Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Idol Magic

Oh myyyy oh my...

Did u catch this week's American Idol?

I tell you, it is the best night out of all the seasons...

Everyone was awesome, they were exceptional tonight, maybe except one... She didnt sing well... But the rest of the 7 did superb performances... It was all their personal best i thot... And all of them were out to win this...

In my eagerness to come in to blog about e magic i just saw... I choked myself while drinking water... Urgh, and i am still coughing while typing... Lol...

It is already known tt this batch of contestants are e best among the 5 seasons... But tonight everybody turned on Magic!!!

I was kinda bored wif AI tis season, even though they haf e best line of ppl tis yr... But its e same old things if u get wat i mean... But watching e show while eating my dinner jus now wasnt a mistake... It was so gd till i took e whole hr to finish my food, coz they were so great tt i actually stopped eating at many moments...

Tonight's theme is American Songbook (Rob Steward)... Simply marvelous, old time classics...

I love it so much...

My personal fav contestant is Katharine McPhee, i love her e moment i saw her audition... Just tt, my sis kept saying shes fat... I dun haf a prob wif tt anyways... I just love her... I hope she wins, although i also hope a guy can win tis yr... But the contestant i like never win, since season 2, my fav always got 2nd... Damn it!!!

Chris and Taylor was great just now... I never liked Ace but tonight he did great and it makes me wan to see more of him...

Katharine McPhee was the last contestant of e night... She did Someone To Watch Over Me... A beautiful song, it was perfect... Her perfect choice of selection... It was so good she actually moved me to tears... And she moved the audience as well...

I haf never heard so much emotions in a classic be4... She reminded me of y i like her in e 1st place... I have never been moved to tears by a solo female performance be4 in my life... This is e 1st!!!

Tonight is great... Simply too good...

But if u dun like classics, maybe u would be bored to death...

Chris did Wat A Wonderful World, a change as tonight he did not do his usual heavy metal rock... A very nice and refreshing change...

All thanks to Rob Steward... And Rob Steward is singing tmr at the results show... Definately a must-see... Rob Steward is awesome... He rocked the music industry in his tight leather pants (much like Gackt eh? haha) and now touched everybody wif his rendition series of classics...

Absolutely amazing...

Super Band

Tmr is the official movie launch for Hostel... I was thinking of catching tis movie myself, since i realised nobody wanna catch gory movie... Haha... Then i thot i would just walk 10 mins to the cinema and catch it alone, and then i realised hor, only town area got tis show leh!!!

I duno neighbourhood dun show R21 movies... I mean wats e diff...

I dun wan to travel so far jus to catch a movie alone... Hmmmmmmmmmmm...

But then hor, when i tell ppl wats the movie about, everybody dun wan to watch liao... Haha... Maybe i should not haf told them...

But got lots of "sexy" scenes also mah, though i duno got reveal boobs or not, but i noe haf sexy scenes coz the male goes prostituting ard, etc... Sure got pretty girls mah... Lol...

Yest night the channel u variety program introduced 2 teams fr the Superband Competition... Then i suddenly sprang in front of e tv (fr kitchen) coz i suddenly heard something...

"Nuke dashita daichi de
Te ni ireta no wa jiyuu
Maybe lucky maybe lucky
I dare say I'm lucky ... "

Its L'Arc En Ciel song u noe!!! My radar is uber sensitive to my fav j-rock band!!! I was so excited, i literally flew to e tv!!!!!

But then hor, seein 3 middle age guys singing tt, i duno wan to cry, wan to laugh, or duno wat... On one hand, i applaud their guts to do a jap song (and a laruku song at tt), on the other hand, i also duno wat to say leh, coz the whole "feel" jus dun match...

Tat team happened to be one of the teams i prefered, coz they haf great chemistry (band formed 3 yrs), and they are older so they r more experienced than some ah bengs/lians rock star wannabes...

They are also loud enuff... Unlike other teams whom i cannot hear their singing, coz it was overshadowed by their music... Tis team is loud and composed...

But then, hearing them sing my fav band's song is just so da-match... Luckily they sang e verse only, didnt even go into the chorus...

Oh do u noe, one of the guitarist of a certain team (not tis team) even tried to look like HYDE... I almost choked when i 1st see him, coz i immediately can tell hes trying the HYDE image... (Uber sensitive radar)

Some teams tried desperately to look like Miyavi and Gackt i thot... But then hor... -_____-"

I think if they do wat they shd (especially the older teams), like Beyond or Wubai chinese rock songs hor (like e old bengs), they would be so much more appealing... Jus tt unfortunately they would lose the votes of the young ones coz new generation duno Beyond/Wubai, etc... Like my generation though we are caught inbetween, but i am one of e few who love Beyond then...

It is very tough to watch Superband teams singing songs tt i do not like at all... I hate the song Ben Xiao Hai (Andy/Jacky/Xiao Hei) and a team of 3 very young christian guys, sang it! Though i haf to admit they r rather appealing for duno wat reasons.. Maybe coz of their youth n energy? But judges said e vocalist cannot sing... He sang wif his throat, not his diaphragm (spell like tis or not, i lazy to check)...

But then hor, i saw the program introduce tt young team hor, the vocalist even said he got to teach their drummer how to sing properly wif diaphragm (e clip is shot be4 the competition i think)...

But they r very cute lah, they call themselves Mi Lu Bing (Lost Army) but reason is coz they all love MILO BENG!!! But also becoz of tis, i remember their team name... Lol...

I also hate MAY DAY SONGS!!! Then e 1st round hor, the bloody 1st team sang May Day's Sun Wu Kong... I almost offed my tv...

I especially like the full malay team (i think they r called Juz-B)... Coz 1stly, they r all malay and yet they put in so much effort memorising chinese songs... They sang the number 1 to die for song of Shin Yue Tuan (Si Le Dou Yao Ai), tt song hor, i sing at ktv also wan to die, and they actually challenged themselve wif tt...

So cool... And their chinese i can understand leh!!! Hope they would be in the finals... Love their effort... There is also another team of mixed race, called Si Nu Pi, (which sounds like snoopy but duno they meant it as snoopy or not, coz got one malay guy dress like spider man)... The spiderman is uber high, but he anyhow sing his song, the chinese words all never come out... I knoe coz got subtitles... Haha..

But they r good too... And judges love tt team...

The all girls team hor, (Glamours) i duno wat to say about them...

Then got alot of PRCs also... Got 2 kungfu guys too, but they out already...

I was rather excited about e competition in e beginning... Coz i thot it would be more interesting to watch coz its live band and they r most probably formed for some time... Thus they should be more experienced than those solo singing competitions... Shd be more gd stuffs to look at...

But then the judges chose all kinds of patterns of teams, so it wasnt really wat i thot liao...

I missed the last one, coz went out wif Jul... Actually i am not really interested already... Also i dun wanna hear more songs i dun like... They confirm sing alot of May Day songs... hahahah...

But they r very smart... They dun reveal e judges score tis time round, so they can rig the results if they wan to...

So smart...

Moi Son

Its very difficult to take nice pics of my son, coz he erm, 1 doesnt pose unlike Bondie, 2 he black black one, cannot see his face even if he pause himself...

Anyways, tt night, when my sis n i were bored, i told her to take pic of him wif her hp, u noe la, SE phone cam very gd one... Then i happily joined in e fun, lol... Then we both started snapping away wif our hps and my son was wondering wat e hell we were doing...



U cant tell e diff of his after groomin, coz he erm black black one.. But his fur is very short but e groomer left his neck fur unshaved... Its kinda funny in real life, coz he looked like hes wearing a vest, jus tt u cant really tell on e pic...

Wat i wan to show is his tail...


U see, so funny... Tt groomer very funny make his tail like tt...




I dun think u remember how it looks like be4... So i dug some old photos to show...


Tail be4 like tis one lor... Now so funny, but everyone kept saying its cute and wan to catch tt ball... Hahah...

Some random old photos since i am at it anyways...


His classic sleepin position... Sigh, he think tt hes a cat...


Cute eh... But black black no face...


Moi comfy blanket...


Its rare tt he looks in e cam...


Tis one he lookin at me, not e cam... Tis pic he still smaller...


Tis one our old beds, we joined our 2 single beds then he like to sleep inbetween our pillows...


Tis one new beds liao... My bed still same lah, jus tt my sis one is e higher queen size bed... He cannot sleep lidat liao though, coz i put e tissue box there now... See he sleep until so ugly, legs open one... tsk tsk...


He loves my sis's blanket...


Black black again... Here u can see he quite fat, got pear bottom...


Very cute like lamb meh meh lidat... Hes licking my leg... (still a puppy then)


Tis is a follow up shot after e prev, very funny hor? I must haf tasted great... Hahaha...


Its a water mat but no more liao, the bit e thing then e water/oil leaked out... Still slim...


His bone bone, still slim...


He loves milky bones...


Hes holdin on to his own bolster... Tis one is his wife... He screws her everyday... Purposely bought for him, coz he humps our bolsters then so disgusting, so got one for him, his size... Lol...

But now his wife dun look like tis, shes naked... He dun like her to be dressed up so he strips her whenever i put back, so in e end i threw e cover away, coz he started to eat and tear it apart... So violent... Hardcore sex, pity his wife...

I decided not to neuter him, also coz he too big liao, more risky... My frenz dogs died at the surgery... I scared, so i dun wanna him to go thru e risk... Since he doesnt hump ppl, ok liao lah, jus let him hump his wife lor...

Its rather disgusting though, i hate it when he do tt... But then neuter liao doesnt mean they dun hump, they still do, maybe no sperm bah... Anyways, all dog owners live wif these, females haf to deal wif their menses, worst i thot...


All dogs supposed to sit like tis... Tis is e normal position, but then he hor, think too fat or wat, he doesnt do tis... He happened to sit like tis coz i was scolding him or something, tts y his ears went back...


He sit like tis one lor, so ugly... Like human lidat...


Tis one i like, coz like bear like tt... Very cute...


He look like hes pooing... Haha...


U dun think he sit like human meh... U see his position... Duno he learn fr where one...


