Happy Lunar New Year

Happy new year everyone! I hope you all enjoy ur long holiday break from work.

Its the 2nd round of my rat year. Haiz, and it sucks to know you are in mid-20s now. Lol. Especially when u dun even feel that u are so old already! Yes, 24 is old!

2006 & 2007 were really bad years for me. Well, not like any other years were any better. I guess the good old days all stopped literally after 1996. 2008 started out on extremely bad notes, it was ok for the 1st week, and everything just came down after that. Everything is just not going well at all, family, work, frenz, finanically, etc. EVERYTHING! Sigh...

My office will be closed from tmr and reopens only on 15th. 4 days of leave gone, plus 1 more on 18th coz its my gf's bday celebration. I also took 1 urgent leave last week, so 6 days gone. Sigh.

I really hate CNY.

I hate family/home steamboats, patronising family reunions. I have no relatives in sg to visit, not that im keen if i do. I will be extremely bored and lonely due to the extended holiday. Everyone will either be visiting their relatives or they would have already started work after that.

And i will always be too broke around tis time of the year to get any NY clothes or watever.

I totally hate tis feeling.

And worst of all, my gf will be gone overseas during my extended break until 17th.

So that means my Valentine's Day celebration will be gone. *Big sigh*

Ive never spent any Valentine's Days alone de lor. Sigh. But this year will be an exception. I am quite anal about celebrating occassions. So i am bloody disappointed. Its not my gf fault. Its jus everything isnt going as planned. And no, i do not welcome dates on V day.

Also, was supposed to be bunking over at my frenz place during my break and same thing, a whole bloody other stuffs came up. Sigh.

Think i'll jus dig a hole and bury myself.

Meanwhile, i still got to think of how to occupy myself for the next 9 days. But i guess the worst thing is, even if i managed to find company, i have no money to head out.

But i shall not be poor forever. I shall recover all that i've lost... Soon...