Angry Rant *Excuse Me*

My mum went ktv wif a few aunties just now... Then for goodness sake, one of the aunties actually showed my mum the NYP scandal video clip...

This is crazy shit, y e hell u keep it in ur hp to show everyone and then laugh at it while they r having sex... I didnt say much to my mum coz they r frenz of my mum though i duno where she knew them... But the thing is, how can ppl be so fucking evil!!!

Its already bad for ppl to distribute it, and it is even worst when u view it, u laugh at her, mock at her, insult her, and my mum even said she shd quit her sch and commit suicide...

What the ???????????

My mum kept saying how cum shes still studying and all tt... And i shouted like, "Wat? U expect her to quit poly becoz of tt?"... And she replied, "Yalah, dun study liao lah!"...

Then i was like, "Then wat u wan her to do? Go n die ar?"... And she said, "Yah, she shd..."

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I cannot understand y r we blood related... If it was me, i wonder will she suggest tt i shd die... Then again, her face is more important as proven, maybe she will...

For one, she kept complaining we singaporeans are so narrow minded n stupid, till we little things only commit suicide... Then now, she say she shd go n die... No face to see e world, so disgraceful, etc...

Then to add to my disgust, while i am having my nice hot fish porridge, then she kept toking about her skills in sucking/kissing/licking cock... Then she kept describing it... I nearly puked my food out... Its damn disgusting lor...

(In case u duno, i do find blowjobs and sex VISUALLY disgusting...)

I even stopped watching my anime coz it was so disturbing... But most of all, i am very agitated...

Then she kept on going like, "wah, see her face very clearly, even prostitutes n porn stars also not so gd...etc" Then she actually said real porn face also not clear or got sensor one...

Alamak, wat kind of porn she watched... Where got porn censor face one... Guys wan to see pretty girls face moaning, where got ppl wan to watch censored one... But anyways, tts not e pt...

I am mad coz like i said, i had the video then and i made a decision to NOT watch it, for 2 reasons... One for my own moral grd, and two for e victim's sake...

U noe how she begged one web master after another to take down her links, photos n videos or not? How can u ppl be so non chalant about it?

Even though i duno her, but then does tt matter?

But of coz, i am the only one who CHOSE not to watch... Everybody i know who had e link watched it...

Some said to me, "Well i watch only, i never distribute."... So? Its like wat u trying to prove? Obviously when u tell me tt, u noe somehow somewat u r doing a wrong thing, but then u cover urself up by making urself sound more innocent...

Bloody hell...

Then its like ven the most innocent who had watched it, comment about it... Then u will defend n say, even if we tok about her, she also wun noe! So it doesnt matter! Oh yah? then i tok bad about u behind ur back lor, i tok about ur family, ur frenz, everything... Nvm wat, mouth is mine, i can tok n discuss wif ppl all i wan, coz u wun noe mah! And i duno ur family n frenz also mah, so i can tok about them all i wan! Like tt okay right??????????

In e 1st place y e hell u even go watch it when u noe they r just having sex... And then after killing ur curiosity and realised theres nothing much, u shrug it off like, "Nothing much lor, very boring, very bo liao... Oh no big deal, their sex is boring... Lidat lor!"... Bloody hell...

Unless its a intentional distributed porn, then go ahead and watch them... But we noe tis is not...

But aiyah, anyways, ppl r going to say i am crazy, coz its just a storm in a teacup and i haf no reason to be angry... Well, screw u... If shes somebody u noe, u wun say tt already... If next time, something unfortunate happen to u, i will jus say, "Y u make such a big fuss?", n then laugh about u behind ur back...

There are alot of ppl we duno, but tt doesnt mean we shd be indifferent to them... If u found out ur fren'z fren'z fren had an accident, u still feel something one mah...

Nvm lah, ppl are lidat anyways...

I shd stop ranting...

Back to my anime and porridge...

Save urself the trouble if u r going to say i am mad... Coz i noe i am crazy, for being different in my thots, for being idealistic... I knoe idealism doesnt exist anymore... But i hope for tt cannot ar? Wat e hell is wrong being idealistic? Even if i am the only one, so? Then kill me lor, ask me go n die lor...

I never say i am a gd person or a saint... But there are some things tt i would not do... Or at least try not to do them...

Not targetting anyone, just angry only so cum here rant about it... I noe most of u watched it liao lah, just dun do things like wat those aunties did...