I love tis pic... He looked like kena squashed lidat... Hahahah...

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Last Part

Alright, continuin where i left off... So while i was accompanying Jul to kino to look at graphic books, we were wondering wat to eat... We were damn hungry, and i haven eaten anything since i woke up...

I asked if she had any cravings... And she said, "Stingray! BBQ Chicken Wings! Hao Jian! Juut Juut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Me: -______________-" Orchard where got such things one???

Newton circus one renovatin then their temp also duno which stall nice... Besides their food is very ex... Then i said AMK, Yishun, she said cannot near my place! Chomp chomp she said far, sembawang she also said far, coz no car... And other than tt she dun haf anything tt she wans to eat liao...

Finally i suggested going suntec then eat the mala hot pot steamboat... And happily she went... Hahah...

Luckily she can eat... She can really eat... I jus let all the food swim inside and she fished them out... Then i kept on toking, and pretend eat every once in a while... I think she noticed coz duno when she started to keep pushin the food to my side and said, "Nah!"...

Then she very funny, grumbled no Quail Eggs, i said haf wat... She said dun haf... Then i asked her to look at e menu again... She looked damn long and still never see... So i said if haf, u give me 10 bucks ar... Then she continued look look but still cannot find... Then i pulled e menu away fr her and said, "Time's up liao, enuff!"... Then i looked (though i took some time too, lol) n showed her...

Then eat halfway, i wan to die liao, cannot eat le... I asked if she can still eat, she said chirpily, "CAN!"... Then she diao me and said, "U full liao arh, so fast!"... Luckily she can eat, coz i was forcing food down... Hahahh... So i tok more she eat more... I wan to leave space for e dessert mah...

She added, "Full gd mah, full means u enjoyed ur meal"... I think food tastes especially gd when u eat wif someone who enjoys food... Although she is damn fussy... It is shown on her face when she likes her food... Rather than eat wif those anything also nice or everything also not nice or lidat lor those kind of ppl...

We tok alot, gossipped alot alot also...

Then later on i really very full but she still wan to order her quail eggs, she said aiyah 4 only, can eat one lah... Then ended up they gave us 8!!!! Then she kept laughing... I ate 2 and the rest give her... Also duno she got finish or not... But we left some food swimming and drowning inside...

Although e white soup base is salty but i think they didnt put msg coz i wasnt thirsty... So tts gd... I enjoyed e mala hot pot tis time e best, so i think its still e kind of ppl u eat wif tt matters... But e hot pot wasnt as hot as e last time i ate though... Not complainin though, coz my arse is still painful!!!

We headed back then stopped at Starbucks to drink... She drank ice jelly latte, i had ice jelly mocha... E coffee is nice but not e jelly... Then tis time round, she tok more... Lol... More gossips gossips...

Then she spoilt brat was hoping tt she missed her last train so tt she can haf e excuse to take cab... Hahahah... But anyways, it was 15 mins be4 her last train... We sat at the platform and tok n tok... Then i dun let her board her train... Hahahah... Coz i wan to tok more mah, so rare to meet up wif her...

So she took her last train back... And i went home too... We are of different directions...

I also stupidly forgot my stylus at home yest, but luckily not lost, though i got spare...

I wan to go donate blood wor... I can donate again liao...

I saw alot alot of bags i wanna get leh, i saw them at city link and i also saw them at cineleisure... Sigh, but cannot buy cannot buy... I also saw alot of long necklaces i wanna get but all 20+... Ex leh!!! Sigh sigh...

Will post pics of my son tmr...

Titanic 2 Trailer

In case u duno, its jus a parody trailer... But no matter, how e hell did e guy do tis? How long did it take? So brilliant!

Take The Lead

Alright, now to my long entry... I just woke an hr ago, coz i *sigh*, only managed to sleep at 7 + am... I couldnt sleep wif e probing headaches, bad stomach and painful arse... I shd haf taken panadols, but somehow it didnt occur to me last night...

Yest, i told Jul to meet at 305pm... But when i was done, it was already 245!!! I haven taken cab for some time and thot i shd do it... Coz erm, i thot Jul is the on-time kind of person... And its off peak also, so going orchard on a cab was not as scary as those times i had...

I took Silvercab, and the uncle is neat and polite... I like cab drivers wearing long white sleeve shirts, like the mercedes cab drivers, it makes them look really polish n smart... We didnt chat though coz i was tired and had to juggle my motion sickness... Like i said anything more than 8 bucks would kick my illness in... But to be polite i didnt listen to my mp3 player though in case he decided to tok...

Nearing 3, Jul smsed me and said shes gonna be late... It was raining heavily and her bus jus arrived... I said ok and told her i was on a cab... She then said then she take cab down also... Wa, tis kind of ppl where to find, usually ppl dun bother one lor... Then again, if she doesnt we would haf missed e show... Though we did missed e 1st 5 mins of e movie...

Surprisingly, my cab driver was great, he drove so fast i reached at 3pm... Lol... But i was suffering from motion sickness badly though... The movie was at 320pm and Jul arrived at 330pm...

When i was waiting for her, another big grp of young chaps were waiting for their frenz too... But in the end their fren didnt turn up and e rest went in for e show, only left 2 boys who stood outside, not knowing wat to do wif their extra ticket... So they came to me (shyly), and asked if i wan the extra ticket... Obviously i told them its ok, coz we were watching e same movie anyway... They even went to give to e one tt tears ur ticket... They didnt approach e guy next to me though... Haha... Then they looked so lost wif e ticket in their hand which brough a smile to my face...

They haf gd vibes i can tell... Its gd to be young and spirited...

Anyways, Take The Lead is a very nice movie... I believe its a movie almost anyone would enjoy unless u cannot catch their english without subtitles... Very funny movie, i had a gd laugh through out e movie, and if u dun, u got to loosen up urself, man... And it makes u groove to the beat!

There was tis moment of e movie where the final contestants were in e final round of dancing competition, and the main characters did an exceptional trio dance... When e dance ended, ppl in e movie clapped and marveled at them (coz it was a competition)... But the amazing thing was, in the theatre itself, people applauded and cheered at the same time!!! I thot it was really cool, and i was pretty touched, though by duno wat... Hahaha...

I had watched movies be4 tt had tis kind of reactions fr e crowd, largely competitions movies... Every time these kind of things happen, I felt the movies did an excellent job of bringing the films larger than life, affecting and uplifted the moods of the audience... Great job!

But if u asked me, though i had enjoyed Take The Lead and would love to catch it again any time, i would haf prefered Dirty Dancing 2: Havana Nights... Dirty Dancing 2 had more dancing, and their dance moves progresses slowly... Take The Lead had a pretty fast transition mixing ball room dance wif hip hop, in fact it pretty happened within one scene...

But Dirty Dancing 2 was different... It was about tis rich, classic american gal who dances classic or ball room, meeting tis poor odd job damn gorgeous (to me) guy in Cuba before the Revolution breaks out...

And ppl in Cuba are very free spirited... The guy slowly influenced his spanish moves and sensual grooves to the rigid uptight gal...

Their dance was great, and very sensual, i love it! And they were very real too... Their last dance (contest), however was disrupted by the eruption of e revolutionary violence and sad to say, the couple werent meant to be together... However, though they knew that they would never see each other again, they had sex tt night... (Which kind of spoils e whole feeling to me)... But of coz, it was meant to be romantic...

And on top of tt, the special appearance of Patrick Swayze, male lead from Dirty Dancing 1 (1987!), totally blew my mind away... He is still as sexy as ever... And his moves are still as sleek... He appeared as a dance instructor and when he appeared on e screen, the majority of audience actually *GASP* aloud... I am sure he brought back so many memories... But obviously the young ones wouldnt noe y we GASP!!! Lol...

But its jus my personal preference on tis... Coz i am sure ppl would prefer Take The Lead, coz of the r&b, hip hop modern combi, and its a newer movie obviously...

Go catch it though (i meant TaKE The Lead), u would haf a great time... I am sure!

More later...

A quick one be4 i sleep!

Went out wif Jul today coz her company off... She surprised me in the noon (while i was still on my bed though awake), after some sms, online msges, i went to meet her in 1.5 hrs time, which was not enuff, and thus i took a cab down to town!!! But ok lah, she did e same too... More about tt tmr...

We caught Take The Lead, ate nice steamboat, had nice coffee (her treat, she is so nice, but she demands abalone when i said i'll treat her once i found a job!!!), and had great conversations...

I thot i had a really gd time today... Coz everything went pretty well (minus e fact tt she was er hem, late for e movie), and it was much more enjoyable than i thot it could haf been...

I am not feeling very well now coz we ate Chong Qing Mala Hot Pot jus now, and i would be sick every time i eat tt... My stomach's very weird now, it jus felt like its bloating n it felt like bursting... And thus i feel like puking... May be e hot pot, or e chemical reactions wif e coffee...

The headaches are worst tis time... I am exploding!!!

No matter, i had done my stuffs and i am tired i wan to sleep now... Also coz my sis sleepin, cannot type more... Cannot click more...

My son was especially happy to see me back today... So cute...

I would type more tmr, coz i haf many things to say... Jus hope my motivation doesnt die off after i wake up... Long entry tmr...

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Sunday

Phew... All done... More relaxed tis sunday compared to e usual, coz my sis's not working today... She very funny one, thurs coz sian of work, so jus left office in late noon, then fri holiday, then sat dun wanna go and dun bother take mc, today also...

I noe she is not happy wif her work, and been very sick of everything... Just tt when she yest night told me alcohol tastes like water and tt she cant taste alcohol anymore etc, i noe its getting worst... I jus told her "Dun becum like a zombie"...

Anyways, she helped wif e chores... Took e silly tv cable off my pc liao, vacuumed, cleaned off some dust, changed bedsheets, washed them... Shes vacuuming my mum's rm now...

I am more relaxed today also coz no need to bath n groom my son...

But i am thankful... Coz i am not in e best of mood... Very moody lately... May be due to e heavy menses i am having now, n i lost my appetite as well... Nothing much jus cant bring myself to smile... So i am in my serious black face now...

