I love the lyrics~ Sobz...
明知留不住更不想结束 努力记住你此刻的眉目
记住这拥抱的温度 对抗快来临的孤独
为什么幸福它总是仓促
不在乎付出因为我在乎 但让你哭我就无可宽恕
年轻的我们太低估 世界该有的冷酷
在多的爱也没帮助
My Finally
一个也是有吻 Finally
我最终的恋人别哭泣
用力用力忘你在哪里
我的心中不曾离开你 永远的
当我想起你会得到 爱的离奇
我要退出 也为你祝福
别为我哭我会嫁给无助
年轻的我们太低估 世界该有的冷酷
在多的爱也没帮助
My Finally 一个也是有吻 Finally
我最终的恋人别哭泣用力用力忘你在哪里
我的心中不曾离开你 永远的
当我想起你会得到爱的离奇
忘记一步一切就荒芜 希望爱复燃吧!
But tis lyrics got alot of errors, but i cant edit. Bek cek.
Monday, May 21, 2007
Bad Person
Had a very bad dream last fri night.
I was and still am quite affected by it. But i guess i managed to say to that person wat i really felt that time, even though it was only in the dream. I didnt wake up in tears, but i felt broken once more.
I knew that i will dream of it again, thanks to somebody who kept brining it up though i had already been trying to put it behind me. -_-"
For the sake of many individuals, I twist my words all the time. To make them feel better and to feed their egos. Often due to tis, I have alot of regrets.
Ppl will never know the truth. To cover up for their mistakes, i jus bit wat i suffered in silence and put them in better light.
I know wat really happened. And i cant say it out. Sigh.
Perhaps i shd jus stop being nice altogether.
It doesnt pay u noe. To take in everything urself. To suffer alone. Its plain dumb n stupid.
They will never know what you had done for them, would they? Will they get it one day when they think back?
In the end, they only remembers u as the bad person. And thats the return you get.
I remembered i wrote tis statement during one of my film n video project during poly days. It was a review for our own project, team, etc.
I wrote, "It's not easy to be a bad person, let alone all the time. But someone's got to do it. And so, who's more ideal than me? Since I've been doing it so much, that others had already embedded the bad being in myself. I can't bear to let others do it. I have to make the move, so that the rest dun haf to suffer wat i did."
I seriously wondered wat my lecturer thot when i wrote that. Then again, thats provided he got read thoroughly.
I didnt write the exact same words, but that was wat i meant though.
Perhaps i should really change... I feel torn.
I was and still am quite affected by it. But i guess i managed to say to that person wat i really felt that time, even though it was only in the dream. I didnt wake up in tears, but i felt broken once more.
I knew that i will dream of it again, thanks to somebody who kept brining it up though i had already been trying to put it behind me. -_-"
For the sake of many individuals, I twist my words all the time. To make them feel better and to feed their egos. Often due to tis, I have alot of regrets.
Ppl will never know the truth. To cover up for their mistakes, i jus bit wat i suffered in silence and put them in better light.
I know wat really happened. And i cant say it out. Sigh.
Perhaps i shd jus stop being nice altogether.
It doesnt pay u noe. To take in everything urself. To suffer alone. Its plain dumb n stupid.
They will never know what you had done for them, would they? Will they get it one day when they think back?
In the end, they only remembers u as the bad person. And thats the return you get.
I remembered i wrote tis statement during one of my film n video project during poly days. It was a review for our own project, team, etc.
I wrote, "It's not easy to be a bad person, let alone all the time. But someone's got to do it. And so, who's more ideal than me? Since I've been doing it so much, that others had already embedded the bad being in myself. I can't bear to let others do it. I have to make the move, so that the rest dun haf to suffer wat i did."
I seriously wondered wat my lecturer thot when i wrote that. Then again, thats provided he got read thoroughly.
I didnt write the exact same words, but that was wat i meant though.
Perhaps i should really change... I feel torn.
Friday, May 18, 2007
Last sat was Keith's bday, so me and marvin treated him dinner at Marriot Hotel on sunday (mother's day). It was crazily ex lor... The food wasnt bad though it wasnt fantastic. Service is good as well, since Marvin got the ice cream he wanted though it wasnt part of the buffet line.
Wonder were we charged for that? If so, how much?
Before that, i accompanied Marvin to Four Seasons Hotel's Club21 to shop. Nothing interesting, and the tabs are like @@. Lol. Then we walked back to Orchard and melted. So hot, can? Though no sun but it was so hot.
Theres tis nice good boy gay looking thin sweater that he love at Forum's Blackjack, but its 300+ lor, so not worth it. Discouraged him against it. I saw a jacket that i really really like, think it was 100 or 200+. And i love the top that used the same design pattern too. SO nice!!!! But no money cannot buy.
Headed to Zara and he bought 2 tops and a cute superman boxer. Haha, cant imagine him wearing it. Mus ask him to show liao. Kekekeke...
Wonder wat i did over the last weekend? Hmm...
