told me Sorry. Aiyo, i forgave her immediately, haha. Im so softhearted, cant stand myself. If it was my sis, she sure would scold her like hell.
I wan to get a hair band wif crystals, so i went to take alook at the nearby hair accessories shop. Theirs are damn ungly, so i left and hurried home. Jus when i reached my bus stop, it started to rain, heavily somemore, so i got wet.
I reached home at 430pm, and realised i didnt haf enough time. I blamed myself for not wakin earlier...But im hungry, so i ate my tofu dessert, its damn nice, i like. Then i started preparing the ingredients and raced against the clock. I had lots of items to chop.
Ok, tis was the 1st time i tried doing meatballs. Coz i jus suddenly thot of tryin tat mornin. So i invented my own recipe, and tried it. Haha, i hand chopped everything. I am so proud of myself for doing such a great job. But i hate the big onions. 3 BIG ONES!!! I weeped like hell. Ok, next time, if u wan to eat my pasta, be prepared to cut my onions.
I haf a 1 day old wound on my index finger, the garlic and onions only enhanced my pain. OUCH!!! I only started the sauce at 5.30pm. And i had to cook it for an hr. So sorry, late dinner today. But i haf to make sure my sauce is perfect, cannot short cut.
I told my mum i trying meatball for 1st time, but if not nice, i will finish them myself, u 2 can eat the sauce. Coz my sauce is meaty enough. But then while i was stirrin the sauce, i stared at my 14 meatballs and i prayed they turned out well. Haha. I only made small ones, coz i didnt buy alot of meat. It was only for my curious trial test.
Anyway, i test tasted my meatball and sauce, its god damn delicious. It turned out exactly how i imagined it to be, surprisingly. I mixed Chinese, Italian, French style tis time. My meatballs r asian-stlyed, mushrooms n onions french, and the rest Italian. I am so proud. Wahahahah....
Ok now for e pics... Funny thing was i was so excited till i had forgotten to take pics, so i wasnt prepared. I only hurriedly snapped a few photos. Though my pics didnt do justice to my pasta, but i would love to share wif u nonetheless...
My bowl. Lesser sauce to show u the overall look. Forgot to add the cheese be4 i snap the pic.
My sis's bowl. Lightin changed coz different location. Look at the cheese! Yum!
Different look fr me, look like Spicy Ice Cream Dessert. Hmm... sounds eeky.
Ok, i noe it looks terrible after mixing, very de-appetizing. But it tastes great.
My meatball splitted to give "insight", got garlic, onions, mushroom, beef. I chopped myself one, no blender, look how fine they r. Sorry for non garlic n onion ppl, i love it.
Say "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh"!
One spoonful of goodness.
My mum said i can open shop. Haha. They both loved it, and said it's better than the last time, even though tat time was deliciously enough. Last time i cooked is last yr, for a chalet party for 20ppl. Imagine how much i haf to cook, alone!
Ah, i told my sis about the voucher issue, she said if its her, she would haf scolded them upside down. Haha, told u!
Gd news, i didnt injure myself tis time. 1st time ah! So happy. Wa, lookin at the pics make me hungry, i going to eat dinner liao... Yeah...
Current Balance : 4,593,751 NP
Amt left to reach 5 Million: 406,249 NP
I slept at 9am yest, sigh... It was terrible.
I wanted to go sleepless for one night so tt i can turn back my Bio clock. But then, at 8+am, i was very tired, and further more, theres was nothin to do to keep me awake. So i went to my bed to rest awhile and had fallen asleep.
I woke up at 2pm!!! Then after wasting some time, I headed to Northpt's Cold Storage. I reached there about 3.30pm. i spent gd 15 mins searching for my items. I had my shoppin list wif me, i did it be4 i fall asleep, in case i missed out certain things.
I took the chance to browse ard as well, and i got gifts(food) for my family, too. Im so nice... Heh. Anyway, i got my sis, her tub of honey($4+), and i bought my mum packaged Dim Sum($3+). I bought myself something, too. Almond Tofu Dessert($0.75).
I got all my items wifout fail, and went to the cashier counter. As she entered a smashin price of $43.90, i suffered heart attack in my bank acc. Gosh, im going to be broke. Ok, for those who r going to tell me, "Only $40 bucks wat!!!". Mind u, im poor n broke, but i still wan to whip up a nice dinner for them. So tat my mum can rest for one dinner... Aww... So sweet... Hahaha.