One piece of advice from me in the event if u do household chores wif ur hubby next time or watever... It is better to do household chores alone, but if u need help or something, do it in separate rms or different stuffs...

Coz tension sure builds up when ppl haf different ways of handling chores... When my sis n i were in my rm jus now, cleaning... I knew e tension kind of built up, so i went to e living rm, ate my lunch and after she was done, came back n do my part...

There, no quarrels...

One happy thing though, i finally found e 3 songs of L'Arc En Ciel tt ive been searching for... I haf many songs but i lack 3 songs of theirs which i love alot... I found them and i am happy, though still cant bring myself to smile... But i noe i am happy... Though their live versions were so much better than their CD versions... But aiyah, u noe HYDE lah, he everytime do so well in his concerts... But nonetheless, i still love them...

Something jus happened!!!!

My son jus puked on my sis's bed, didnt i mention we just changed our bedsheets?

But its cleaned up, and my sis happened to be out for awhile... He got 2 strokes of cane fr my mum... I am so creepy u noe y? Just now when i was changing my own bedsheets, i changed e one which he puked on e last time, and when i was done, i shouted at him, "Dun puke on my bed again ar!"... Coz somehow i got a feeling he would do it again...

Little did i noe, he did it again, jus tt it was on my sis's... I should haf said dun puke on both our beds...

He die le...

Words from my mouth are so scary...

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Didnt Work

Absolutely didnt work at all...

I waited for my sis to come back, bath, then blow dry her hair, play wif my son, then chit chat, then she fall asleep, then by the time i sleep, its already too late and then i didnt wake up early enuff...

Sigh...

Friday, April 14, 2006

Before I Sleep

I did all the things i shd, i showered, blew dry my hair coz i got time... All skincare products applied (hair, face, body), all mails cleared, done wif my neopets, checked all e blogs, everything done... Except i think my son haven pooed... But duno he wan to poo tonight or not, coz he noon pooed additionally..

Now i can prepare to sleep at 12 and hopefully turn back my bio clock...

I knoe i always say tt but it doesnt work all those times unfortunately...

I feel alittle tired now, coz yest night i didnt sleep much, so hopefully, tonight would be the night... Of coz i must make sure i wake up early early tmr...

However, my sis's not back yet... So if i fall asleep be4 she does, she would wake me... Damn... Nvm, later see how...

The pet shop i went tis noon is owned by a middle aged couple, who loves the animals i can tell, the groomer (wife) does, not very sure about e husband though... I think maybe not as passionate as his wife...

Lets say if u r going holiday and u wan to put ur pets at pet hotels (so called lah), tt pet shop offers one of the cheapest rates i heard, only over 10+ a day...

They dun speak very well english, but they still try their best conversing wif me... So i really appreciate tt... Though i initially thot e guy was rather weird when i called to make e appointment yest... He sounded like those foreign workers wif indian eccent... Also he doesnt answer my questions n toks about irrelevant stuffs and also didnt even take down my name be4 putting down e phone...

Be4 i reached, i told my sis, scarly the indian guy turn out to be chinese... And of coz, true enuff, he did... I saw him when i went to collect my son... Funny thing was he called my hp and said, "Happy is ready, u can collect him now!"... Ok, in e 1st place, my son is Pappy (i wrote down on their paper, Pap n my particulars), and secondly, say until like i go collect CAKE lidat... Lol... "Ur chocolate cake is ready, u can come n collect any time..."

But still, having seen the couple, they are nice ppl... Simple, nice and contented ppl... I like to see ppl lidat...

So it looks like i would patronise their shop the next time again... I think i'll walk there next time, carrying my son, i dun think he can walk tt distance... Hes erm, abit fat and lazy... Today he wanted to go home already after crossing 2 blocks... Tsk tsk!

My sis asked me take cab next time... But i told her i can walk carryin him... She looked at me as if i just said something crazy... Becoz of e distance i guess, but i walk alot so its fine wif me... She doesnt, so it seems damn far to her...

Then finally accepting wat i said, she replied, "Ok, nvm, u can lose weight too!"... Lol...

I wonder do i get another free scarf next time, i hope its of a different color than today's one though... Lol... Yes, i am super cheapskate!!! Cannot arh? Bleah!

I wonder wat i shd do now, only 1130... Cannot sleep too early...

Groom Groom

Brought my son to do full grooming today... $35 bucks... Near my house... My 2nd sis's bf went overseas, so she used his car meanwhile... Do everything lor, cut nails, clean ears, cut hair, bath... The price is ok, just abit heart pain...

He very poor thing, wan to cry lidat when i left him there... Took 2.5 hrs... I asked to shave his fur off coz he drops alot of fur... But e groommer say leave abit fur nicer... Groommer (groomer?) also say my dog not pure, either mixed wif long coat chihuahua or jack russell, see i so clever... I also say tt...

Anyways, then i went to shop for my groceries n toiletries be4 going to pick him... Got car mah, but raining heavily, so troublesome...

U noe my sis driving skills lor... I got to keep very alert even though i noe nuts about driving... Got to help her see the left side, parking etc... I also duno how to see, but seems i am doin fine though using my great common sense... lol

I dun haf contact wif cars in the past coz nobody ard me drive... Then my colleague got one time drive me, then i left something inside when we went back office... He just threw me his key and left... I was like ??? Hahahaha... Of coz in the end, i used my common sense and unlock e car...

I didnt noe how e security locks work, and all tt at tt time... I just assumed... Lol... Coz i paiseh tell my collgeague... Dun wanna be called a sua ku... Muahahaha... No big deal obviously but i really duno anything at all about cars... Lucky i am observant arh... If not if his car alarm goes off, i duno go where dig hole n hide...

Now abit lah, but still duno... Like they always ask me white, or red or yellow parking, etc... Its like, how i noe, when i never even learn anything about driving... Then judge e parking space also, how i noe how much space to leave on my side... I got no experience wor... And how i noe whether will scratch e car at e side or not...

But all in all, luckily my common sense is my biggest weapon... It so far had not gotten me into trouble... Hahahahah... To protect my ego n pride, i would always rely on my common sense when i duno how to do it and pretend i do... Lol

My son was very timid at the shop, i asked... He now very obedient... I think he had a shock of his life... Hahaha... Nvm, theres always a 1st time... Actually if im working, then every few mths, $35 is ok lah, jus tt now no money so feel heart pain...

I spent $40+ on the groceries + toiletries shopping...

Now left 10 bucks in my wallet... Hmmm...

My son look very cute leh, especially when they cut his tail and left a ball of white fur at e tip... Lol, very cute... Also got free blue scarf... So handsome, i dun even wan to take it off...

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Movies Ahead

I haf 3 movies i wanna catch...

1st is Tristan & Isolde (how u pronounce tis word? i sold? i sol del? is ole?)... I like movies of ancient english set... Actually i like movies which are set in the ancient times... And its a little on war too... But the main story is about love though, was rather disappointed at the end of the trailer... But it promises warring drama and action as well... Hmm...

2ndly, Take The Lead... Oooo, another dance movie, i obviously dig dance movies... I love dance movies, not the Shall We Dance kind, which is Love Drama wif dance elements... This is about classic ballroom dance (which i love) mixed wif hip hop for a new modern twist of style... Lots of hip hop, and r&b... Am already excited... Maybe i'll catch tis alone... Lol... Doubt ppl appreciate dance movies anyways...

3rdly, Hostel... Remember i said i usually find sawing through the flesh right in ur face scene gory, in the Hills Have Eyes entries? Well, there u haf it! Hostel (i heard) is one of the most gory movies ever! Coz i heard tt they really saw thru e flesh and show u the process etc... The movie is very heavy in violence... Although the genre is not gore which is weird... Anyways, its a R21 movie...

Its about tis place where you can punish, torture or kill ppl for a price... The leads were led to a place by lust and gotten themselves sold off to tis trade...

I hope its not as disappointing as Texas Chainsaw Massacre (R21 but they cut off all the gory scenes, duh) ...

Its from the ppl who gave u Cabin Fever, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Kill Bill (all violent movies) ... It already received overwhelming responses overseas (asia as well), they say alot of ppl came out vomiting...

Cabin Fever was gd, very creepy, i was affected for awhile... I wasnt feelin alot during e movie, but after i got home then all the things started to haunt me... Lol... But tt movie is different from Kill Bill n the Texas one, these 2 are violent movies, but Cabin Fever is about human nature n diseases, gory obviously, coz the virus spreads on your body, eating n rotting away your flesh down to ur bones, slowly... And worst its contagious... Ewww...

I remembered for some time i dun dare to drink water fr e tap... Lol, and i take more looks at my water be4 drinking it...

Any takers? Love/War, Dance, Intense Gore & Violence?

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

‘People from poly should know their place’

‘People from poly should know their place.’ said one JC student.

There is a Polytechnic vs Junior college war going on with online singapore gamers. JC students are insulting the poly students as stupid and mindless while the poly students counterback that JC students have no logical thinking and only memorise books.

This was taken from an article fr newspaper...

We all know there is tis war going on be it right out in your face or behind your back. It had always been there and in my opinion would always be ard till the day everybody goes to unis, or everybody goes to high schs together...

But even so, there would always be classifications between top unis and lousy unis (for those low graders) or top 5 or 10 high schs and neighbourhood high schs (for those who did badly for "O" levels but die die still got to go high sch)...

So there would be comments like, "People from neighbourhood schools should know their place."... Actually tis comment already exists...

Simply coz Singaporeans r lidat! No matter wat u do, they would always say tis... Becoz we r never equally rich, our jobs are never equal, there would always be different social status...

The other day i said a comment wrongly to SZ... Not exactly wrong but i think it would make her get e wrong idea at tt pt... She wouldnt remember now anyways...

Coz shes graduating wif her degree soon...

I said, "Now more n more ppl haf their degrees liao, i feel very imbalanced! (xin li bu ping heng)!"

