Xmas Nearing

My co's xmas dinner coming, i believe its e same as everyone on the 22nd. Luckily no need go somewhere, except to take a lift down a few storeys and take e stairs to our function room (e only place wif internet access, lol), no need to dress up (hack, im going to attend wif watever i wore to work tt day). I hope there wun be much of silly games coz i am so not interested.

Yes, i am passive and boring. Cannot ar? Im saying tis, but perhaps i would still enjoy it, since i will be able to spend some last moments wif my whole grp. Its hard to gather all of us together, and tis is a gd chance since all of them will turn up as instructed without me bearing e agony of being e organiser. Tis might even be the final chance for us, be4 we all start leaving next mth.

My supervisors kept reminding us to go though, lol. They say its going to be interesting and food is going to be gd, but like always, we all dun buy tt. Lol.

Did a draw and found out the person whom ive got to prepare a gift for. And the irony is, hes not even in my departmt, i haf no idea who e hell he is. Fortunately, i managed to find a suitable (in my opinion) gift yest. Poor SZ co gift gift budget is $50, luckily mine is minimum 5 bucks. My prev co was $10.

I bought it 50% cheaper at tis place and on top of tt, i had a 20% off. Muahahha... I kinda like e gift myself too, but as usual, i will not buy it. I am happy coz its within my budget and i thot its pretty decent too.

Clocks, frams, towels, chocs are banned for our gifts, they said some ppl complained a few yrs back.

I wan to get some stuffs for my colleagues too. Sigh i am so going to be broke. I shd be settling for some chocs or cookies. Haven decided on the brand though.

I also need to get gifts for sz, my sis, 2 of my colleagues and many small gifts for other colleagues.

Yest i went to Cine's Pandora Box or something and saw so many necklaces tt i would love to own. No in fact, there are so many necklaces tt i love in cine itself. I still wan a 1 or 2 gb sd card and my mp3 player batt but tt comes later, or u can get it for me for xmas. Haha.

My perfume is running but my sis is getting for me. So happy.

Getting my pay tis thurs. I feel like going on a shopping spree, been so long since i last done tt. Recently i spent all my money on food and alcohol. Sigh. Lol.

Went to Taste Paradise the other day. And spent 100 bucks each... But im still glad i went there, after so long. Though it burnt a hole in my pocket.

I wan to spend some money to pamper myself, but then if i no job then how? Sigh, i noe i need to haf some money to tide myself over a certain period. But then my high expenses isnt going to help, and i haf no intention of making myself miserable by cooping myself at home everyday.

I jus wan to make myself happy, tts y i spent all those money. I do not wish to feel restricted at tis pt of time (when i am having a difficult time) jus coz i haf to think of so many things and stop myself fr going/eating at some places.

I just wan to go wif the flow now. I dun wan to be so hard on myself and make the already very miserable me even more miserable.

I feel like getting some things for myself.
1) 1 pair of jeans in blue (i only haf 1 in black now)
2) New heels - white, black, gold, green, pink (all my shoes wearing n tearing n smelling n dirtying, basically at risk of falling apart any second)
3) New clothes
4) Earrings (ive stopped wearing earrings, i need new ones, big long ones and those big retro kind)
5) Moisturisor (it ran out)

But be4 all tt, i need to dye my hair and haf a hair cut. I haven decided on the hair style though, headache. The colors i haf the idea, jus not so sure whether or not accepted at work. Lol. It might also hinder my job search but I wan a change.

I will not quit my job now, i will stay till end of jan. But i might continue to stay there for awhile. I will hold out till all of them leave at least. So i will tahan till 30/01/07 then see how from there.

Marvin, Sheena, Daniel and Chris will be leaving early jan, Gim Fong and Keith near end of Jan. Wendy will be staying, thankfully on tt, at least i dun haf to lunch alone, and we sit next to each other somemore.

Not so sure abt Seraphine and Meng Feng and Ken. I guess they shd be sticking ard for awhile.

Sigh, but those tt are very close to me will be gone. And i only haf Wendy. Sobz. Ppl all leave at the end of the day, especially in customer service where turn over rate is as high as sales line.

Truth is ppl come and go at the time. Its ok lah, jus take it in my stride.

If i can, hope i can survive here for awhile and then take part time studies. After im done then i can leave for greener pasture le. But all these are merely words. It a miracle to even think i can stay till end March. But i will try. =)

Xmas is nearing and i still have not decided on wat to do wif SZ yet. We'll definately be together but do wat? Lol. See how lor. I wonder wats everyone doing for xmas.