Tough Week

Really wasted my mc on tues.

Went to newton wif my colleagues on wed. Like wat my colleague said, next time dun waste time organising anymore, coz its so sian anyways. Waste of time, jus e usual grp of us will do.

The food was bad for e stall we picked. Sigh. We then headed to ktv, opened a bottle of chivas, and had to do wif coke as mixer... Can u imagine, they only haf coke, green tea or tonic. Wat choice did we haf.

It was quite frustrating coz in a big grp, some only sing, some sing n drink alittle, some sing n drink alot, some no drink n no sing, some drink alot but no sing, how to settle e bill lidat.

Ended up there were some dispute, and its quite saddenin for one to even sms me, "next time wan to ask us pay, jus say, its not like we or i dun wan to pay"... Duhz, he totally misunderstood my words as usual. Its not like i haf any prob in asking them for money on behalf, its jus tt i haf no idea how to split the bill to be fair for all.

Ended up, my colleague offered to pay the whole 200 bucks bill coz he said every time tok abt money sure dispute, so he rather settle it. Tis is jus so not the right way.

Anyways, tt was history. I wun bring it up again. Anyways, our times together ending soon as well. 1 leaving tis dec, 3 leaving early jan, 1 leaving end jan, and e rest kiving the status. I am so going to miss a few of them.

How i wish the job could be more bearable so tt we could extend our time there. But in reality, things dun work tt way.

I tok to my ex colleague of my prev company. They are still interested in having me back and might be willing to wait till feb as well. I was tempted to say yes. But then again, i need to think it thru.

Quitting after my confirmation, i would need 1 mth's notice, and tt would leave it as march. Wait till tt long? I hardly think so. But I might not even get to wait till then, if they ask me to leave, it shd be ard jan. But tt would mean the paying back of money of coz.

On thurs, i met up wif kenneth and sz. Headed to bishan's dome, then cafe cartel then to amk's kbox. They were having 40% off everything coz it was duno wat anniversary celebration thingy. Not tt i care, coz i hate kbox. Their system, room, songs, tv, suck. But their service is gd though, and tts their only saving grace.

It was so boring can. And freezing and their systems and mic cock up so many times. The ktv was so boring even kenneth agreed. Luckily i decided to end it early, if not can die lor.

Kenneth's going india for 6 mths for exchange programme (his uni thingy). Wish him all the best and may he rtn safe n sound.

Then at night i was attacked by stomach cramps (gastric), it got very bad, the cramps come every 3-5 mins ard 4+am. I went to take a whole truckload of pills and the cramp slowed down to ard once every 15mins.

I headed to work on fri. Tried to work, but cant take the cramps, went to see doc, took e most painful jab ive ever taken. Doc said the jab will stop the spasms. But apparently, it was all crap.

I came back to work for abt an hr, i couldnt take it anymore, and had to leave. Yes, i took mc. Wasted half of my day working. Coz in the end, i got to pay back a full day's pay. Can it get any worst.

While i was away seeing doc, i saw my shitty cases bounched to another 2 colleagues. Sigh, i haf no idea wat will happen after i leave. But my colleagues said fortunately they r leaving together or be4 me anyways. Lol.

4 mcs altogether, sobz. 1 in dec though. Abt $300 bucks. Will try not to mc anymore.

I am still sick, can feel my stomach very wounded... Its still painful. No appetite to read also. Sigh. And now my digestive system cant retain or digest food. So wat goes in comes out, u noe wat i mean.

Tmr mon le... Full 5 days of working, provided if i dun work on sat though.

Must tahan!!! 1.5 weeks left to pay day. So broke now. Sobz.

Oh, my monitor died on my yest night. Got a new one today. LG LCD 17 inch, $200+. I really cant live without my pc. Was so happy to see it alive again.

Hope i feel better tmr.

Take care all of u.