Any other undergrads would feel very smug over wat i said... But fortunately, my fren is not tt kind of person... Although many yrs ago, she used to think tt certain kind of ppl wif certain kind of jobs are unfit to be wif Uni grads, but of coz, she doesnt think tis way anymore...

Tis is one thing i like about her, her values n perspectives grows n develops over e yrs, whereas others simply jus stuck there and refuse to accept watever is happening, and only believing in wat they choose to...

Although sometimes the frequencies in her change often drives me crazy... Lol, but tis is another thing altogether...

Anyways, when i went back, i realized tt wasnt wat i meant... I tend to make alot of tis kind of mistakes wif her lately... I didnt bother to clarify coz it wasnt impt... It would be gd too if she felt gd about herself then, and glad tt shes went thru it n going to complete her degree... Its jus e 1st line above tt reminded me of tt conversation...

I wasnt saying tt coz i was inferior as compared and tt i shd get a degree or something... Coz tts jus isnt me at all...

Wat i was trying to say was, wif a degree, it is easier to switch industries, it is easier to find better opportunities... Just like e last recruit, i saw SIA looking for Admin person but a degree is a must, in any area... Better companies, who r more reputable, stable, and pays better, hires admin ppl wif a degree...

So unless u haf e right connections, as a dip holder (worst a design dip holder), if u wanna do admin, u haf to settle for small MNCs, which would pay u little, and worst might downsize, retrench, cutcost any time...

But of coz, i am not saying tt having a degree means u r more superior, in case those ppl starts to swell... Ive worked wif companies who fired degree holders within their probation periods...

It simply means u haf a better head start, a better starting pay... So ultimately how well u do later on, depends on how capable ur work abilities are, how smart u really r, which would never be reflected on ur cert...

So for those without gd head starts, they would haf to compensate wif hard work and their time in life for a better job next time... But in reality, 5 yrs of experience in a MNC doesnt mean it qualifies u to work at a reputable company... TIS IS LIFE, TIS IS REALITY!

I mean, lets face it... Who doesnt wan to work for a bigger, better company, which is stable, offers higher pay and better career prospects? No doubt we learn more at MNCs (well, mostly)... But ultimately, as we grow older, we would all want a stable well/decent paid job...

When i said imbalanced, i meant the fact tt, becoz those ppl ard had completed their degree, they can just move on wif their next phrase... Whereas i am still stuck on the phrase where i got to work for 3-4 yrs, and then go for a degree (3-4 yrs) and then move on wif the next phrase...

Its e number factor tt i felt imbalanced... At 22, those ppl can just concentrate on building their career and their own family fr tis moment onwards coz they haf fully completed all the neccessary involvement that they need to on their study phrase... I did a check and i can only proceed at 30... And meanwhile i got to juggle between savings, working, studying, enrichment courses, etc... Also, i had to pause my life and go for a degree education...

So it just felt a part of my life is taken away... U get wat i mean?

Thus, i did comtemplated on forgoing my degree studies... Becoz tt would make my life easier... I do not haf to slog so hard for tis 8 yrs...

However, it cannot work tis way... While i am not the kind of person who is motivated by money... I noe i cannot stop here, simply becoz i am not following my industry anymore... I need to get the degree to widen my opportunities... Or a specialised degree tt i might switch to...

I haf an area tt i wan to go into but not for e next 4 yrs... If need be, for the total switch, i might haf to go take another dip and to degree which would take 4 yrs full time, coz i found out i couldnt jus go over degree like tt... But i think i can if i go overseas studies... But overseas is way off my budget...

If i dun take e switch then i would do private part time degree studies (4 yrs) (might be a business degree), while i am working... But same thing, not for the next 4 yrs... Coz i haf other commitments... Money is e key element here...

Like wat i always say, unless of coz, i find a rich husband and marry myself off... Then maybe things will accelerate... Muahahhahaha... But of coz, its not going to happen... Or i picked up a bag of money, or i won 50K in a lucky draw... Which again, would not happen... Hahha...

But no matter, poly or not, degree or not, u just haf to move on... Then u would see where u r going, whether u need to make any changes, whether u like ur industry, etc... Just tt, sometimes when u r at crossroad, it is just so difficult to even make e next step...

My fren always say, "U can take ur time in life to find out wat u wan, but dun take too long"... I often kept quiet about tis, becoz, like it or not, my fren is the blessed kind, he gets wat he wans, life is often too smooth for him...

But life is not as simple as u find wat u wan, pursue it and then happily ever after... (Actually hes toking about e ideal job u wan)

So e last i met him, he said tis again, and i was abit frustrated...

Me: So y do u HAVE to find out wat u wan?

Him(shocked): ... hmm... coz it makes u happy.

Me: Ok, then it doesnt matter whether how long u take if wat u wan is truly wat u r seeking from e bottom of ur heart. Y do u haf to put a time limit to something u r looking for, which would make u happy?

Him: .......

Me: If not, it doesnt matter whether u find out wat u wan. It doesnt make life any less worth living even if u do not haf or find out wat u wan...

I also wanted to say, unfortunately, most ppl do not get wat they wan (as in ideal jobs), but he wun get it so i didnt add on... I am not saying becoz ppl dun get wat they wan, so dun do it... I am saying at the least u haf to understand e fact tt most ppl dun... And if u noe tis and yet tell me, "Celest, i noe but i am still gonna pursue it!" then seriously, i would feel so proud to haf a fren like u... Becoz not many ppl haf e guts when they saw both side of the coin...

Anyways, according to JC ppl, intelligence is measured by their superior education...

Whether u r smart or not to me is not impt, i am not going to feel impressed if u can tell me, y my cells die or how big e galaxy is, wat ham is made up of, watever... But then if u r toking about book smart or knowledge, obviously it is measured by how hard u memorise ur books...

To me, truly intelligent ppl are those wif both book smarts n street smarts...

Street smartness often makes a person charismatic and charming... However street smartness doesnt cum from certs, poly, degree, phd, O/N levels, PSLE... They dun come fr there unfortunately... Which is wat makes these kind of ppl unique but often painful...

Becoz street smartness often comes wif a price and stories...

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Impressions

Just after i ate my dinner a moment ago, i wanted to drink something... I saw orange juice in my fridge and thot of making Screwdriver... So i took the volka from e living rm to e kitchen... And then my mum started screaming...

Mum: Wat u doing? U take wat in?

Me: Huh? Alcohol lor...

Mum: For wat?

Me: Drink lah!

Mum: Where got ppl drink alcohol after dinner?

Me: How cum dun haf?

Mum: U dun drink one wat!

Me: Huh? I always drink one wat... (i was e one who finished most of the big volka bottle anyways) Just u never see only... Me n sis always drink at night...

Anyways, to me, there is nothing wrong drinking after dinner... Like how i order a drink after or during a meal... Actually she knows i drink, coz she already said tis many times, jus tt u noe, when ppl had e initial impression tt u r a certain way, no matter how u r not, ppl would still think u r lidat...

Tis reminded me of some things though...

Its just so strange how ppl see me... Either ppl see me as those stupid, nerdy, quiet, ugly, no life, obedient, no guys wan tt kind, or they would see me as disgusting, flirt, act smart, act mature, rich, spoilt, rude, always club, always steal ppl's bf, always sleep ard, always make use of guys tt kind...

I dun get it, how can i protray 2 such extreme impressions...

So whenever i think of tis, i jus feel tt its all in the mind of those ppl who pass such judgements... If it is in me tt protrays e above qualities, then y e hell are both personalities so extreme (north n south)... Its crazy... Jus doesnt make sense...

Weeks ago, i was telling my fren tt there is tis one guy during my poly who hates me to e core for no gd reasons... Simply coz i had never spoken to him be4... No, actually its more like he hate me so much fr e moment he saw me, till e fact tt whenever i tried to greet or tok to him, he ignored me 100%... Like i was air...

I mean sometimes meeting some new ppl or classmates, there r definately ppl u dun see eye to eye wif... But even so, its not enuff cause for me to ignore tt person totally... And then believing 100% those qualities tt i cooked up in my mind and matched it to tt person... Freaking weird...

If i had never encounter these kind of weird ppl, i would haf felt very hurt for awhile... But i did in the past (all e time actually), so i got over it pretty soon... Like how one gal in secondary sch (same thing we never tok, or rather she dun wan to tok to me), let say we kinda brushed each other slightly when we passed thru a small corridor... She would immediately brush those parts of her tt had contact wif me, as though i am some form of contagious sicken creature...

Its jus so funny... Of coz it wasnt funny then, i was extremely offended but some ppl r lidat, wat to do... Coz i noe theres no way to convince her i am jus a healthy human being... Lol... But i got to say she is damn gutsy doing tt in front of me...

Im saying not many ppl display their outright hatred for someone tt straightforward... Even tt poly guy only ignored me, but he showed his disgust behind my back, u get wat i mean?

And its funny how, many yrs later, i met her while having my bday dinner at e restaurant where she was working... She even had to sing happy birthday together wif e rest of e crew and then gave me a discount... Lol...

Anyways, back to tt poly chap, so for the last 2 yrs of our poly life, he would hang out wif these huge grp of dmd guys after sch... And then he would bitched about me to the rest...

Of coz, eventually i got to noe about it, coz obviously i haf frenz in tt grp... While they kept quiet about his accusations, coz they didnt wan to spoil the so called "brotherhood", they told me about it for fairness... Which is like duh... Wat u wan me to do?

Then during my attachment, tt chap's best fren was wif me on the attachment... If his best fren could accept me n tok to me, i haf no idea where he got his ideas from... One day in e office, his fren said to me, "U noe XX, he really hate u alot!"...

Me: Oh ya, i noe... Funny... But y arh? (Act innocent, coz i think his best fren would noe e best)

Fren: Duno leh, (funny how ppl always say duno then continued a whole list of wat they noe, lol) he said u r very disgusting, ... , ... , ... , ... , ... , etc...

Aiyah, its e 2nd scenario like i mentioned, AGAIN...

I haf no idea how disgusting i was during poly... Coz i do not remember i wore anything outrageous, or reveal my cleavage, wear translucent clothes, like some girls... I also do not reveal my thick arms, or tummy...