Oh ya, had dinner at Waraku (my fav) after work on fri then headed for ktv, so it was soooo boring. Can die inside breathin the guys' sianness. Then watched drama for whole night, zz till next evening, then had dinner at Tamp's Crystal Jade. Not bad leh tt branch, surprisingly.
My impression of CJ totally changed.
Then it was back to more watching to complete the series, while Marvin, his sis Gina, husband Victor and their fren mahjonging noisily behind me.
Sun i went to my Boss's Baby Shower then met Marvin and Keith up for the shoppin n dinner.
I then caught SpiderMan 3 with Keith, while Marvin headed back home for preparation to club which didnt happen in the end, coz Kavan played him out, lol. Spiderman 3 wasnt that bad a movie as wat ppl said. Wasnt great but i wasnt expecting it to be anyways, jus a sequel in the storyline lor...
Tonight i should be catching 28 weeks later, cant wait. But then tts unless someone dun play me out.
Tues was my sis's bday, still haven got his gift, think i'll get something later. Provided i got go out lah... Tmr im going for blood donation with wendy. Evening got steamboat dinner with my family (mum's early bday celebration).
Kavan's bday next tues... Y so many ppl bday one!!!!
Haha.
Yest met Benjamin for dinner at Pasta Cafe. Been one yr plus ever since he went to Taiwan to work in tt games company. Now hes back for good, haf not seen him for so long le... Hes not changed abit. Sigh.
My exhibition is coming up one mth's time, both looking forward and dreading it. Its so far and hours are so long somemore. But then after tt, i would have time to plan many other things in my schedule.
Ive passed my basic theory test, and my final theory will be early July. I hope i can pass it one shot, then i can start my practical lessons. Then hopefully by end of the yr or latest early next yr i would be able to get my liscense.
Ive oso decided to take up jap, from basic, to intermediate to advance, which will take about 1.5yrs, tts if i dun fail la. Lol. And then depending on situation i might take up more papers on tt.
But i cannot take the most recent intake. it starts in june, clashes with my exhibition, so i will enrol during dec and start jan... So far away. Sad, but gd lah, hopefully i can settle my license 1st.
I no mood to write le. Another time bah, so sian.
Wonder were we charged for that? If so, how much?
Before that, i accompanied Marvin to Four Seasons Hotel's Club21 to shop. Nothing interesting, and the tabs are like @@. Lol. Then we walked back to Orchard and melted. So hot, can? Though no sun but it was so hot.
Theres tis nice good boy gay looking thin sweater that he love at Forum's Blackjack, but its 300+ lor, so not worth it. Discouraged him against it. I saw a jacket that i really really like, think it was 100 or 200+. And i love the top that used the same design pattern too. SO nice!!!! But no money cannot buy.
Headed to Zara and he bought 2 tops and a cute superman boxer. Haha, cant imagine him wearing it. Mus ask him to show liao. Kekekeke...
Wonder wat i did over the last weekend? Hmm...
Oh ya, had dinner at Waraku (my fav) after work on fri then headed for ktv, so it was soooo boring. Can die inside breathin the guys' sianness. Then watched drama for whole night, zz till next evening, then had dinner at Tamp's Crystal Jade. Not bad leh tt branch, surprisingly.
My impression of CJ totally changed.
Then it was back to more watching to complete the series, while Marvin, his sis Gina, husband Victor and their fren mahjonging noisily behind me.
Sun i went to my Boss's Baby Shower then met Marvin and Keith up for the shoppin n dinner.
I then caught SpiderMan 3 with Keith, while Marvin headed back home for preparation to club which didnt happen in the end, coz Kavan played him out, lol. Spiderman 3 wasnt that bad a movie as wat ppl said. Wasnt great but i wasnt expecting it to be anyways, jus a sequel in the storyline lor...
Tonight i should be catching 28 weeks later, cant wait. But then tts unless someone dun play me out.
Tues was my sis's bday, still haven got his gift, think i'll get something later. Provided i got go out lah... Tmr im going for blood donation with wendy. Evening got steamboat dinner with my family (mum's early bday celebration).
Kavan's bday next tues... Y so many ppl bday one!!!!
Haha.
Yest met Benjamin for dinner at Pasta Cafe. Been one yr plus ever since he went to Taiwan to work in tt games company. Now hes back for good, haf not seen him for so long le... Hes not changed abit. Sigh.
My exhibition is coming up one mth's time, both looking forward and dreading it. Its so far and hours are so long somemore. But then after tt, i would have time to plan many other things in my schedule.
Ive passed my basic theory test, and my final theory will be early July. I hope i can pass it one shot, then i can start my practical lessons. Then hopefully by end of the yr or latest early next yr i would be able to get my liscense.
Ive oso decided to take up jap, from basic, to intermediate to advance, which will take about 1.5yrs, tts if i dun fail la. Lol. And then depending on situation i might take up more papers on tt.
But i cannot take the most recent intake. it starts in june, clashes with my exhibition, so i will enrol during dec and start jan... So far away. Sad, but gd lah, hopefully i can settle my license 1st.
I no mood to write le. Another time bah, so sian.
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