Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Shuzhen's Personality

- Gosh, i typed tis entry in the evening but couldnt publish it coz my internet server is down, damn singnet... But lucky i got back it up tis time, no need to retype...


Alright, here it goes... But i haf to say i duno where to start. Haha, its like u know somethin so well and suddenly u duno where to begin. Im told to keep things short n simple, the rest u find out in real life ya?

Hmm...


From the suface:
She's quiet, studious, sweet, gentle, looks indoor girl-next-door, simple, sincere, cheerful, sometimes in a daze zone.

Actual:
I wan to comment about the dazing part. Ok, sometimes, in fact every time u meet her in actual person, she will definately at some pt starts to be in a daze. Ok, now the pt, NO, shes not troubled or thinkin about somethin, shes like tis... Sometimes she jus like to daze ard, wifout thinkin about anythin, starin at blanks. I knoe some r concerned, jus get used to it.

Haha, i used to ask like u all also, but then i got used to it liao. So i knoe. Ah, she like to purse her lips also, a habit, though i never acknowledged tat coz usually i was the one doing it, n she pointed out to me during sec. (Gosh, i jus realised my "DELETE" key is spoilt, now i got to use backspace instead, damn)

Ok back. Yes, in actual, she is cheerful, sincere, sweet. She's not so much of a gentle girl next door, more like neutral person, though she has a gentle look. But shes a "xian qi liang mu" definately in the future. Haha. Besides reading, she loves kids as well. Not so much of a indoor gal, she likes outdoor activities, like sun tannin(no, not in bikinis, jus sleeveless tops n shorts), cyclin, we play badminton or tennis whenever we can, go to Sentosa, Zoo as well.

Quiet? Hmm, shes not. I assure u. But she can be. Usually shes not a very quiet person, maybe under circumstances when shes not very comfortable or abit shy at times in awkard situations. Oh, shes very patient also. Even to ppl she dislike or conversations we cant stand, she can sit thru it thoroughly. Haha, i cant, i will think of excuses to leave, or worst still, walk away if i feel offended. But i dun quarrel, dun like to do tat. I will leave peacefully n nicely.

Shes very sensitive also, always think about ppl ard her, sparin so much thots for them as well, which always makes things at a disadvantage for herself. Not gd ok? U mus change tat. Be more firm. She very bad at rejections, so pls dun take advantage n dun put her in a tight spot. I will KILL you!

Some sec frenz shd noe, she used to be quite "blur", due to her simpleness. I still remember her tonnes of nicknames. But then, after so many yrs, shes not liao lah. She seems more innocent and simple coz she always give ppl benenfit of the doubt. She prefer to believe things in a more idealistic way. But shes not dumb or naive, pls, she still knoes how the world goes ard, jus tat she prefers to see things otherwise.

Shes a very helpful person, and will try to be there for u. She may not say anythin or give u any advices but she will listen to u. Somethin alot pf ppl cant do. Most ppl love to jump to conclusions and tell others "no, u shd do tis or tat". But shes not like tat. Which is wat i love about her.

Alot of things u haf to knoe her deeper to noe the actual her. Unfortunately, not many ppl r truly sincere nowadays in terms of fren-making. Guess i shd stop here.

Understanding someone is not by how many words u read fr my blog, or how detailed i blog about her. Its about puttin in efforts and sincerity in knoein a person in actual life, but not by asking "Tell me more about urself", the trick is actually dun even ask anythin. Coz if the frenship is true, things will eventually fall in place, and u'll realise tat within some time, u will actually find out alot more than wat u have jus been introduced to...

Always remember somethin, love dun come at 1st sight. Only infatuation does. It takes a moment to categorise, days to see the suface but much more to understand somethin. There will never be shortcuts or crash cozes. In life, we learn the long and the hard way. ")

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