In fact, i thot i was rather conversative, though i wear skirts but i wear 3/4 length (totally out dated), and i would always be wearing cardigans or jackets, either long sleeves or 3/4...

Nor do i remember i spat, dug my nose, spoke vulgarities, bullied ppl or watever... Even though i do play wif food, though he didnt see tt... Lol...

So anyways, after i relate about tt guy to my fren... My fren actually said tis... "YAH, U DO LOOK LIKE TT (as in e rich, spoilt, steal bf, sleep ard, flirt) !"

Me: Waaaaaattttttttttttt? From wat?

Fren: Ur makeup!

-______________________________-"

Me: Ah doi, i dun put makeup during poly!

Fren: U dun???

Me: Yah, i didnt even put makeup when i was working wif u then (oh, he was my ex colleague)!

Fren: Isit?

Me: I started on full make up now coz of my prev job and also, coz without make up i look really bad coz now my eyes one big one small, coz one side grow double eyelids mah!!! (Ok i didnt tell him these, i jus thot i shd add it in now... Lol)

See lah, guys arh... Anyhow assume one leh...

It is precisely i noe if i put make up and wear certain kind of clothes in poly, ppl would tok alot, tts y i dun do it, coz these kind of things can avoid then avoid coz i kena alot of xiao ren one... I bought jeans in yr 1 to fit the crowd leh... Of coz, i eventually dumped them after we changed class... Coz i hate jeans... I had enuff, wearing jeans n t shirts...

Then i knew it... During yr 2, when i wore back my "usual celestine clothes", which were skirts n blouses N cardigans, my yr 1 classmates said i becum like vain pot, wannabe etc...

But i dun blame them though... Coz i was the one who tried to dress like them in e 1st place...

Just tt i duno how 3/4 denine skirts, and 3/4 tops conjure the idea the being vain, trying to be pretty... When e real pretty ones in dmd wear short skirts, put in nice pink make up, etc...

Duh duh duh... But like i said, i got alot of xiao ren in my life lor... So always kena these kind of things...

Damn

Oh dear, tis is too much, i seriously duno whether its my own stupidity or wat... Damn!!!

I was listening to my recordings today, recordings as in my melody and lyrical compositions... And then i heard a melody clip (which i recorded last yr) which i found it very nice but not yet completed as a full song, no lyrics yet either...

I currently do not haf any musical instruments, so i cannot compose e music i thot of, i can only record it digitally... Which was y i wanted to get a musical pc keyboard last yr when i saw at my sis place and love it... I was playing pieces which i played long long long time ago...

Anyways, i didnt in e end coz i wanted to save money... Though its only 100+...

Maybe i would get it year end, but i am comtemplating musical pc keyboard or an organ... Hmm, nvm, will think about it...

Back to e damn part...

So while i was listening to it, i was marveling at myself for having composed tt nice arrangment, lol...

And then guess wat, while my mp3 player had been playing 200 over jap / korean songs e whole day, many of which ive never heard be4... Lol, coz i never had e chance to listen them all... It just came to tis song which is almost 95% close to my own composition!!!!!!!!

I so hate myself... Either its a complete freaky coincidence, or its just plain tt subconciously i haf already heard tt maybe yrs ago and then thot of it... If its really tt, i would die... Damn it!!! So shameless...

So sad... I still remembered tt i had inspirations on one rainy evening and i wrote tt piece!!! Damn it, and its almost exactly e same...

I cannot work on tt anymore, i would haf to start over on another one...

So bek cek...

DAMN!!!!!

Monday, April 10, 2006

Randoms

I haf many things to get leh...

I still haven bought groceries for e week ($30), i also need to get shampoo & conditioner ($20), umbrella ($8)... And maybe body scrub ($8) soon...

I wan to get Sony white ear piece ($20) for my mp3 player... E ear piece it cums wif r for ppl wif elephant ear holes, it hurts so much n coz it so big it pops out of my ear constantly... The 1st time Jul use it which is like almost 2 yrs ago, she already told me to change it... I asked her isit coz its too big, she said yah...

See, i cannot imagine i tolerated it for so long liao... Tis is y ive been using my phone as mp3 player more recently... Although my motorola ear piece look like shit, wif a silver thingy sticking out, at least it doesnt hurt...

But 2 bad things about it... 1 is of coz e limited space, my card only 128mb, whereas my mp3 player 5 GB... Then secondly, e volume is so loud... The minimum i can go is still too loud when i am in e middle of e quiet night or trying to sleep... Often i get headaches... My mp3 player can go as soft as a mouse... Or as loud as ... Erm, wats loud?

So i changed e ear piece, and now i am using the ancient sony black ear piece (which my bf bought for me as spare many many many yrs ago, i dug it out e other day)... U noe those left n right side equal lengths one... The rubber cushion melted liao of coz... I did try to use e cushion until i made a hole in it, coz it had already sort of melted...

When i was younger, i bought ear pieces which were the less than 10 bucks kind, so it would spoil very soon... Until my bf bekcek and told me to buy Sony ones, coz i always complain, and when i dropped them, the whole thing would break apart... But i refused then, no idea y... So he bought me one spare set in case my current lousy one spoilt then... Which never came to it... Coz i stopped using altogether for some yrs, or the player i bought came wif its own ear piece...

Then i bought a very cool ear phones tt cup ur ears one wif extension for my PC (it was silent for yrs n yrs) coz i haf no speakers, i cannot work on my projects... But normal ones not long enuff... I scouted Sim Lim and got a cheap deal.. It was 40+, and i found one n only shop tt sells it about $30 i think... It was transparent wif green n blue interchangeable covers... I like e green not e blue, so i never used e blue... I wanted white n black, but i would lose e green, so my bf then told me to get e green... Lol...

But it hurts too u noe... I dun like e cuppin of ears... Anyways, i used it for yrs liao and 2 weeks back its big cover cushions melted le... Actually it had melted for quite some time, jus tt i continued to use it until e whole thing dropped off... The mechanism inside is strange if u dun put covers, somehow, i can e waves impact, but i think its all in e mind... I was comtemplating whether to buy e cushion or not...

But since i do not like e cuppin, i think i would use e extension wif my current black ancient one... Tt would leave a new one for my mp3 player... It looks atrocious tis few days wif e black ear piece, coz my player is white n violet... It jus looks so horrible tt it seemed like screaming... Lol, so being a gd mummy, i would buy a nice white one for it... I would jus get normal ear piece, no more those cup ears one...

So many things to get, but no money leh...

Oh, my son is legalised liao... Got him his license liao, $14 a yr, to be renewed yrly... Ppl said we crazy, coz my son no sound one, neighbours wun complain... But then, hard to say lah, the neighbours here some crazy n perverted one, little bit come up complain scold... Wait they complain my dog i die... $500 leh!!! Mai siao siao...

$14 for a peace of mind, ok lah...

Btw, my entries are not according to when i wrote it one wor... Lets say i missed a few days, then i haf alot of entries, i would set the entries to empty days so tt its spaced out... So u might suddenly see i haf a entry yest or something when i posted only today...

Didnt really matter since my entries doesnt involve e days... Jus tt i wan it to look more organised... Lol...

Just 23 more days, and my beloved fren, SZ will graduate fr her degree officially... Duno how to celebrate for her leh... I dun think going for exercises counts, but we would still go exercise nonetheless on other days...

I think i would need to use my progress package money liao, if not i dun haf money to get e stuffs... Initially i thot i would save e money for my camera... But nvm lah, since its not urgent, and i am waiting for PC fairs anyways, i shall take about 400 bucks, n save e rest for my cam... If not cannot survive lah...

Only 23 days wor, work hard ok? Very fast one... Very soon, we would meet up and go celebrate... Let me go think about it...

Poisoned

Yest in e middle of e night, as usual, im lying on my bed, listening to moi mp3 player... Then my sis she cant sleep...

Oh, tis reminded me of something... E other night arh, after i offed my pc at late night, she hor (supposed sleepin), i went to e toilet, came out and saw something sleeping on my bed, wif long hair pouring out all over... So scary u noe!!!! In e middle of the night leh!!! I thot i saw a ghost... But of coz, its my sis who rolled herself over her own bed and dropped onto mine, which is of lower level...

I told her about it the next day and she asked then how cum she is back on her bed, i said of coz i chased u back, i dun like to sleep on ur bed, even though your bed is so much bigger... Though my bed is only single, and hers a queen size, we both and my son agreed my bed is more comfy... Lol... I didnt haf 2 layers of comforter for nothing...

Anyways, back to last night, after we tok about money, market, economics, investments, we started to drift to other non serious topics, coz i am not interested in how much shes making coz i dun haf e money to invest wif her...

Me: U noe arh, today i saw a recent clip on Gackt, its was in late March one... He became more handsome than ever... I am sure he went to do something to his face...

Sis: Must be lah...

Me: Compared to him in his Diabolos tour, his face had shrunk and became younger... Must be go take botox... The one i told u about last time... Diabolos very obvious he aged alot, i was kinda surprised... (Maybe coz he was too bz n stressed) His face widened as he ages too...

Speaking of widening... The other day, i was telling her, i always wonder y humans, especially guys, their faces would generally widen and becum longer when they grow older (be it they r slim or fat, take a look at ur father photos)...

Her theory is tt due to the muscles singers used, their lower part of face would widen... But then i believe my theory is more logical... Coz it fits general public...

I think its more like as u age, ur muscles n flesh would loosen up, much like sagging, and thus e expansion... It wouldnt be as tight in e past... And since according to the Botox experts, besides bones, muscles are e elements to sculpt your face shape... So i think tts e cause...

Anyways, watever, tts not impt... Back to e conversation...

Me: Anyways, he really really very handsome now leh... Aiyo... (Drooling) Maybe his face becum smaller coz he had short hair now, compared to e corn rolls he had in diabolos... But i dun think so though...

Sis: Yalor...

Me: But he sang his song and i nearly fainted...

Sis: Y leh, cannot make it as usual?

Me: Yah, he was off pitch through out the song, and he couldnt hit any of the notes even though he already lowered e pitch...

