Sunday, December 10, 2006

Xmas Nearing

My co's xmas dinner coming, i believe its e same as everyone on the 22nd. Luckily no need go somewhere, except to take a lift down a few storeys and take e stairs to our function room (e only place wif internet access, lol), no need to dress up (hack, im going to attend wif watever i wore to work tt day). I hope there wun be much of silly games coz i am so not interested.

Yes, i am passive and boring. Cannot ar? Im saying tis, but perhaps i would still enjoy it, since i will be able to spend some last moments wif my whole grp. Its hard to gather all of us together, and tis is a gd chance since all of them will turn up as instructed without me bearing e agony of being e organiser. Tis might even be the final chance for us, be4 we all start leaving next mth.

My supervisors kept reminding us to go though, lol. They say its going to be interesting and food is going to be gd, but like always, we all dun buy tt. Lol.

Did a draw and found out the person whom ive got to prepare a gift for. And the irony is, hes not even in my departmt, i haf no idea who e hell he is. Fortunately, i managed to find a suitable (in my opinion) gift yest. Poor SZ co gift gift budget is $50, luckily mine is minimum 5 bucks. My prev co was $10.

I bought it 50% cheaper at tis place and on top of tt, i had a 20% off. Muahahha... I kinda like e gift myself too, but as usual, i will not buy it. I am happy coz its within my budget and i thot its pretty decent too.

Clocks, frams, towels, chocs are banned for our gifts, they said some ppl complained a few yrs back.

I wan to get some stuffs for my colleagues too. Sigh i am so going to be broke. I shd be settling for some chocs or cookies. Haven decided on the brand though.

I also need to get gifts for sz, my sis, 2 of my colleagues and many small gifts for other colleagues.

Yest i went to Cine's Pandora Box or something and saw so many necklaces tt i would love to own. No in fact, there are so many necklaces tt i love in cine itself. I still wan a 1 or 2 gb sd card and my mp3 player batt but tt comes later, or u can get it for me for xmas. Haha.

My perfume is running but my sis is getting for me. So happy.

Getting my pay tis thurs. I feel like going on a shopping spree, been so long since i last done tt. Recently i spent all my money on food and alcohol. Sigh. Lol.

Went to Taste Paradise the other day. And spent 100 bucks each... But im still glad i went there, after so long. Though it burnt a hole in my pocket.

I wan to spend some money to pamper myself, but then if i no job then how? Sigh, i noe i need to haf some money to tide myself over a certain period. But then my high expenses isnt going to help, and i haf no intention of making myself miserable by cooping myself at home everyday.

I jus wan to make myself happy, tts y i spent all those money. I do not wish to feel restricted at tis pt of time (when i am having a difficult time) jus coz i haf to think of so many things and stop myself fr going/eating at some places.

I just wan to go wif the flow now. I dun wan to be so hard on myself and make the already very miserable me even more miserable.

I feel like getting some things for myself.
1) 1 pair of jeans in blue (i only haf 1 in black now)
2) New heels - white, black, gold, green, pink (all my shoes wearing n tearing n smelling n dirtying, basically at risk of falling apart any second)
3) New clothes
4) Earrings (ive stopped wearing earrings, i need new ones, big long ones and those big retro kind)
5) Moisturisor (it ran out)

But be4 all tt, i need to dye my hair and haf a hair cut. I haven decided on the hair style though, headache. The colors i haf the idea, jus not so sure whether or not accepted at work. Lol. It might also hinder my job search but I wan a change.

I will not quit my job now, i will stay till end of jan. But i might continue to stay there for awhile. I will hold out till all of them leave at least. So i will tahan till 30/01/07 then see how from there.

Marvin, Sheena, Daniel and Chris will be leaving early jan, Gim Fong and Keith near end of Jan. Wendy will be staying, thankfully on tt, at least i dun haf to lunch alone, and we sit next to each other somemore.

Not so sure abt Seraphine and Meng Feng and Ken. I guess they shd be sticking ard for awhile.

Sigh, but those tt are very close to me will be gone. And i only haf Wendy. Sobz. Ppl all leave at the end of the day, especially in customer service where turn over rate is as high as sales line.

Truth is ppl come and go at the time. Its ok lah, jus take it in my stride.