Anyway, i took out my $10 voucher, and handed to her. She gave me a blank look and left. Oh, and btw, the whole freakin Cold Storage got about 9 counters but only 2 is available, one is express for less than 6 items in cash, one is normal. Lookin at my damn heavy basket, i went for the normal of coz.
She tok to her colleagues for 2 mins, and had no ans. Then they ask her to call up management, she tok on the phone for 5 mins. Then meanwhile, i can feel all the stares fr the ppl tat built up the long Q behind me. I literally felt tat i was being cursed by many as the Q got longer. I didnt dare to look at them.
Then, i saw the supervisor or manager comin into the supermarket. He was carryin 1 packet of watermelon juice and a pack of food. He's quite far away but i can still see him clearly. He sort of slow motioned awhile, lookin at the long Q. Naively, i thot hes going to come over and ask wat happened. But, on the contrary, he suddenly picked up his motion, and hurrid in the supermarket, sneekily. Oh man, i was so god damn naive to even think tat ppl r actually responsible at work!!!
Then, the cashier put down her phone, but fr her face, i knew there was no ans. She then ran inside the supermarket. I assumed she went to find tat "Manager". Hello??? Mine is a voucher endorsed by ur company, not somethin drawn by me wif color pencil. I always loved Cold Storage compared to NTUC for their varieties of food. But tis clearly displayed inefficiency under my nose.
Finally, after whole 10 mins of me being cursed, she came back and told me Sorry. Aiyo, i forgave her immediately, haha. Im so softhearted, cant stand myself. If it was my sis, she sure would scold her like hell.
I wan to get a hair band wif crystals, so i went to take alook at the nearby hair accessories shop. Theirs are damn ungly, so i left and hurried home. Jus when i reached my bus stop, it started to rain, heavily somemore, so i got wet.
I reached home at 430pm, and realised i didnt haf enough time. I blamed myself for not wakin earlier...But im hungry, so i ate my tofu dessert, its damn nice, i like. Then i started preparing the ingredients and raced against the clock. I had lots of items to chop.
Ok, tis was the 1st time i tried doing meatballs. Coz i jus suddenly thot of tryin tat mornin. So i invented my own recipe, and tried it. Haha, i hand chopped everything. I am so proud of myself for doing such a great job. But i hate the big onions. 3 BIG ONES!!! I weeped like hell. Ok, next time, if u wan to eat my pasta, be prepared to cut my onions.
I haf a 1 day old wound on my index finger, the garlic and onions only enhanced my pain. OUCH!!! I only started the sauce at 5.30pm. And i had to cook it for an hr. So sorry, late dinner today. But i haf to make sure my sauce is perfect, cannot short cut.
I told my mum i trying meatball for 1st time, but if not nice, i will finish them myself, u 2 can eat the sauce. Coz my sauce is meaty enough. But then while i was stirrin the sauce, i stared at my 14 meatballs and i prayed they turned out well. Haha. I only made small ones, coz i didnt buy alot of meat. It was only for my curious trial test.
Anyway, i test tasted my meatball and sauce, its god damn delicious. It turned out exactly how i imagined it to be, surprisingly. I mixed Chinese, Italian, French style tis time. My meatballs r asian-stlyed, mushrooms n onions french, and the rest Italian. I am so proud. Wahahahah....
Ok now for e pics... Funny thing was i was so excited till i had forgotten to take pics, so i wasnt prepared. I only hurriedly snapped a few photos. Though my pics didnt do justice to my pasta, but i would love to share wif u nonetheless...
My bowl. Lesser sauce to show u the overall look. Forgot to add the cheese be4 i snap the pic.
My sis's bowl. Lightin changed coz different location. Look at the cheese! Yum!
Different look fr me, look like Spicy Ice Cream Dessert. Hmm... sounds eeky.
Ok, i noe it looks terrible after mixing, very de-appetizing. But it tastes great.
My meatball splitted to give "insight", got garlic, onions, mushroom, beef. I chopped myself one, no blender, look how fine they r. Sorry for non garlic n onion ppl, i love it.
Say "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh"!
One spoonful of goodness.
My mum said i can open shop. Haha. They both loved it, and said it's better than the last time, even though tat time was deliciously enough. Last time i cooked is last yr, for a chalet party for 20ppl. Imagine how much i haf to cook, alone!