Sis: He always like tt one lah, he cannot sing compared to other solo artists...

Me: Actually its not like he totally cannot sing, jus tt i think he couldnt be bothered, so dun bother to warm up...

Sis: Yah, he too famous liao...

Me: But even so, he was more handsome than usual, so the song can forgive lah... Can overlook tt... Lol

Me/Sis: Muahahahahahaah....

Actually i cant really remember wat my sis said, lol, but i noe she was toking alot more than i can remember... It sounded so one sided here... Lol

Actually to be honest, i always prefer HYDE if i haf to choose... Coz i like HYDE since i was a kid, i only like Gackt in recent yrs... I always thot its crazy to like 2 artists (as in really like), but luckily theres a place for both of them in my heart... Hahahah... I striked a balance...

U see, though i like HYDE more, i think of Gackt more... Coz its simple... Theres always something wrong fantasizing about a guy who is married and has a kid... So its always kinda weird to think about HYDE... Lol... And also the height issue, its also weird to day dream about a guy who's only 157-158 cm, though i dun really mind, since tt doesnt bother anyone wif his super high platforms... Jus kinda weird... U cant tell his height in real life... I jus haf a prob imagining how tall he would be if i even dream about him...

Dreaming about a idol u like who is so god damn gorgeous to be e same height as u is jus plain weird, i thot...

No matter, i still love both of them...

More about their music and themselves another time...

Oh, i recently just listened to Tetsu69 from L'Arc En Ciel... I always haf his songs jus tt i never bothered to go check them out... Lol... So i was transfering to my player and wondering whether to delete them or not... But then, his songs not bad leh... I mean, better than i expected... Of coz, its same as his L'Arc En Ciel song styles...

There is something about Tetsu tt is appealing about him... Especially after he lost his long hair like HYDE... Hmm... But i like Chachamaru (Gacktjob) wif his long hair though...

Sunday, April 09, 2006

Take Care Of Ur Blood Glucose!

I am too ahead of my blog, i haf too many things to say but i tell myself to space them out coz u noe, my entries are usually damn long... Actually its not really very long (other famous bloggers write 2, 3 times longer than i do), jus tt most frenz write short and their fonts r smaller too, i am always amazed how u guys can say all e things u wan in jus a few sentences...

Maybe tts y i used to suck at summary writings for English exams... I always found e word limits not enuff, and i would always surely exceed 10/20 words which was acceptable...

I note down some things i wanted to blog, and i already haf 12 on the way... But i noe, somewhere along e line, i would drop some coz i would already haf lost tt feeling...

These few days i haf been quite paranoid about glucose level... I kept testing myself till u can see e obvious little holes on my finger... In fact i jus tested and now e typing kind of sting... But tts also coz i had a rather more painful prick than e usual... I think tt particular needle is longer than e rest, sometimes it happens, and so its rather painful... But other times, it doesnt really hurt...

Also, becoz e pricking i had when i went for the blood donation test was like 5 times more painful, testing at home became a piece of cake for tolerance...

But i made a mistake, i am supposed to only test 2 hrs after food, but i went to do it 1 hr after... So e readings is not accurate as my body had not properly broken down e glucose... Aiyah, wasted one strip and needle...

Ive been quite paranoid coz SZ's fren's dad passed away recently... It boiled down to complications leading from diabetes... Since my mum has it, and she always say its inherited coz my real grandparents and her siblings also died from diabetes (or complications fr it)...

Yest night, i happily tested 2 hrs after supper, i ate apple pie and hot fudge, my sis had big mac meal wif hot fudge, my mum, i also duno wat she ate...

I was 97, my sis 155!!! And my mum 412!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Leaving my mum aside, coz i had already told u she refused to control...

My sis was very high too... I suspected it was e big mac, but she said its e ice cream, but cannot be lor, coz i had e same ice cream too... Even so, if u r normal, u shd be able to break down all e glucose no matter how many ice creams u ate...

She later also paranoid and go test her high blood pressure... Gd thing her pressure's normal, though she always claimed tt e numbers seem high... But i noe e range and she doesnt (i think she jus assumed)... In fact, at times, she is even lower than me slightly...

Anyways, she got to watch it, i told her to test be4 she go work today but apparently she didnt...

Got 2 more strips left, tonight i'll test her again...

Got to buy more strips and needles liao... Another 100 plus bucks!!!

Saturday, April 08, 2006

Me Wif Wavy Hair

I haf always wondered how i would look like when i haf curls... But then, it is too risky to go salon and abit too difficult to maintain for a lazy person like me...

To think i got to wake up one hr earlier to blow my hair already scares me off, coz i already had to wake up 30 to 45 mins earlier to do makeup...

I am too lazy to blow hair after showering even at night anyways...

I till today still do not try perming at e salon, coz i saw many ppl wif undesirable results, besides, becoz my hair is thicker than anyone i haf seen, i noe its goin to look real bad if something goes wrong... Too risky...

Long time ago, i saw methods for waves, temporary measure... So i managed to see roughly how i would look like and whether i suit straight or waves more...

I like both actually... Though i kinda like e wavy look but then thinking of the maintenance automatically snapped me back to straight... Lol... But of coz u would look older wif curls, for e obvious reasons...

After i did my latest dye, i wonder how my hair would look if i do it...

So on one very bo liao middle of e night, i tried it out again, and tis time i took 4 photos... So tt at least i haf a reference to in e future...

I am going to black out my face coz i am not wearing make up and i look horrible... Sigh, if i was wearing make up then perfect liao... Lol...


I wanted to black out e whole face, but then again, i hacked... Haha...


Tis is a better view of e waves... But pic is very blur...


Close up, but still blur... Sigh...


Tis is a clear pic but somehow i prefer e second one... Coz i itchy finger meddled wif e waves then e direction changed...

So there u go, although cannot really see my face, but more or less there lah...

I love my hair color though its not e best, didnt i already mentioned tt? Heh, forgot to ask SZ my hair color nice or not e other day...

Friday, April 07, 2006

Motion Sickness Remedy / Daiso

Yest night, i went to a famous hawker restaurant at Toa Payoh... I think its called Lee Heng Restaurant... Not a restaurant though, its much like hawker centre like e seafood one i blogged about, except tt tis is not really a hawker but more like a small roadside stall...

U noe Malaysia they haf those roadside stalls where they place a few tables and u sit ard there? Yah, tis is e same except tt instead of being at roadside of traffic, its in e middle of hdbs n car park lanes... Lol...

Tt place is called 16 Lou in mandarin, i dun wish to translate coz it would turn out to be 16 Storey, when it isnt a building at all...

The food is gd, minus the soup tt i find too salty (only me, e rest kept saying its delicious) and the curry fish head tt is tasteless... It is the worst curry fish head tt ive eaten... Even the one i cooked some time ago is so much better...

They used the wrong kind of curry powder... It isnt sour at all... Besides, i seriously think they forgot e salt... But nonetheless, we still ate till e last drop... The fish is gd though, very fresh, and e eye ball is huge...

I dun like to eat curry fish head wif ppl who r experts, coz they would eat all the gd parts... I am not going to tell u where r e gd parts, so tt there would be lesser ppl who fight wif me... Muahahahahaha... Aiyah, jus eat e meat lah, i would give u all e meat...

I love e eye balls... But i am goin to tell u it tastes like glue, sticky n disgusting so u wun fight wif me either... Muahaha, i am so evil!!!!

Anyways, we had a gd meal and 6 of us only spent 60 bucks... So cheap!!! We had Curry Fish Head, Big Pot of Soup, Marmite Chicken (very nice, i try to cook next time), Spareribs King, and 1 plate of tasty vege (kai xin)...

I think i got prob liao lah, every time i eat chinese food outside, i would surely say its too salty... And then after eating i would surely haf headaches due to e salt intake...

I think my body has grown accustomed to my own cooking and starts to reject other chinese food... Die liao lah, like tt how to survive... So when i go out, i would tell SZ i dun wan to eat chinese food... Coz all not nice one... For those nice ones too salty... I would now eat jap n western food only... Die!!!

Oh, and i tried one remedy for motion sickness yest... And i also duno whether it works or not, but true enuff i didnt feel like puking yest... Share wif u all arh, if u haf tt prob... Heard tis remedy fr the radio, and heard tt its very effective...

U noe those chinese white pieces of plaster sheets tt u paste on where u got reuthmatism or muscle ache tt kind?

U buy those small pieces one or cut urself and paste it over ur belly button be4 u go on e ride... But must make sure e plaster is e breathable kind...

Got feelin one leh, e naval area would be heated up, and u can feel e sting, which then made me wanna puke even be4 i got on e ride... haha, but i think tts coz i haven eaten anything e whole day... And then it would work on e gas in ur stomach, so u would keep burping... Maybe its e gas tt coops up in the stomach tt starts e motion sickness...

I had it on me e whole night... We went there and afterwards headed to IMM and then back home, no motion sickness leh... Duno working or not... I also cannot confirm... Nvm, next time i go East Coast try, coz i always kena motion sickness when i go East Coast...

But then be4 i sleep i take it off hor, Walao!!! Damn pain lor, like bikini wax lidat... Coz i got belly hair, damn pain leh... All the hairs come out... At 1st i slowly take off then more pain, so i had to quickly pull it off...

Dun put water though, the "wind" will get in, then u would get reuthmatism...

Anyways, we went to Daiso at IMM... Daiso is e huge Japanese departmental Store and sells everything at $2... Their range is huge man!!! I kept questioning confirm tis one 2 bucks mah, confirm tt one 2 bucks mah?

But of coz, Jap though it is, all e stuffs r in jap, so its not tt easy to figure out wat r those things at times, especially skincare products... Though they haf some charts for translation but not all r there... But like $2 stuffs, u dare to put on ur face arh?

All the products r made from china so obviously they r cheap as hell...

Got one auntie asked me about one tube of product in her hand, she asked, "Tis facial foam good or not arh?"... I said i duno, never tried be4, but after i looked at it, i said, "Auntie, tis is not facial foam, tis is hand cream!"... She had a shock of her life, her jaw basically dropped to e floor... Then hastily, she asked, which is facial foam on e rack, to which i said, "Everything here is hand cream!"...