If i can, hope i can survive here for awhile and then take part time studies. After im done then i can leave for greener pasture le. But all these are merely words. It a miracle to even think i can stay till end March. But i will try. =)

Xmas is nearing and i still have not decided on wat to do wif SZ yet. We'll definately be together but do wat? Lol. See how lor. I wonder wats everyone doing for xmas.

Sunday, December 03, 2006

Tough Week

Really wasted my mc on tues.

Went to newton wif my colleagues on wed. Like wat my colleague said, next time dun waste time organising anymore, coz its so sian anyways. Waste of time, jus e usual grp of us will do.

The food was bad for e stall we picked. Sigh. We then headed to ktv, opened a bottle of chivas, and had to do wif coke as mixer... Can u imagine, they only haf coke, green tea or tonic. Wat choice did we haf.

It was quite frustrating coz in a big grp, some only sing, some sing n drink alittle, some sing n drink alot, some no drink n no sing, some drink alot but no sing, how to settle e bill lidat.

Ended up there were some dispute, and its quite saddenin for one to even sms me, "next time wan to ask us pay, jus say, its not like we or i dun wan to pay"... Duhz, he totally misunderstood my words as usual. Its not like i haf any prob in asking them for money on behalf, its jus tt i haf no idea how to split the bill to be fair for all.

Ended up, my colleague offered to pay the whole 200 bucks bill coz he said every time tok abt money sure dispute, so he rather settle it. Tis is jus so not the right way.

Anyways, tt was history. I wun bring it up again. Anyways, our times together ending soon as well. 1 leaving tis dec, 3 leaving early jan, 1 leaving end jan, and e rest kiving the status. I am so going to miss a few of them.

How i wish the job could be more bearable so tt we could extend our time there. But in reality, things dun work tt way.

I tok to my ex colleague of my prev company. They are still interested in having me back and might be willing to wait till feb as well. I was tempted to say yes. But then again, i need to think it thru.

Quitting after my confirmation, i would need 1 mth's notice, and tt would leave it as march. Wait till tt long? I hardly think so. But I might not even get to wait till then, if they ask me to leave, it shd be ard jan. But tt would mean the paying back of money of coz.

On thurs, i met up wif kenneth and sz. Headed to bishan's dome, then cafe cartel then to amk's kbox. They were having 40% off everything coz it was duno wat anniversary celebration thingy. Not tt i care, coz i hate kbox. Their system, room, songs, tv, suck. But their service is gd though, and tts their only saving grace.

It was so boring can. And freezing and their systems and mic cock up so many times. The ktv was so boring even kenneth agreed. Luckily i decided to end it early, if not can die lor.

Kenneth's going india for 6 mths for exchange programme (his uni thingy). Wish him all the best and may he rtn safe n sound.

Then at night i was attacked by stomach cramps (gastric), it got very bad, the cramps come every 3-5 mins ard 4+am. I went to take a whole truckload of pills and the cramp slowed down to ard once every 15mins.

I headed to work on fri. Tried to work, but cant take the cramps, went to see doc, took e most painful jab ive ever taken. Doc said the jab will stop the spasms. But apparently, it was all crap.

I came back to work for abt an hr, i couldnt take it anymore, and had to leave. Yes, i took mc. Wasted half of my day working. Coz in the end, i got to pay back a full day's pay. Can it get any worst.

While i was away seeing doc, i saw my shitty cases bounched to another 2 colleagues. Sigh, i haf no idea wat will happen after i leave. But my colleagues said fortunately they r leaving together or be4 me anyways. Lol.

4 mcs altogether, sobz. 1 in dec though. Abt $300 bucks. Will try not to mc anymore.

I am still sick, can feel my stomach very wounded... Its still painful. No appetite to read also. Sigh. And now my digestive system cant retain or digest food. So wat goes in comes out, u noe wat i mean.

Tmr mon le... Full 5 days of working, provided if i dun work on sat though.

Must tahan!!! 1.5 weeks left to pay day. So broke now. Sobz.

Oh, my monitor died on my yest night. Got a new one today. LG LCD 17 inch, $200+. I really cant live without my pc. Was so happy to see it alive again.

Hope i feel better tmr.

Take care all of u.