Ah, i told my sis about the voucher issue, she said if its her, she would haf scolded them upside down. Haha, told u!
Gd news, i didnt injure myself tis time. 1st time ah! So happy. Wa, lookin at the pics make me hungry, i going to eat dinner liao... Yeah...
Current Balance : 4,593,751 NP
Amt left to reach 5 Million: 406,249 NP
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
My New Hair Color
Alrightz... I've decided to post it up even if im fugly... Here's my smug look of my hair, haha.
Shuzhen said she seldom see tis side of me, so very funny. My sis said she wan to bash me up... Ouch!!!
For the benefit of comparism, in case some gundos tell me no diff, coz they cant remember... There goes be4 and after...
Dun u think i look 5 yrs younger??? Maybe its due to my hair band...
But im not sure whether can u all see the color clearly, coz somehow my monitor callibration differs. My monitor is darker than actual. Tried my best to fix liao but cant. Anyone haf a better idea, do let me noe ya? The color is more enhanced in real person.
I took my pics in my room toilet, coz tats the brightest place in my house at night. Took it on Mon late night... Actually wanted to blur up my fugly face, but then again, i decided to hack wif it.
Shuzhen said she seldom see tis side of me, so very funny. My sis said she wan to bash me up... Ouch!!!
For the benefit of comparism, in case some gundos tell me no diff, coz they cant remember... There goes be4 and after...
Dun u think i look 5 yrs younger??? Maybe its due to my hair band...
But im not sure whether can u all see the color clearly, coz somehow my monitor callibration differs. My monitor is darker than actual. Tried my best to fix liao but cant. Anyone haf a better idea, do let me noe ya? The color is more enhanced in real person.
I took my pics in my room toilet, coz tats the brightest place in my house at night. Took it on Mon late night... Actually wanted to blur up my fugly face, but then again, i decided to hack wif it.
Oh btw, im going to cook dinner later!!! I'll be cookin for my family. Coz i haf $10 Cold Storage cash voucher, i've decided to use it later. I can't wait, so excited about it. I'll take pics ya? So tat u can all drool over it.. Heh...
U noe y? Coz i'll be cooking my famous Bolognaise Pasta wif meatballs!!! I make the best Bolo sauce, Shuzhen can vouch for tat. Haha, after eating mine, u'll never eat outside liao... But then so far, i only noe how to cook Bolo, i wan to try cream sauce but not today.
I left a note on the fridge, tellin my mum not to cook dinner tonight, i hope she catches it be4 going to the market.
Ya, i noe $10 is not enough, besides my sis asked me to buy her one tub of honey, well, looks like i'll haf to spend more money. Nvm lah, once in awhile.
I love to cook, but cookin is ex. I like to cook but hate to wash. Sigh... I got one unlucky taboo, I always scalded myself when i cook the Bolo sauce, duno y. Hope i wun tmr. Heh, so excited till i cant sleep.
Ps: My mum jus came in to switch off the air con, coz its raining heavily. I took the chance and told my sleepy mum not to cook dinner. She said, "HUH!!! Dun wan to eat rice ah!!!" Sad... Duno will get to cook or not... Wait for my news ok?
Current Balance : 4,572,543 NP
Amt left to reach 5 Million: 427,457 NP
Wahahaha, i am less than half a mil away... Coz some silly user bought my Petpet for 99,999 NP... Though i could fetch a higher price coz its rare, but i had decided to be humble...
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Hungry Ppl Are Angry Ppl...
Ha, u noe wat?
I literally experienced tat today. Ok, i heard of tat many times, and i used tat phrase as well. But tis is the 1st time i actually see someone, coz she was very hungry, throwing her temper...
Tat person was my sis.
She went out in the noon for a interview exam at 2pm, but as usual she woke up late, and had to rush off to it. Then, later in the evening, she got back. She came stompin into the living rm wif a charcoaled face. I thot she screwed her exams.
Then, she kept chantin shes hungry.
After changin n restin awhile. She went to the freezer to take out 4 frozen hot dogs and dumped it in the toaster. No, i do not own a microwave, only one stupid overused toaster as substitute.
I happened to go take a drink as well, and while walkin, she bumped into me, coz she was so focused on the hotdogs. She *tsk* me, then screamed, "I very hungry, dun bother me!".