Scary leh, imagine she went home wif e hand cream n wonder y no foam one...

Anyways, i believed many aunties sure kena cheated coz its so cheap, they would haf jus grabbed it...

Anyways, e place was like a paradise... I was a huge fan of 1.99 shop in the past... And i saw many things i like... And there r many materials as well... Alot of categories, gardening, gifts makings, car, gadgets stuffs like cdr, etc, kitchen wares, bathroom stuffs, cosmetics, skincare, house decorations, stationeries, aiyah, alot lah...

While i was there, i had like so many ideas exploding in my mind... Muahahahah...

Then those who noe me, noe i love to collect bottles, containers, boxes... And then hor, they haf many many leh, all 2 bucks only, where to find... SZ, i almost went crazy leh!!!

I cant buy everything so i bought e following wooden baskets... At least they r not something u see everyday...


U see, so cute, i am intending to put keys n other loose stuffs in my closet...


Initially i took a blue one, then i went back n saw tis purple (last one), and i took it and cant decide which to buy... Each has its own beauty... So they asked me buy both, to which even though its cheap, i dun wan to haf 2 of the same coz i saw another one i like...

I ended up choosin tis last purple one... Love it to bits!!!


Tis one i like also, i took it when i went back e 3rd time... Green oriental cloth i like!!! I duno if u noe tis, i like modern oriental stuffs... I haf a few pouches in silky oriental cloths...


So many colors, i like!!!


Tis one very blur leh, but e real thing very nice... Its twisted rope all over... I bought it coz i immediately thot of wat to put in it...

But in actual fact, e 2 above i still haf no idea how to use them... Currently its jus placed in a corner in my closet... Lol... But i like leh... Aiyah i spent 6 bucks only mah...

Heh, bring SZ go there next time, duno would she buy anything or not...

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Ice Age 2

Hmm, let me give u an idea of wat ppl said about e movie...

"WAAA, VERY NICE!!!"

"MUST-WATCHED ANIMATION MOVIE OF THE YEAR"

"THE SHOW IS DAMN FUNNY! LOVE IT!"

"VERY VERY GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"BETTER THAN THE 1ST ONE A THOUSAND TIMES!!!"



But, but but but but but but...

Once again, i do not like it... I did not like the 1st one in the theatre, but grew to accept it after watching at home wif e vcd (expectations lowered)...

I remembered i came out of the theatre (Ice Age 1), cursing... And sayin tt its a bad movie (ignore e animations, modelling)...

But when i watched it at home, a few times actually... I thot it wasnt as bad as i remembered...

I kept an open mind about tis one... Coz everyone kept telling me i must watch it, its very nice etc... Open mind, open heart...

I sat thru e movie, yawning... I even came out of the theatre wif a yawn, and my fren laughed... I tried to laugh at the jokes, even those small silly insignificant ones... But then, i couldnt... It simply wAsnt funny enuff... In fact, i think my fren had an even harder time, coz i hardly hear her laugh at all...

The plot is even simpler than the prev... In fact, there is no story at all... Its jus a journey from one end of e place to e other to escape a disaster... And then e mammoth found his new gf after letting go of the past (death of his wife n kid)... Tts all...

Even their love wasnt convincing at all... Hmmm... Perhaps u cant expect a mammoth to love proper eh?

There wasnt any moment of spur, i didnt feel anything, no tears, no smiles, no nothing... Too flat... So i thot i was a freak again, coz e audience were laughing at things tt i didnt noe how to even giggle...

But i realised my fren felt e same way...

I told her the movie isnt even up to standards, let alone expectations... With so much advertising, it didnt live up to it fame... Too commercialised, too cashed in on th profits...

In the end, we concluded tat Ice Age 2 is more for kids... Yea...

But i more like concluded tat its a guy's movie... I am sure guys would enjoy e movie and e jokes...

No matter i am sure its going to be an excellent animation for e rest of u... I am sure you would enjoy it alot... Hmm, so go watch it... Just not for me... =)

I was one of e few who dislike the 1st one, but watching the second one kinda reminded me y i dislike e 1st... But i got a feeling i am not one of e few tis time round...

GO WATCH OK? ITS VERY GD!!!

I wan to watch e car car (pixar) one... Oh e stupid advertisments lasted for 20 mins, i was so impatient... Aiyo... We watched at PS, then wanted to go Cafe Cartel...

I haf been going to PS n Cafe Cartel so many times for e past 2 mths... But e Q damn long, then we headed to Bishan one...

We both ate steak, and then shared e mudpie dessert... So full... I couldnt sleep last night... But i think due to my lack of sleep i can sleep early tonight leh... Hopefully...

The mudpie was too sweet to my liking... I had a bad headache after all... I think e sugar i consumed equaled to my 6 mths of sugar intake... Gross!!!

Very sweet, but jus too much... I cant take too sweet stuffs...

My entry's kind of strange, i think tts coz i am tired... I cant really type wat i am thinking... Nvm... Besides, i haven eaten anything yet... Going for dinner at 6... Just 1 hr more... No pt eating now...

Considerate GF I am!

While wingede dreamt of Taufik, I dreamt of someone else the other day while i was taking a nap in the evening...

Who who? Well, which guy i always dreamed of?

???














GACKT LOR!!!! Who else!!!!

Lol, but it wasnt surprising actually... Tis few days i haf been thinking of him every moment... When i open my eyes, when i eat, when i drink, when i shit, when i watch tv... Watever u name it... I am not ashamed to say if i dun get my daily dose of Gackt, i would not function like a human (Hyde too)... Though it kind of seemed like my thots of him are making me as weird as him n non human... Lol...

Anyways, tt noon, i was watching his 2005 december concert... But coz it was 3 hrs, i only watched half of it, be4 i started to doze off... And be4 i do, my brain was full of him...

So naturally, he came into my dreamland to meet me...

He was my bf (hides sheepish smile, and hides guilt from HYDE san), and he came to sg to meet my family... And my silly mum cooked him chinese curry, wif bread n rice... I could see it was so wrong, coz he immediately walked out of e kitchen after he saw e food...

Then i told my mum agitatedly, "Gackt dun eat rice one, and he also dun eat fattening food!!!!!"...

Hahahah, wat a considerate gf i am... To think i actually brought my real life understanding of him to my dreams...

Anyways, it was sweet, though not complete coz it was only a short nap...

More about him in another entry... (Always wanted to write about him but lazy)

I watched Ice Age 2 jus now, and had a heavy dinner (I was thinkin of Gackt during e movie, when i was toking to my fren, when i was eating, sigh, he poisoned me!!! I was thinking about him even when i was toking about how handsome e character was fr an anime tt made me drooled...)... But more about it tmr, my sis is sleepin, dun wish to wake her wif my typing...

We walked back from Bishan to YCK again, about 1 hr 15 mins... My jeans were soaked wif sweat... Disgusting!!!

Im hoping to sleep tonight, wake up early tmr and turn my clock back... But duno can or not, coz i am too full to sleep... Urgh... Very full...

More tmr...

Monday, April 03, 2006

Hills Have Eyes Warning

Ok, i got scolded by a few ppl liao tt i didnt mentioned tt this movie is very disgusting... Lol... Even my sis came back last night, and the 1st thing she said after she opened e door was, "Y u never say its so er xin one?"...

I was like ???

Hahhaha...

I did mentioned tt its quite gory and disgusting... But becoz i watch alot of gore movies, i did not find it tt extreme... So my fault lah, my tolerance level is different... But my stomach did churn alittle though...

However, I wasnt expecting such a vast reaction fr others...

My frenz skipped their meals after tt... And my sis and her grp even banned red wine tt night when they go drinking...

I was switching channels and accidentally chanced upon a bloody scene on e tv and my sis jumped and shouted, "I dun wan to see tis kind of thing already!"...

I asked her wat did she find er xin about e movie and she said, everything! Its digusting all the way...

For me, i only find scenes like u practically see the chainsaw sawing thru ur flesh, etc... When they show the whole process i would then find it disgusting...

I thot ppl who accepted Final Destination shd be able to handle it... Hhahhaha, but apparently i was on a different wavelength... They said FD isnt anywhere near tis movie...

I told her the audience i watched was very noisy, especially e girls, they kept screaming (coz they r of a younger age grp)... My sis's audience were adults and she said the whole cinema was very quiet... Coz everyone was so shocked and their jaws dropped... Many times, ppl even closed their eyes coz they jus cant continue watching it...

I tell u ah, if u watch alot of movies at e cinemas, the level of enjoyment of a movie also depends on the audience of the theatre...

Anyways, just so ppl dun say i didnt warn u... Here are some things to expect from e show... (No spoilers)

1) Alot of blood... And when i say alot, it means alot alot alot alot... Whole body soaked thru kind...
2) Alot of death (Well, depending on how u see it, of coz war movies haf more death)...
3) Alot of scary scenes tt make u jump.
4) Alot of corpses, chopped limbs, flesh, organs, and more blood
5) Alot of horrible scenes like e axe hits on e head and e brain spurts out... Ya, tt kind of thing...

I thot its ok, but then now tt i think about it, its really not for the faint hearted...

I finally understand y my fren was saying, "U mean u like tis kind of movies one arh?" thru out the movie to me... I thot he was over reacting... :Lol... My bad...

Sunday, April 02, 2006

April Fools / Pearl Harbor

Yea, tt Neopets tax turned out to be April Fools joke... I did wonder whether its a joke, coz if u surfed alot like me... Yest, its like e whole cyberspace ganged up to post ridiculous stuffs, etc... Haha...

But then i did take in the joke coz i didnt noe their company can be so bo liao to do tt... Did up a user interface, do the scripting etc... Tt to me, is so stupid... Imagine ur Boss asking u do tt, jus for e sake of a joke... I would curse my Boss, coz its not funny at all... Ok, maybe i am e one having e weak sense of humour towards work... Lol...

