Attempted Suicide

Somebody i used to noe (fr secondary) attempted suicide think last fri... She downed 50 tablets of sleeping pills...

Hmm...

Shes fine now...

I wondered whether there was a police record, given that shes 21 already... She could be charged, but usually they will let u off on the 1st time... But its a permanent record in ur life record... Coz i noe i sure did... Opps... Nvm... Then again, she was diagnosed to haf the condition, Depression, some yrs back, perhaps tt solves the issue?

Anyways, if wat she said was true... I am glad she is ok now... And i also hope tt she will get over her gloomy days soon...

The longer the condition lingers, the more difficult it will be for her to climb back up...

SOmetimes i think not even her best fren can help (if she even has one), coz best frenz may not be best frenz... U get wat i mean?

Nonetheless, it was shocking to see another fella (poly dmd), who noes her, and wrote, "invite me on ur death campaign next time"... !!!!

Well, apparently, shes not alone... Hope she feels better knowing tis...

As far as i noe, tis fella has been helping her, to wat extend n how much effort i do not noe... But wat i knew was, tt fella gave up on her some time ago, claiming tt shes hopeless... Coz she doesnt help himself, etc...

Who is to judge eh? How do u judge a person to be hopeless? How do u measure tt u shd give up, when u judged someone as hopeless according to ur own standards, using ur duno wat methods to try to salvage the situation...

Most ppl told me... When they see someone sad, usually they chose to be indifferent, coz they were afraid n worried tt, if they start wif the consoling n concerns, it will be a never ending cycle... Thus, their own lives will be so affected...

Becoz they haf alot of things in their own lives to deal wif and they haf better things to do then to deal wif other ppl's lives, especially when it doesnt involves them...

All i can say, theres nothing wrong thinking tis way... Well, if u put urself in e shoes of this grp of "busy" ppl, it makes sense... Coz they live for themselves, and ultimately, y shd they invest their time n effort on jus another human being who is neither their gf/bf/hubby/wifey/family?

Which is y we r all categorised into different personalities... Some ppl are good, some r not, some go the extra mile, some dun unless its for their own self...

I think tis way, it makes urself feel better...

Instead of questioning y is so n so, heartless, evil, indifferent, selfish, biased, unreasonable, etc... Acknowledge tt they r like tt, and they belong to those grps of ppl...

Which is something like species... Different human species... U cant expect a cat's temperament to be like a dog, can u ? U cannot blame ur cat for not understand u unlike a dog does right?

So same thing, u cannot expect a selfish person to becum selfless... Of coz, unless they themselves haf e intentions to switch to another human personality species...

Tts y we click wif some and we dun wif some... Same concept...

Anyways, toking about the above grp of these... Funny thing is, these grp of ppl are usually the ones, who will call the suiciders selfish, childish, irresponsible, etc... Giving names seem to be their forte...

Anyone without understanding the whole situation cannot judge someone like tt... Like alone dead ppl...

Of coz i am not saying u shd commit suicide due to valids reasons... But i am saying tt dun be too hasty to judge or condemn a life, or a dead one...

If a man gambled all his money away, owned several loansharks tonnes of money, suicided and left his not-working wife and small children behind... Then i will say he is selfish n irresponsible...

But if the same senario, and wife is working 18 hrs a day, 2 jobs, to pay off the debts and to feed e family, and husband drinks and abuses the wife, and she suicided... Wat u think?

Of coz, i am not saying tt she shd suicide and leave e shit to her husband... Instead of calling her irresponsible mother for leaving her children to fend for themselves, i will say its a pity... For i am sure there is a way out...

However, ways out do not sprang out from a crisis itself... Ppl who are in crisis seldom see any light, coz their heart is burdened wif agony n sorrow... If u haf never been thru rock bottom, u probably duno wat im toking about or wat hack sense i am making...

An analogy...

A person who is drunk will seldom say they r drunk... Even when their frenz attempted mulitple times to tell them to stop and go home... But never once will they listen... However, by right, frenz do not jus give up and leave them lying on the streets... They make sure they send them back home even if stink like hell, tok nonsensical rubbish, scoldings even, vomit...

1) Some ppl will leave e fella behind

2) Some will leave them behind but call up his family and leave

3) Some will leave them behind but call up his family and leave after e family arrives

4) Some will put him in a cab and go home themselves

5) Some will bring e fella to his doorstep

6) Some will take care if e fella until he fall asleep before making their way home

Different species, different measures... No right, no wrong...

But if e fella had an accident and died... Some grps will say he deserved it, coz he got himself so drunk, even though they told him multiple times not to... Some grps will say its none of their concern since they dun really noe e fella well anyways...

A really drunk person will never register watever u say in his drunken state...

Likewise, a person in depression or misery will never get over it jus simply over sentences...

Life is much more complicated than most think... However, if u r able to live a simple life, well, congrats... Coz i myself, seriously wish for tt...