Poisoned

Yest in e middle of e night, as usual, im lying on my bed, listening to moi mp3 player... Then my sis she cant sleep...

Oh, tis reminded me of something... E other night arh, after i offed my pc at late night, she hor (supposed sleepin), i went to e toilet, came out and saw something sleeping on my bed, wif long hair pouring out all over... So scary u noe!!!! In e middle of the night leh!!! I thot i saw a ghost... But of coz, its my sis who rolled herself over her own bed and dropped onto mine, which is of lower level...

I told her about it the next day and she asked then how cum she is back on her bed, i said of coz i chased u back, i dun like to sleep on ur bed, even though your bed is so much bigger... Though my bed is only single, and hers a queen size, we both and my son agreed my bed is more comfy... Lol... I didnt haf 2 layers of comforter for nothing...

Anyways, back to last night, after we tok about money, market, economics, investments, we started to drift to other non serious topics, coz i am not interested in how much shes making coz i dun haf e money to invest wif her...

Me: U noe arh, today i saw a recent clip on Gackt, its was in late March one... He became more handsome than ever... I am sure he went to do something to his face...

Sis: Must be lah...

Me: Compared to him in his Diabolos tour, his face had shrunk and became younger... Must be go take botox... The one i told u about last time... Diabolos very obvious he aged alot, i was kinda surprised... (Maybe coz he was too bz n stressed) His face widened as he ages too...

Speaking of widening... The other day, i was telling her, i always wonder y humans, especially guys, their faces would generally widen and becum longer when they grow older (be it they r slim or fat, take a look at ur father photos)...

Her theory is tt due to the muscles singers used, their lower part of face would widen... But then i believe my theory is more logical... Coz it fits general public...

I think its more like as u age, ur muscles n flesh would loosen up, much like sagging, and thus e expansion... It wouldnt be as tight in e past... And since according to the Botox experts, besides bones, muscles are e elements to sculpt your face shape... So i think tts e cause...

Anyways, watever, tts not impt... Back to e conversation...

Me: Anyways, he really really very handsome now leh... Aiyo... (Drooling) Maybe his face becum smaller coz he had short hair now, compared to e corn rolls he had in diabolos... But i dun think so though...

Sis: Yalor...

Me: But he sang his song and i nearly fainted...

Sis: Y leh, cannot make it as usual?

Me: Yah, he was off pitch through out the song, and he couldnt hit any of the notes even though he already lowered e pitch...

Sis: He always like tt one lah, he cannot sing compared to other solo artists...

Me: Actually its not like he totally cannot sing, jus tt i think he couldnt be bothered, so dun bother to warm up...

Sis: Yah, he too famous liao...

Me: But even so, he was more handsome than usual, so the song can forgive lah... Can overlook tt... Lol

Me/Sis: Muahahahahahaah....

Actually i cant really remember wat my sis said, lol, but i noe she was toking alot more than i can remember... It sounded so one sided here... Lol

Actually to be honest, i always prefer HYDE if i haf to choose... Coz i like HYDE since i was a kid, i only like Gackt in recent yrs... I always thot its crazy to like 2 artists (as in really like), but luckily theres a place for both of them in my heart... Hahahah... I striked a balance...

U see, though i like HYDE more, i think of Gackt more... Coz its simple... Theres always something wrong fantasizing about a guy who is married and has a kid... So its always kinda weird to think about HYDE... Lol... And also the height issue, its also weird to day dream about a guy who's only 157-158 cm, though i dun really mind, since tt doesnt bother anyone wif his super high platforms... Jus kinda weird... U cant tell his height in real life... I jus haf a prob imagining how tall he would be if i even dream about him...

Dreaming about a idol u like who is so god damn gorgeous to be e same height as u is jus plain weird, i thot...

No matter, i still love both of them...

More about their music and themselves another time...

Oh, i recently just listened to Tetsu69 from L'Arc En Ciel... I always haf his songs jus tt i never bothered to go check them out... Lol... So i was transfering to my player and wondering whether to delete them or not... But then, his songs not bad leh... I mean, better than i expected... Of coz, its same as his L'Arc En Ciel song styles...

There is something about Tetsu tt is appealing about him... Especially after he lost his long hair like HYDE... Hmm... But i like Chachamaru (Gacktjob) wif his long hair though...