Then i look into the toaster and saw the miserable clumped together hot dogs. And i told her, "It wun be cooked one, u will only make the outside burnt while inside still frozen." Then she exclaimed, "I dun care! I very hungry now, i only wan the faster n easiest way.".
I felt abit annoyed, so i went back to my rm. After awhile, there was a burnt smell as predicted. My mum went in to take a look and she asked my sis.
Mum: Wat u doing??? *in mandarin of coz*
Sis exclaimed: I very hungry
Mum: You jus now never eat meh?
Sis: No time!!!
Mum: Aiyah, burnt liao lah!
Sis: Very hungry, i wan to scold ppl liao!!!!!!!
Haha, then they started to haf a small squabble. At 1st i was abit bek cek over her, but then, after hearing the commotion in my rm, i started to laugh silently. Damn funny lor, i really never see someone behaved tat way due to hunger be4.
Her actions were an eye-opener.
Current Balance : 4,470,555NP
Amt left to reach 5 Million: 529,445 NP
Wow, im gettin so much closer to my goal it seems. Coz i sold one of my beloved Petpet for 63,000 NP. I haf another one going for 99,999 NP. Haha, hope someone buy it soon.
I literally experienced tat today. Ok, i heard of tat many times, and i used tat phrase as well. But tis is the 1st time i actually see someone, coz she was very hungry, throwing her temper...
Tat person was my sis.
She went out in the noon for a interview exam at 2pm, but as usual she woke up late, and had to rush off to it. Then, later in the evening, she got back. She came stompin into the living rm wif a charcoaled face. I thot she screwed her exams.
Then, she kept chantin shes hungry.
After changin n restin awhile. She went to the freezer to take out 4 frozen hot dogs and dumped it in the toaster. No, i do not own a microwave, only one stupid overused toaster as substitute.
I happened to go take a drink as well, and while walkin, she bumped into me, coz she was so focused on the hotdogs. She *tsk* me, then screamed, "I very hungry, dun bother me!".
Then i look into the toaster and saw the miserable clumped together hot dogs. And i told her, "It wun be cooked one, u will only make the outside burnt while inside still frozen." Then she exclaimed, "I dun care! I very hungry now, i only wan the faster n easiest way.".
I felt abit annoyed, so i went back to my rm. After awhile, there was a burnt smell as predicted. My mum went in to take a look and she asked my sis.
Mum: Wat u doing??? *in mandarin of coz*
Sis exclaimed: I very hungry
Mum: You jus now never eat meh?
Sis: No time!!!
Mum: Aiyah, burnt liao lah!
Sis: Very hungry, i wan to scold ppl liao!!!!!!!
Haha, then they started to haf a small squabble. At 1st i was abit bek cek over her, but then, after hearing the commotion in my rm, i started to laugh silently. Damn funny lor, i really never see someone behaved tat way due to hunger be4.
Her actions were an eye-opener.
Current Balance : 4,470,555NP
Amt left to reach 5 Million: 529,445 NP
Wow, im gettin so much closer to my goal it seems. Coz i sold one of my beloved Petpet for 63,000 NP. I haf another one going for 99,999 NP. Haha, hope someone buy it soon.
Monday, February 28, 2005
Realised Something...
I jus realised tat, i didnt tok about the title topic on my prev entry... Guess i was too carried away.
I thot of tat while i was msning Shuzhen, and we were toking about some not really dumb ppl. Its more about those who dun haf the heart to do things. Then i told her i thot of the title of my new blog entry.
Some Dumb Ppl Are Not Dumb, They Just Didnt Put In The Effort To Be Smarter
But then, unfortunately, i was bz bloggin other things...
I feel tat, sometimes, its not tt ppl r born stupid or wat, its more like, they r too lazy or no heart, to knoe or find out more. So as a results, they appeared less intelligent, or dumb to others.
I had encountered many egs, think i'll share one recent one. When i logged in to my msn, i notice tis guy was online, but i continued surfing for 15mins, then suddenly he msn me.
XXX:
Wats up?
Me:
Nothing.
XXX:
Chey!
Me:
Huh?
XXX:
U r doing nothin now.
Me:
No, im surfing.
XXX:
Wats up = Wat u doing now
Me:
*faint*
Where got ppl tok like tis one, u suddenly ask ppl Wats Up, as though i msged him somethin lidat. Usually if someone calls u all of a sudden, instead of asking, "U call me for wat?", ppl will ask, "Wats up?", its means askin for the intention behind the action, n not wat r u doin now. I dun even noe where he got tat idea.