But all for e joke, i thot they would make a big bulletin to screamed tt its April's Fool or a msg to say e bit at least... But then no leh, they didnt... Its jus tt the tax thingy was removed, tts all... Weird...

I watched Pearl Harbor again weeks ago on TV... For the 2nd time... 1st was in the theatre and i came out cursing... Lol... Coz i couldnt accept tt they turned an exciting war movie into a crappy love triangle... I was anticipating lor, e trailer was so entising... Didnt i already mentioned tt i love war movies?

Even though channel 5 has been airin tis movie for many times, tis was e 1st time i watched it at home... Coz i noe i am going to turn bekcek at e end of e show, so i refused to watch it... But then, since its been so long, and while i was switching channels... I realised tt the movie had already gone over 1 hr i think...

It had already passed those lovey scenes of Ben Affleck falling in love wif e prettiest nurse, Kate Beckinsale (i absolutely adore her, she is so pretty in tt movie), etc... Oh, not to mention, the lousy acting of Ben was more or less over when he crashed into e ocean, so i do not need to tolerate wif tt...

The movie was moving on to the part of Josh Hartnett (Aw, i love him so much, hes damn gorgeous)... Everybody was toking about Ben Affleck in e movie be4 e show, but everybody came out toking about Josh Hartnett instead... Lol...

To me, e last movie Ben Affleck truly acted was Armagedon, and tt was donkey yrs ago, when not many even noe who he is... Afterwards, his acting just couldnt live up to his fame...

I stayed on to watch it... It was focused on Josh Hartnett (Yea i am biased)... I was absolutely blown away and moved to tears on the part where Kate accepted Josh's love, then he flew e plane in the sunset wif Kate on his lap... She wore a red cheongsam... Absolutely beautiful!!!

I was moved more due to e music piece though... It blended perfectly wif e mood, so romantic... I ALSO WANT!!! I dun wan the war though! Its called Tennessee by Hans Zimmer, oh, Enya's Journey is beautiful too...

I already started sobbing when her another female colleague told her her own story to encourage her to accept Josh and move on... She told her her very sad life, and how wonderful it was tt all those bad encounters eventually led her to the man of her dreams... She was proposed later on but in the end she died... Sigh... I cried so hard there, coz its jus so sad... Happiness is jus within her grasp and was taken away...

But tts jus a small sub plot which i doubt anyone remembers...

Then it got rather exciting coz the war was about to start... But jus when my blood started to boil wif e flow of e story and the Jap planes flying over Pearl Harbour for the sudden attack... Damn it!!! It was to be continued the next day!!!!

Patiently, i waited and continued e movie... I didnt wan to be left hanging u noe... Then e war started and there was jus so much death... I started crying... It was a sudden attack, majority of ppl died... So much death, unwarranted...

U noe, last time when i watch war movies i dun cry, but i do nowadays... Tis few yrs, i empathise better wif movies... There was a time when i just kept watching movies and became so numb... I remembered i was watching Tears Of The Sun (one of e worst war movies), and there was tis scene where a pregnant black female had both her breasts sliced off and she was then just thrown somewhere to die slowly, and then a small boy raped her even though she was in tt kind of condition... She was vommiting foam out of her mouth...

It was a horrid scene and yet i didnt feel anything...

Coz ive watched too many movies i jus started to feel nothing and as a result, i watch movies for the sake of a routine wif my bfs... I dun find movies nice anymore... I dun laugh, dun cry, dun smile... I simply dun enjoy them...

But then ive changed tt some time back, and seriously put myself into e movie (no matter wat i watch), and ive crossed e numb period and started enjoying movies again... One noticeable thing is ive started to laugh at jokes, i usually dun in e past, coz chances r i dun find it funny coz its too lame...

So anyways, back to Pearl Harbor... The part where they sank their best battle ship, Arizona is very sad... It went into e bottom of the ocean and there were still ppl trapped alive inside but they could not rescue them, coz its too deep... Tts so sad... So they had to let them all die inside, slowly...

The President (is it President?) slamming e table at the board meeting, attempting to stand on his crippled legs, saying, "Dun tell me that its impossible!" is rather majestic, i thot...

But there is one part tt i cant stand... Westerners (i duno how they do their research) always lump chinese culture wif jap... For example, when they bombed Tokyo, the Tokyo they created, the shops and all are labelled wif full chinese wordings... No Japanese words at all... I am not saying there is no chinese characters in the Jap language, but it is impossible tt none of the shops or companys haf jap characters...

Besides, the chinese words were readable... But usually chinese characters do not appear full in Jap language and their choice of words are not similar to mandarin...

Its always like tt... Jus like Mulan, e animation, they mixed in so much Jap culture when Mulan is supposed to be based on China, i haf no idea how China could haf Japanese Lion Dance then... Seriously, i thot it was very rude to do tt... It is e same if i make a movie about america but i somehow lumped British culture into them and it looks seemingly amercians are like tt... I am sure i would be shot... (Not literally of coz)

Its like wat would ppl think if i do a movie about Malays eating pork, isnt tt being insulting to the Malay culture? If i am Malay i would feel damn furious!

But at e end of e day, as always, like they care right... Like ppl care right... Nobody even bothered about such things...

Ok nvm, move on...

The love affairs in e movie were perfectly normal for the open minded casual westerners, coz its their culture but it wasnt to me then...

I mean like, u r in deep love wif someone, tt person died, u date tt person's best fren and got pregnant, and then ur dead bf came back alive, u r confused but choose ur current bf coz u r pregnant(tts wat she said when she was asked y), and then ur bf died, so u married ur ex bf...

Duh...

But tis time, like i always say, when u watch at home u tend to be less damanding... Lol... I wasnt pissed, i readily accepted it, coz i saw it from another perspective which i didnt last time... The key issue is tt e Female lead is pretty, and supposedly e prettiest of the grp...

So it makes perfect sense tt the Best pilot would be wif her, but when he died (or so wat ppl thot), the pretty gal would continue to haf love opportunities, and coincidentally, the next best pilot love her...

Imagine any babes u noe (e prettiest of e course, company, sch kind) and y they seem to be forever in relationships... Chances are, whenever they become single... There would be tonnes of guys chasing, promising that they would be able to give her happiness in watever way she wans...

But it works differently fr average girls... Average girls take more time...

I am not saying tt pretty gals are superficial (though i seemed to be hinting tt), but wat i was trying to say, becoz they r pretty, they haf lots more opportunities... Or perhaps even more better opportunities (according to their own standards)... As compared to average ppl...

So it is inevitable tt they jus move on quicker...

U got to admit tt lor, jus take a look ard u...

Anyways, i am lost in my train of thots liao coz i need to go cook... Lol And the entry's too long, i am sure u r sick of it...

Saturday, April 01, 2006

Pink Tee No More / Neopet Tax

I signed up e progress package liao... Its so simple, only to key in the bank acc no. only... But for those elderly it would be so troublesome...

I am glad tt there r voluntary services helpin them...

Most of ur parents (minus those who live in big houses) would be very happy i guess... For ur Dads, they would be getting $1800, though $600 would be in cpf but still quite alot (ok lah, to me) i thot... For mums, would be $1400... And those low wage parents it would be more...

My mum is PR so she doesnt get anything... She had many chances to convert but she didnt in e past...

My frenz living in landed got $200 only... Lol... And we kept teasing them... Muahahhaha, we r so evil!!! But also coz they earn more lah, if not by right they get $400...

Anyways, those who noe me hor, know i dun wear t-shirts one... But then, when i bought my only jeans then, i decided i wan to look young... Muahahaha, and bought a few t-shirts... I bought 1 white, 1 black and 1 pink...

The pink one is the 1st pink tee ive ever own... I bought it coz i thot i actually look nice in pink (light pink), even though i used to resent e color when i was younger... Perhaps its due to my sis... She is always e pink n purple kind of person... And i am the green, blue, black and white person...

So in the house hor, u can see those pink stuffs belongs to her, whereas green or blue belongs to me...

But when i grew older, i realised pink n purple grow in me and they became inevitable... I look best wif pink eye shadow, i also duno y... Maybe it complements yellow brown skin... And i look horrible wif green and blue make up coz i am not fair enuff... Damn!!!

So anyways, tt pink tee is e same design as the black one... I bought it at 30 bucks, and wore less than 10 times and now i am wearing it as sleeping clothes... So sad... SZ, i very sad... No more Celest in unusual nice pink tee liao... Got sparkles one leh...

Y leh?

Coz my mum lor, washed it together wif my jeans! Yes, tt $10 one, then e dye kena my pink tee lor... Then she even wanted to bleach my tee to get rid of e blue... But i said, then u r going to ruin e pink as well... Sigh, i said nvm lah... I wear at home lor...

Her logic is very funny, when she washed my jeans, she removed e whites, but she said it never occured to her pink will kena... -____-"

Then i think i was upset, coz my mum asked if i heart pain... I said yah, very heart pain, coz very ex and then never really wear...

But its already very gd liao, i had lots of clothes tt she washed one time then spoilt, and those clothes werent fit to wear to sleep, so had to throw...

I really liked tt tee... Sigh, but nvm... These kind of things happen all the time...

Small thing, small thing...

Then hor, e stupid Neopets hor, starting today, start to collect TAX leh!!! U go to a page charge u 3 NP to 10NP, today after my routine i was charged wif 300+ NP... I dun even wan to go in often liao... They r so stupid!!!!

Y they lidat one??? Singaporean so used to paying income tax then now their neopets also wan to do e same... Damn it...

Even though its only virtual money, but then i earned the money by the hard way one lor... Been so faithful so many yrs now wan to eat my money... Then e poor ones how to pay, so stupid... They even came up wif e duno wat stupid economy inflation or wat not reason...

Duno whos the idiot in e design team to even come up wif such a nonsense... Intolerable!!! I bet tonight tt designer sure cannot sleep... Coz he/she is cursed by every neopet users ard the whole world! Even reading the FAQ of the tax system they charge me... Refresh also charge me, bloody hell!!!

They do things lidat i will drop out soon one lor... But 1st i mus spend all my 6 million bucks!