But if he had bothered to make efforts wif his words, it wouldnt sounded tis way anyway.
Replay:
XXX:
Hey, wat u doing now?
Me:
Oh hi, nothin much, jus surfing ard.
XXX:
Icic, so wat do u usually surf?
Me:
The usual, neopets, checkin of mails, blogs, forums, etc
Blah blah... There it goes, a normal conversation is created. Sometimes, i feel tat u dun haf to try to be very smart if u noe u r not, but the efforts of not making urself sound ignorant will definately help. Jus my 2 cents thot. :P
Current Balance : 4,376,901 NP
Amt left to reach 5 Million: 623,099 NP
I thot of tat while i was msning Shuzhen, and we were toking about some not really dumb ppl. Its more about those who dun haf the heart to do things. Then i told her i thot of the title of my new blog entry.
Some Dumb Ppl Are Not Dumb, They Just Didnt Put In The Effort To Be Smarter
But then, unfortunately, i was bz bloggin other things...
I feel tat, sometimes, its not tt ppl r born stupid or wat, its more like, they r too lazy or no heart, to knoe or find out more. So as a results, they appeared less intelligent, or dumb to others.
I had encountered many egs, think i'll share one recent one. When i logged in to my msn, i notice tis guy was online, but i continued surfing for 15mins, then suddenly he msn me.
XXX:
Wats up?
Me:
Nothing.
XXX:
Chey!
Me:
Huh?
XXX:
U r doing nothin now.
Me:
No, im surfing.
XXX:
Wats up = Wat u doing now
Me:
*faint*
Where got ppl tok like tis one, u suddenly ask ppl Wats Up, as though i msged him somethin lidat. Usually if someone calls u all of a sudden, instead of asking, "U call me for wat?", ppl will ask, "Wats up?", its means askin for the intention behind the action, n not wat r u doin now. I dun even noe where he got tat idea.
But if he had bothered to make efforts wif his words, it wouldnt sounded tis way anyway.
Replay:
XXX:
Hey, wat u doing now?
Me:
Oh hi, nothin much, jus surfing ard.
XXX:
Icic, so wat do u usually surf?
Me:
The usual, neopets, checkin of mails, blogs, forums, etc
Blah blah... There it goes, a normal conversation is created. Sometimes, i feel tat u dun haf to try to be very smart if u noe u r not, but the efforts of not making urself sound ignorant will definately help. Jus my 2 cents thot. :P
Current Balance : 4,376,901 NP
Amt left to reach 5 Million: 623,099 NP
Some Dumb Ppl Are Not Dumb, They Just Didnt Put In The Effort To Be Smarter
Funny, seems like most guys went to see my entries which haf hp as part of the title or something. Coz i received some comments and mails fr guys about those entries. Perhaps those titles r the only ones they r interested to see, other than those trying to knoe more about Shuzhen. Gals on the other hand commented more to my entries which i tok about my looks.
For those who wans to read up about her(No need to guess, yes u r included, Marcel):
Pls note tat, due to the fact tat i always digress(the rest shd haf known by now fr my loooooong entries), and i am not writing a composition here, so my contents not only evolves ard the title. E.g, read the My Pic entry, only the 1st 3 lines is about my pic, the rest is irrelevant.
So in other words, u may haf to check out most of the entries to read about her n her activities. Unless im specifically going to tok about her mainly, i will write her name as the title or something. If u r only interested to read only about her, n find stories about me boring, well, so be it. Jus dun let me noe. Tis is my blog, it will still be mainly about me.
If u r an avid reader, u will noe i dun like to repeat.
Just tis once to clear things up:
1) I blog about her coz i realised i am already doing tat initially, coz we meet up often, and we r close. She appeared in almost my every blog entry.
2) I wanted to document our friendship in my life journal.
3) I am not trying to sell or advertise about her. I write about her coz i wan to knoe how much i knoe about her. Some areas i didnt remember, and i check it out fr her, tis way, it benefits me as well.
4) Some memories we had, she doesnt remember anymore, so anythin tat popped out i can refresh her memory so tat she can laugh about our silly times.
5) Due to the fact some of my friends r readin n they knoe nuts about her, i didnt wan her name to be a stranger. So i intro my best friend's name to my world.
6) Those who r her friends but hardly knoe her, can at least benefit alittle fr my blog as well. Remember i wrote in one of my entry, it takes more to understand someone than to read my blog. Tis is jus a brief start. Coz some dun even knoe she dun like soft toys as gifts. Unless the soft toy is of a particular meaning to her.
I haf no reason to direct at any guys. Coz 1 truth is she doesnt wish to commit in relationships for the time being and also, so far i haf not found any guy gd enough for her as well. I do however feel tat someone she knoe is quite a nice person.
No, i wun match make or anythin, coz tat guy doesnt seem to online. If its meant to be, it will happen. If it doesnt, then no matter how many days of callin her, messagin her, puttin things outside her door, waiting at her workplace or downstairs at her BLK are not going to help.
Take my advice, take things one step at a time. Knoe her better 1st, dun rush into things.
U knoe wats the worst thing sensible girls(those lookin into long term relationships) hate? Tat is for guys who barely know them, tellin them the following when asked y in courtship:
- Coz u r pretty
(Hello? U mean u like me coz of my looks? So superficial, im sure we will break off next week, when u see another pretty gal)
- Coz i find tat u r the one for me
(U mean u noe me so well tat u can dertermine tat im the one for u? I barely even know ur surname!)
- Coz i find we get along quite well
(Everyone in the same frequency will get along initially, but things r not so simple n easy as time goes along)
Guys tat u've known for 1 mth or lesser, meeting up like maybe less than 3 times a week, tell u he like u, chances are he jus finds ur physical appearance not bad. Tis is the truth, coz he still barely knoes u.
Before i forget about tis,
Why people don't look like how they look like in pictures when they are in real life>>> Quoted...
Not targeted to anyone, jus didnt wan some to misunderstand.
First thing foremost, when i said they complimented my pic, i mentioned tat they said "Cute" but to me, cute is not a compliment. In case some think im a bitch who deceive ppl wif pics, i had mentioned everywhere i am fugly. Fugly = Fucking Ugly.
It was a msg to tell ppl tat i may look cute on the pic(as wat they said), but im not in real life. Coz im not a cute person generally. I only show some rare cute situations to closer ones. So, dun think im cute.
I did ask y i look different fr pic, not becoz i look pretty fr the pic, i mentioned in my next para in tat entry tat, somehow i look happier, and seemed like i enjoyin myself. But real life, i dun feel tat im tat, i dun even seem to smile tat way.
I also mentioned, Shuzhen said i do jus tat i dun haf mirror in front of me all the time. And i answered myself tat im more comfortable at home, n haf more time to pose as well. If u noticed, i told u i haf single eye lid. But home pics, one of my eyes will always haf a double eye lid. Dun ask me y, i didnt photoshop tat. I feel tat my eyes grow super small when im outside. Which i said about pics taken fr outside n at home, very different.
I might haf typed tat entry funny, but i assure u i wasnt in the laughin mood. Coz i find it ironic tat i dun feel as happy, cheery, smiley when im outside compared to when im at home or by myself. So it wasnt a entertaining topic if u can read btween the lines.
It doesnt take tat much effort, to fully understand something. For e.g, Shuzhen's a very busy person, but she still manages to find time to update herself wif my blog. To at least find out how i am when shes too busy to meet up wif me.
It all matters whether u got the "Xing"/heart to do it or not. If u dun, i advise u to dun even try. Coz half-heartedness can be picked up easily. And its not something nice for the other party to notice.
Worst still is, dun even try to impress. I hate tat and i can see right thru it.
For those who wans to read up about her(No need to guess, yes u r included, Marcel):
Pls note tat, due to the fact tat i always digress(the rest shd haf known by now fr my loooooong entries), and i am not writing a composition here, so my contents not only evolves ard the title. E.g, read the My Pic entry, only the 1st 3 lines is about my pic, the rest is irrelevant.
So in other words, u may haf to check out most of the entries to read about her n her activities. Unless im specifically going to tok about her mainly, i will write her name as the title or something. If u r only interested to read only about her, n find stories about me boring, well, so be it. Jus dun let me noe. Tis is my blog, it will still be mainly about me.
If u r an avid reader, u will noe i dun like to repeat.
Just tis once to clear things up:
1) I blog about her coz i realised i am already doing tat initially, coz we meet up often, and we r close. She appeared in almost my every blog entry.
2) I wanted to document our friendship in my life journal.
3) I am not trying to sell or advertise about her. I write about her coz i wan to knoe how much i knoe about her. Some areas i didnt remember, and i check it out fr her, tis way, it benefits me as well.
4) Some memories we had, she doesnt remember anymore, so anythin tat popped out i can refresh her memory so tat she can laugh about our silly times.
5) Due to the fact some of my friends r readin n they knoe nuts about her, i didnt wan her name to be a stranger. So i intro my best friend's name to my world.
6) Those who r her friends but hardly knoe her, can at least benefit alittle fr my blog as well. Remember i wrote in one of my entry, it takes more to understand someone than to read my blog. Tis is jus a brief start. Coz some dun even knoe she dun like soft toys as gifts. Unless the soft toy is of a particular meaning to her.
I haf no reason to direct at any guys. Coz 1 truth is she doesnt wish to commit in relationships for the time being and also, so far i haf not found any guy gd enough for her as well. I do however feel tat someone she knoe is quite a nice person.
No, i wun match make or anythin, coz tat guy doesnt seem to online. If its meant to be, it will happen. If it doesnt, then no matter how many days of callin her, messagin her, puttin things outside her door, waiting at her workplace or downstairs at her BLK are not going to help.
Take my advice, take things one step at a time. Knoe her better 1st, dun rush into things.
U knoe wats the worst thing sensible girls(those lookin into long term relationships) hate? Tat is for guys who barely know them, tellin them the following when asked y in courtship:
- Coz u r pretty
(Hello? U mean u like me coz of my looks? So superficial, im sure we will break off next week, when u see another pretty gal)
- Coz i find tat u r the one for me
(U mean u noe me so well tat u can dertermine tat im the one for u? I barely even know ur surname!)
- Coz i find we get along quite well
(Everyone in the same frequency will get along initially, but things r not so simple n easy as time goes along)
Guys tat u've known for 1 mth or lesser, meeting up like maybe less than 3 times a week, tell u he like u, chances are he jus finds ur physical appearance not bad. Tis is the truth, coz he still barely knoes u.
Before i forget about tis,
Why people don't look like how they look like in pictures when they are in real life>>> Quoted...
Not targeted to anyone, jus didnt wan some to misunderstand.
First thing foremost, when i said they complimented my pic, i mentioned tat they said "Cute" but to me, cute is not a compliment. In case some think im a bitch who deceive ppl wif pics, i had mentioned everywhere i am fugly. Fugly = Fucking Ugly.
It was a msg to tell ppl tat i may look cute on the pic(as wat they said), but im not in real life. Coz im not a cute person generally. I only show some rare cute situations to closer ones. So, dun think im cute.
I did ask y i look different fr pic, not becoz i look pretty fr the pic, i mentioned in my next para in tat entry tat, somehow i look happier, and seemed like i enjoyin myself. But real life, i dun feel tat im tat, i dun even seem to smile tat way.
I also mentioned, Shuzhen said i do jus tat i dun haf mirror in front of me all the time. And i answered myself tat im more comfortable at home, n haf more time to pose as well. If u noticed, i told u i haf single eye lid. But home pics, one of my eyes will always haf a double eye lid. Dun ask me y, i didnt photoshop tat. I feel tat my eyes grow super small when im outside. Which i said about pics taken fr outside n at home, very different.
I might haf typed tat entry funny, but i assure u i wasnt in the laughin mood. Coz i find it ironic tat i dun feel as happy, cheery, smiley when im outside compared to when im at home or by myself. So it wasnt a entertaining topic if u can read btween the lines.
It doesnt take tat much effort, to fully understand something. For e.g, Shuzhen's a very busy person, but she still manages to find time to update herself wif my blog. To at least find out how i am when shes too busy to meet up wif me.
It all matters whether u got the "Xing"/heart to do it or not. If u dun, i advise u to dun even try. Coz half-heartedness can be picked up easily. And its not something nice for the other party to notice.
Worst still is, dun even try to impress. I hate tat and i can see right thru it.
Hate it when u noe u r doing something wrong, but u still do it, then try to impress some by apologisingly but when asked wat exactly r u apologising for, dun even noe the ans. Pls...
Tis is my 1st feeling "Bek Cek" entry since i started bloggin.
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